Grasping Longs
Part~195

ARhan POV

Before marrying Dena, I was a free man. As a CEO who has it all, I've always been chased by a lot of women out there.

But my freedom was immediately taken away when I was betrothed to a woman who was not my type.

The woman with the tomboyish appearance and the scathing mouth even when we first met her gaze as if mocking me.

But who dares to stand up to Papa and in the end I approve of the marriage on condition that it be kept secret from the public.

After marrying my wife it turned out to be very different from what I expected, the woman seemed to have two personalities. On the other hand the woman looks very cold and haughty, but sometimes very considerate and cheerful.

"I never wanted this marriage either, but what my day could not have turned it down. So we can get to know each other, at least we can be friends" he said at the time and since then we have become familiar and close.

Although I have not loved him but what's wrong I learned to like him, it turns out that if you already know him Dena a warm and understanding woman.

She always did her job as a wife well, even though she never said she loved me but I knew she always looked at me with love.

For one year of marriage, we really lived like best friends and in that moment I was going to open my heart to her. Suddenly someone entered our home.

Sera, my wife's half-sister was unceasingly teasing me. Even the woman was willing to get naked in front of me so I could fall in her arms.

The foundation of the love I just built collapsed as I opened the door for another woman.

And when our forbidden relationship was discovered by my wife, the woman was instantly enraged.

There was a feeling of guilt in my heart for hurting her, but the heaven offered by Sera also teased me so much.

But I also did not expect, it turns out my wife was pregnant when all this time I never touched her.

There was a feeling of disappointment, anger and jealousy back then. But Sera tried to convince me to divorce her brother and marry him immediately.

When we were officially divorced, my heart was suddenly empty. I felt like half my soul was gone, but I tried to forget it and focus on my relationship with Sera, the woman of my choice.

But even so I still often secretly find out the news, even when my ex-wife gave birth I forced to see her.

To atone for my guilt, I let the woman use my name as her baby's administration at the time who was either a child because Dena was always silent if I asked.

And since then I never saw him again, I tried to forget him and focus on my relationship with Sera.

But it turned out that Sera wasn't as good as I thought she had been since we were together and secretly turned out to be playing with fire behind me with another man.

Of course I was immediately enraged and left it just like that, abstaining to me an Arhan Bagaskara begging for love.

But it seems like it doesn't mean anything to my ex-wife, after a year of never meeting her, it turns out that the pounding in the heart is still left.

It is fitting for a sinner like me to expect his forgiveness and ask him to return.

But it seems too late, the woman still hates me so much and she prefers to marry the biological father of her son.

Since then I prefer to step back and try to establish relationships with some women, but it seems like this heart has been locked by the story of the past to make me tormented.

One day I felt something was wrong with my body and after a medical examination said that there was cancer in my body.

And since then my world has changed, my days have always been spent in the hospital. Although I know my life is not long, but at least there my pain can be overcome.

When I was bored in my room and walking around the park, I suddenly saw a woman I always missed was there.

But not alone, the woman is with her husband and the baby she just gave birth to a few days ago.

I was happy to see happiness on his face, but my heart also hurt because I was not the one beside him.

After I tried to convey this feeling, I suddenly saw the woman always crying in front of the ICU room. After I found out, it turns out that her husband is being critical right now.

Whether I should be happy or sad, but when I see it that way my heart also hurts. Some days I could only see it from a distance, but that day I ventured to greet him.

I thought he would react like before, looking at me with hatred. But I was wrong, at first he was surprised to see me and then the next worry on his face.

I would love to hold her one last time, because this body is getting weaker and I don't know when it can hold on.

But she refused it for her loyalty to her husband, and I was really jealous of that man.

Since then, I have never seen him again. Because to move I was no longer able to.

I knew my life was coming to an end and I wanted at the end of my life there was something I could give her happiness.

Finally I made a will, if I don't, I want to donate my heart to the man Dena loves so much.

And my decision suddenly made me very happy at the end of my life, because there will be a part of me that will belong to that woman, the pounding of my heart.

POV Author

"Doctor, who donated his heart to my husband ?" asked Dena when the doctor told her there was a donor for her husband.

"Right doc, who is that noble hearted man ?" ask Princess.

"We'll let him know after the surgery is over, ma'am." said the doctor, then immediately passed to the operating room.

"Ma, Pa." Dena looked very moved, she immediately hugged her two in-laws.

"May heaven be in return for that man, son." said the Princess later.

A few hours after that, the doctor said the operation went smoothly and just waited for the patient to regain consciousness.

"Madam, here's a letter from Mr. Edgar's donor." The doctor handed Dena a letter the next day.

With trembling hands she received the letter, she would open it with her husband later.

"Well, why hasn't my husband grown up yet ?" tanyanya.

"Prophey, madam, it will soon be rumored. The patient's condition has begun to improve and only recovery remains." said the Doctor.

And sure enough before long Edgar seemed to open his eyes and he immediately smiled when he first saw the wife.

"Dear." call him.

Dena, who was playing on her mobile phone, immediately raised her head as Edgar called out to her.

"Darling, are you awake ?" so happy Dena immediately hugged Edgar to make the man grimace.

"Sorry, is it sick ?" Dena felt guilty, she forgot her husband had finished a major operation.

"No, I don't know my heart was pounding as you hugged me." said Edgar while chuckling and it made everyone there laugh.

"It's a dreadlocks, but I'm glad you finally woke up again." said Dena tearfully looking at her husband.

"I'm not nervous or seducing you baby, I don't know even when I see you my heart is pounding like I'm in love again." said Edgar who immediately made everyone in there chuckle and it makes Dena look blushed.

"You're like a possessed man." ledek Dena.

"If it goes on like this, I want to be possessed every day baby because I'm becoming more and more in love with you." said Edgar honestly, because at this time he did feel his heart always pounding just when staring at the wife.

"Maybe it's the effect of the surgery you've been through sir, but the results of your heart examination are very good" said the doctor gave an opinion.

"Well, then we'll excuse ourselves" he said later, after which the doctor immediately left Edgar's room.

After listening to stories from Dena and her family Edgar was very grateful to still be given a chance to live.

"Darling, by the way who donated his heart to me? I hope whoever it is will get heaven in return" Edgar said.

"I don't know, but the guy gave this." Dena held out a white envelope that was still not open at all.

"Alright it looks like we should know who that person is." Edgar took the envelope and opened it.