HEARTBEATS
05. Flashbacks

Namjoon called Jimin right after.

His eyes stared intently at the street where Jihan was last seen.

'Shit!!! You're Kim Namjoon's stupid!'

***Tit...

Tit...

Ti**

"Yeoboseo?"

"Jimin! Problem is, Jihan tried to kill herself again!" yell Namjoon frustrated.

"YYYY?!! HOW COME? Last I saw Jihan Noona still in the studio belongs to Yoongi Hyung!"

"I'm not lying Jimin! It looks like Jihan has gone to Yoon-gi's place, and I thwarted her suicide plans" Namjoon said.

"Well... Jihan wants to jump off the Banpo Jimin bridge... I'm sorry, I snapped at him because of the emotion"

"Huft, is it okay Hyung Where is Jihan Noona now?"

"Jihan walked over to Jin Hyung's Cafe, It looks like he's there again"

Namjoon stared at the street where Jihan was last seen, The direction was exactly the same as Seokjin's cafe.

Jihan used to be lost from home, Jimin even to the fog to look for, because Jimin panicked asking for help from his friends who used to always play together.

Because Jihan used to play with them, so they know who Jihan is and it turns out that Jihan is in Seokjin's cafe.

The cafe where they used to play together, eat and other activities that make Jihan have many memories there.

And one of the most vivid memories in his heart, that's where Yoon-gi proposed to him.

Yes, not far from the memories of Yoon-gi who became Jihan's favorite things at this time.

"Ah... All right, I'm going straight there, Gomawoo Hyung because it's foiled his plan"

"You know Jimin? I think even though Jihan is alive, I feel like she's long dead" Namjoon said.

His eyes stared blankly, The light that was sliced through his eyes slowly thinning making clear crystals collect and ready to be released in one blink of an eye.

The sound of heavy breathing is heard from the direction of the speaker.

"Young... I hung up"

Tit.

Namjoon stared at his phone blankly, his eyes flashing and instantly a drop of tears trickled past his cheeks and chin.

'You're just like Jimin, you know it's true that your mind is the same as mine'

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Kling...

"Welcome!"

Jihan passed through the door of the cafe, her breathing hunted down panting as a result of running, her skin turning pale and cold.

"You okay Miss?" ask Waiter.

"Yes" Jihan replied flatly.

Jihan walked into the seat at the very end of the room, where she usually came to order.

"Your message miss?" ask Writers.

"Cappuccino Latte and Waffle"

Jihan threw a glance out the window, ignoring Pramusaji who was not long until and put his order.

'I'm bored of Yoongi'

His eyes stared blankly at the snow that slowly fell, increasing the temperature of the air getting colder outside and the heating of the room that was getting lit.

The first snow in Seoul, and Jihan is alone again.

Ignoring his order that was getting colder and colder.

And ignored the pair of eyes that were staring at him from behind the bar table.

'He's coming again! And again in very off-season clothes, isn't he cold?'

The man stared around the cafe, feeling the cafe was quiet visitors he solidified his intentions.

The man made a warm Latte cup with Love's foam on top, then took his thick black jacket under the table and walked Jihan's shirt.

"I'm sorry, can I sit here?" ask the man.

(n/t: Dikorea new people still counted foreigners so use the word "Joneun" which means "I/I" formal, not "Naega/Nae" or "Na/Naya" which means I'm Informal).

(I'm sure if I'm wrong, yes :v)

Jihan ignored him, her eyes still staring out the glass of the cafe with a blank look not heeding the question of a stranger beside her.

"Well, I assume that answer is yes"

The man sat in front of Jihan staring at Jihan's face intense pale skin with puffy eyes, tapered cheeks as well as lips that were not naturally blushing.

His eyes slowly looked at Jihan Iba, Regretting, Angry and Sick.

Along with his heart which was also getting sick when he saw the clothes that Jihan was wearing turned out to be clothes belonging to men who were even oversized to be worn on his body because his body was too thin.

Seen from the visible bones around his neck and hands.

'What happened to you?'

The man looked at Jihan who was sick.

How can you not get sick if the person you love seems to have no life expectancy?

The man regrets that he has the courage to approach Jihan now and not from a while ago, making him realize that his loved ones have no hope of life.

"Is it not cold to just wear a thin black sweater in Winter? First snow has come down" asked the man.

Jihan fluttered, slowly her cleavage lips opened answering coldly.

"It's none of your business"

The man smiled sweetly featuring Gummy Smile who made his eyes look thin and showed her a slightly chubby cheek.

"Haha, I'm sorry"

The man looked at Jihan full of Love, His lips still giving a sweet smile with a hand that plays the handle of the glass.

"My name is Im Youngmin I'm posing in this cafe, can I know what your name is?" ask Youngmin.

Jihan stared lazily at the person in front of her, her eyes slowly blinking trying to clarify the focus of her eyes.

His eyes looked at the surprised Youngmin who was still smiling and looked at him questioningly.

"I'm sorry, I'm not Yoon"

Youngmin looked at Jihan puzzled, Didn't he just tell her name? Did he forget?

