
\-***Min Yoon Gi\
Daegu, March 9, 1993
Seoul, july 7, 2012***
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My chest feels tight, it hurts, it hurts.
Breathe... Is that breathing?
My lungs had even stopped working when I heard the goddamn doctor's words.
Maybe if words could kill, I'm already a corpse lying there.
I hate.
So hateful.
Because of that word now he's lying up there.
With all the blazing flames that hurt his body.
Because of those words now he can no longer hug me, and even fragile also destroyed into ashes.
Even though what I see right now is very painful and makes me want to run to protect her.
Because of those words he has now become a name on a stone in an ash jar.
I hate it so much.
When he could not do anything even to the end, until his pale face was covered with a white cloth and now it had changed to the red color of fire.
When I should, at least be able to do something to keep him by my side.
Now I can only hold tightly to his picture frame smiling happily when everyone at his side is crying bitterly.
"You evil Yoon! "
He's so mean!
Wicked!
Ah... Am I the bad one?
I killed him already.
Haha, if I could give her my heart she would be right next to me right now.
If only I could give my heart to her, maybe now I'd be up there.
It's even more painful here than it is, Yoongi?
Or is it more convenient because you can watch all my suffering down here?
You evil Yoongi!
I hate you!
"Hiks. Yoon-ya's sick, very sick"
It hurts Yoongi.
You left me first.
Didn't you promise we'd go together? Where's your promise, Yoongi.
You betrayed her...
Tests...
Tests...
The rain? Did you send it, Yoon-gi?
You know I hate rain?
Yoongi, what should I do?
"Jihan noona, let's go home raining down hard you can get sick I'm sure Yoon-hyung will definitely scold you if you get sick because of it" said Jimin, Yoon-gi's half-brother.
"It would be nice if he scolded me now Jimin-ah..."
"I'm just here, and Yoon-gi must be cold now that I want to be with her"
I stared at the frame.
Hugging her picture tighter as the cold air started to make me shiver.
"Nona! Yoon-hyung is calm there, you have to let him go he won't like Noona like this! "
Jimin pulled me in his arms.
Warm, like your hug Yoongi.
I'm cold you don't want to hug me, Yoongi?
"He's evil Jimin, He must hate me, I kill him a torment He's punishing me Jimin a hex. He won't come back to me"
My tears came down again, a desperate sobbing kept coming out of my lips that started to pale because of the cold and my chest started to hurt.
"Hyung went because of Noona's wishes, stop blaming yourself! Please hiks... "
Jimin crying.
You hear Yoongi?
It's not just me who's feeling sick about losing you here, if you want to punish me, just punish me.
Don't punish everyone who loves you, Yoon-gi.
"Yoongi-ya~"
"Come on Noona"
Jimin took me away as I started to limp and shiver in the cold, still in a state of tears only he was stronger than me.
He took me away.
I stared at the place where Yoon-gi was lying asleep earlier, and I could have sworn I saw her again.
Yoon-gi was wearing a white shirt with her skin and pale white face, smiling and waving her hands at me.
And just before the darkness greeted me.
The voice I longed for entered my sense of hearing.
"I love you, Jihan, Goodbye"
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Note :
Sorry, the story is a little bad because honestly.
I also have nothing to do during cremation so please understand.
Thanks for reading and giving me Voment! 😊