
"Yoon's... It's winter again, aren't you cold?"
"You hungry? I'm sorry I forgot to bring you some food and came straight here, you're angry, aren't you?"
"Jimin is so chatty you know? Good thing he's your brother if I hadn't I would've kicked him out because it always bothered me"
"Yoon, I'm hungry... You're playing masakin' food for me?"
"Ah I forgot, we are lazy now just still sleeping, you are still comfortable ya sleep continue?"
"Wake dong... Playing the piano again is the same as me"
Cold temperatures began to puncture the bones even though it was already in a room with warmer temperatures, The concerned look of various people was ignored just like that, even though his lips had paled and his face was as white as cotton, Jihan stood before the ashes of Yoon-gi and talked about many things.
It was as if Yoongi was in front of him and was just fast asleep.
Although there were only ashes from the remains of his cremated body in the urn.
Jihan seemed blind and still imagined the times when Yoon-gi was alive and was resting in the hospital room.
Just like when Yoon-gi didn't respond to anything.
Jihan is completely insane.
Ah... Yes, Jihan has gone mad.
"Yoongi, I went home first yes I gamau dragged Jimin again to enter the cursed place because it is still here, Why is he so gasuka I ngunjungin you anyway? She's envious, isn't she? Haha"
Jihan chuckles her eyes staring blankly at the ash storage belonging to Yoongi around her there are various photos of Yoongi and herself.
"I'm going home Yoon, I'll see you tomorrow"
Jihan went outside the ash storage area, having previously given a loving swipe at the dividing glass that blocked her with the urn of Yoongi's ashes.
Many pairs of eyes were staring at him with various kinds of views but were ignored by him.
Even though their whispers were loud enough to be heard by him, Jihan still did not care and instead walked straight.
Outside the Cemetery area.
Jihan was walking in no direction, there was no light of life in her eyes only a cold gaze full of emptiness there.
It was as if there was a black hole of its own that was ready to sink you at the bottom of the abyss with just a glance at it.
That desperate.
He was walking further and further in no direction.
Walking straight until unconscious he was near the bridge barrier under which there is sea water that is slightly frozen due to winter.
'Ah, I remember this bridge, not this Banpo Bridge? I used to come here with Yoon'i'
Jihan approached the bridge divider, her eyes tracing the entire wall around looking for a string of sentences she had written with Yoon-gi.
"Meet!"
His eyes sparkled as he stared at the writing there, His pale lips giving a heartfelt smile with hands stroking the side of the wall that contained a strand of words.
His eyes began to glaze over.
____________________________________
&
Min Ji Han's
Don’t put the sadness on your face because you never know that there is someone who feels happy by your smile***.
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He remembered that moment.
At that time Jihan left the house because her parents fought again all night.
Yes, Jihan is the child of the Broken home family just like Yoongi.
At that time he was crying here, alone, because it was night car passing by just a little, somehow suddenly Yoongi came and sat beside him.
Give candy and say things as encouragement.
"Don't listen to your parents, they're stupid for being more concerned about their business and forsaking their precious possessions alone"
Yes, although Yoongi's words are sharp, they can lighten it up a bit.
Afterwards, Yoon-gi invites her to look at the stars and write their names on the walls and add the words below.
Funny indeed, a cold-hearted Min Yoon does such a thing as comfort a girl.
As if telling him not to be sad anymore and to keep smiling.
Even Jihan still remembered her words back then.
"Don't cry, if you're sad again call my name three times then I'll be there to cheer you up again"
Jihan laughed off, Yoon-gi's childish remarks still stored clearly in her brain, even so, not only did Yoongi say it because after that somehow, he always knew when he was sad and was beside him before he even mentioned his name.
"Are you coming if I say your name is Yoon?"
Jihan murmured like a whisper and the whirring of the wind replied to her words.
"Min Yongi..."
"Min Yongi..."
"Min Yongi..."
The words were said from his lips, As the clear liquid connected down the thin and pale cheeks of Jihan's.
Jihan cried without a sound and just stared at the water under the bridge which reflected the sad shadow of a girl.
His eyes began to have problems.
And when his eyes began to blur from tears.
Jihan saw a shadow of Yoon-gi waving over the water, as if calling her closer.
Jihan climbed up the bridge wall, stood up and stared at the shadow over the water that was slightly rippling due to her tears.
His gaze was blank and without warning Jihan took one step preparing to plunge down.
"DIRECTION!"