"No! I'm sure you're Yoon!" yell Jehan hysterically.

The cafe was quiet there were only a few customers sitting far away from them, and only the cafe workers were staring at them confused even one of the workers immediately ran into the manager's room.

His hand held Youngmin's hand tightly, ignoring his coffee mug and Youngmin's spilling out on the table as well as his injured hand.

His eyes looked at Youngmin happily, Youngmin who felt his loved ones hysterical of course panicked.

"I'm sorry, but I'm not Yoon, my name is Youngmin" Youngmin said in a panic.

His eyes stared frantically at Jihan's hand that slowly blistered due to her spilled hot coffee.

"Don't lie Yoon! I know you're definitely back! Let's go home Yoon, I'm sorry ya" said Jihan.

His eyes looked at Sendu irises Youngmin's eyes, making Youngmin's heart ache for a moment.

"But I'm not... All right, but we'll take care of your hands first" Youngmin said.

Youngmin felt ill, Jihan considered him someone else but if it made Jihan comfortable then Youngmin would do anything.

"NO! YOU MUST WANT TO NINGGALIN ME AGAIN! CAN'T!" yell Jihan Hysteris.

His hand held Youngmin's hand even more tightly, even Youngmin was sure his hand would turn blue because the energy used by Jihan did not look playful.

Brakes.

"What's this?"

"Miss!"

Suddenly the cafe door opened violently seen Jimin who ran when entering the cafe with a breath that was still hunting great.

Along with the manager's special door that also opens and Seokjin gets out of there with one of his workers.

"Hyung.." call Jimin.

"What is this Jimin?" ask Jin.

His eyes looked at Jihan who was still tightly gripping Youngmin's wrist, with eyes staring at Youngmin's blank face as well as the sadness that even the eyes could see.

"Damn?" lirih Jin's.

"Sorry hyung, I'm here to bring Jihan Noona home... He relapsed again" said Jimin slowly.

Jimin walked towards Jihan who was now looking at him sharply upon hearing the word 'home'.

Jin who understood Jimin's intentions finally nodded and dispersed the workers who were crowding and looking, also giving a warning not to make a scene.

(I mean here video and publish it/something that makes a scene through sosmed or gossip).

"Noona... Let's go home" said Jimin.

His hand held Jihan's hand which was gripping Youngmin's hand.

"NO! i'm gamau! Yoongi must come with us Jimin!" yell Jehan hysterically.

His two hands clutching Youngmin's hand grew stronger, making some of his nails begin to stick in Youngmin's pale white hand.

"Shhh... "

Youngmin hissing painfully.

His hands ached as Jihan's long nails poked and scratched her arms.

Although his hand hurt, he felt his heart was more than just aching when he saw that Jihan who had returned hysterically might have crumbled.

"Noona, you hurt her" Jimin said in a panic as Jihan grew hysterical.

Jihan looked at Youngmin's hands that started to drain blood and then looked at Youngmin's slightly grimacing face holding back the pain.

"Yoongi..-"

Jihan's irises heated up, the clear crystals began to fall slowly.

"Hiks... Sorry, I hurt you again" said Jihan.

Jihan took off Youngmin's hand which slowly began to turn blue with a small wound from the grip of Jihan's nail.

"Hiks... I hurt him again Jimin"

Jehan cried sobbing, His body decayed into Jimin's embrace which had previously pulled his hand slowly.

"It's okay, calm down Noona" said Jimin.

His hand slowly went into his jacket pocket and took out a small injection containing a sleeping and tranquilizing medicine.

As per the advice and dosage given by the doctor who handles Jihan to give it when the circumstances are urgent.

Youngmin held Jimin by the hand as Jimin tried to stab his injection into Jihan's arm.

"What are you doing?!!" snarl.

Jimin looked at him blankly.

"You don't know anything! Shut up, I gotta get her to the hospital" Jimin said.

"I can take it without having to hurt her or make her faint or anything with the medicine!" youngmin said quickly.

"You don't understand! Jihan noona is going berserk when she's taken to the hospital! How can you take him?!!" furious Jimin.

Youngmin forcibly snatched the shot from Jimin and dumped it on the floor.

"YOU-you-"

"Shut up!!! Hix... Don't yell at me Jimin!"

Jimin who saw Jihan was still hysterical and began to rebel in his arms began to panic.

"Noona, I'm sorry I didn't mean it"

Youngmin releases Jimin's embrace of Jihan and pulls Jihan's hands together to make her face him.

"Jihan-yes, you believe me right? Please calm down okay?"

Youngmin tries to analyze the situation, when he knows Jihan's name from the words of Jimin and Jimin who clean up trying to bring Jihan to the hospital he believes something is wrong.

Moreover, Jihan considered him someone else she had never even seen, so she tried to use him to persuade Jihan to calm down again.

"You're not leaving me again, are you?"

Jihan looked at Youngmin Sayu.

"Of course not! Even in my dreams I will never leave you, Jihan" Youngmin said slowly.

His voice even shrank and almost disappeared at the end even though Jihan still heard it.

"Hiks accept.thank you"

And after saying that the darkness had already taken Jihan's consciousness in peace.