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CHAPTER 82: Memorizing Your Verse (Fadly POV)

Mayasa,

I know you are not a perfect woman

But remembering you

Makes me feel like I want to be perfect

Not perfecting you

No other just wants to accompany

In the longing tone your heart looks at him

In rhythm together

That we are helpless

Without love and affection from him

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The sun has perfectly left the universe. Reaching the evening, who did not hesitate to replace him. Closing the sky to no color. Everything that exists, is lost in the shadows.

The longer the evening goes. Giving up on a perfect night. Don't ask the sky. Because tonight is his.

When there is no shy full moon greeting. Among the clouds that go banyan. Sometimes covering, sometimes giving interludes.

There was no more light left.

He gave color to the universe. The dark as if to give a sign, to take a moment to rest. Over tired you tread life.

But when the soul is restless. Let the sky hear your moans. In the heat, in the sun. He'll whisper to your conscience. Who would you be.

Yeah who am I?

Which arrogantly runs, as if everything can be achieved with money.

Until it drags on to forget the existence of the Lord of Nature.

Who gave all this to me.

Even Mayasaku.

You found him with me again.

Let me have it, Lord.

As wife.

Then I beg of you.

Make it easy for me to read and memorize your verses.

Since returning home from Mayasa, Fadly has not wanted to rest. Untired, he opened the reading

ammah juz. Which has been equipped with how to read it, in Indonesian.

Occasionally turn on the phone to mimic the reading correctly. While enjoying the atmosphere of the night, on the veranda of the house.

There were 2 letters he had memorized. Increase his enthusiasm to complete the third letter.

This is what it feels like to read the Qur'an. There was a calmness and calmness that he felt. Especially with love. Love can change everything.

"Fadly, you're not sleeping, son?"

"It's cool, Ma?"

"Ma, from tomorrow we invite ustadz here huh?" fadly said, "Fadly wants to learn."

Veronica looked at her only child with a happy smile.

"Yes, Son. Mama wants to learn too."

"Mama rest first."

"Yes, "

The shadow of Mayasa's smiling face, occasionally flashed through Fadly's thoughts making her smile to herself.

Then he left after 3 memorized letters in solitude, in a silent night, accompanied by a gust of the night wind, which brought warmth, to the longing soul.

Lying tired body in loneliness awaits lover in embrace. Either he will deign to come in a dream, caress it full of indulgence. Expel anxiety.

Why love can make my mind go crazy. Do You please O you who rule the heart and the taste. If so, do not make this time feel long.

Who tested me in patience and faithfulness in waiting. I'm afraid, I can't.

Even then, you came with tears and bloodied hands. But I know your regrets are deep, because you're not like that.

Not a cruel person.

It is increasingly apparent that you are full of tenderness and affection. Let it be your dark time that I don't want to remember. For I know that you are tormented by this.

My grace floated on you when I wanted to close my eyes.

I want to sleep, baby.

Fadly swiped the photo located on a small table near her bed. Then lay down on the bed. Soon his eyes closed. Bring his wishful thinking in a dream ....

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When the sun greets in a morning smile. Develop a dream embedded in the heart. Whispering my longing for race to my Mayas, who waited also in longing. I hope so ....

I look at my day with all hope to achieve the dream.for you and for me, we are together.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Mom. I'm leaving first."Said Fadly kissing Veronica's hand spoiled.

"Wa'alaikum greetings, son. Be careful!" said Veronica furrowed her forehead until her eyebrows shot up. His heart wondered but liked. Since when did his son say goodbye and say hello if going to travel.

Don't think about it. After all I was happy to enjoy her change, to be warm and no longer arrogant.

Since his father's death, he has worked hard. Until the age of more than 30 years, have not thought about getting married. All of this is to take care of my sick self.

It was fortunate that Mayasa came, who took care of me willingly. Until he reached healing. There is happiness in my son's smile, which long never expands. When I got back to walking, I was still limping.

It is Mayasa who is able to open his heart to women. And open her up perfectly until she falls in love. He can't cover it. And I really do approve of that.

Even though he only knew her no more than 5 months ago.

I look at his departure happily. Don't forget to say my prayers for her in my heart. To be safe when you return.

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That afternoon when you returned. And hastily shower. Then take the amma juz you bought last night. It opened it again, and I faintly heard your lips pronounce the verse by verse melodiously.Your mama did not understand what happened to you.

"Read what, Fadly?"

Fadly looked at her mother with a smile. Frankly, no yes ...

"This is Ma .. read qul a'udzu birobbin nass, qul a'udzu birobbil falaq, qul hualahu ahad."

"You're teaching now, son."

"Shame, Ma. Cook already want to go to the household but can not teach. Later how Fadly will guide Mayasa and Fadly's children."

"Ah .. forgive mom, Fadly. My mom never thought of that."

"He .. he .. he .... Now pray for Fadly, so that later in front of Brother Zaidan, Fadly can be smooth."

"Eh .. it turns out that you are teaching just want to get the blessing of brother-in-law, is that it?"

"I'm grateful, Mama. Got a sister-in-law like brother Zaidan. Can guide me."

"That condition only reminds me of my duty" Fadly said with a smile that continued to expand.

"Thank God, my mom was happy. Who knows, mama's going with your carving."

"he .. uh."Fadly nodded.

"Udah, Mom. I want to memorize, let the deposit go smoothly."

Lady Veronica passed into the house, leaving Fadly. He's better now. And his body felt light to step on, once he could meet Mayasa again.

After praying Maghrib with his security guard, Fadly met Verinica who was sitting with mbok Iyem in the middle room.

"Ma, Fadly wants to see Mayasa first. Pray for a good read. In order for Mr. Zaidan to allow us to propose to Mayasa tomorrow."

"So it's a condition to apply, tho."

"Yes, Ma."

Why lie. I don't mind doing it anyway.

"I'm God, my intention to read your verse is still dirty. I'm shy. I'm resting on you. To find your passion. Then cleanse my heart." Whisper my heart before I walk away.

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