Help Me Change My Destiny
chapter 20

'Although it is only faintly faint but I saw it before my eyes were fully closed I saw jiho eyeballs and red-colored lilies on perhaps...'

'clearly written [he thinks he loves her and he loves.] What is it that I have never really loved jiho and all the feelings I have are just illusions? '

'if so who is between the jiho and the lily that was cursed? What exactly happened? '. Juvelian turned his body and looked at Lilian who was listening to the music box.

'did lilies really never poison me?if so who? Whether one of the people likes the same jiho or lily but how to find it, people like the two of them in the past is very much' he thought.

'do I have to try to be friends with them to find them? Not bad either. That way I might be able to find the answer. Thought the juvelian facing the blackboard.

'I'll ask Luxia after I get home. Arriving at the juvelian house still sees Ain (papa juvelian) still quarreling with luxia.

Juvelian who had finished bathing went to the luxia room with the book he had read at school. Juvelian knocked on the door of the luxia room and asked "luxia's sister, are you in the room?".

Luxia who heard the voice of the juvelian opened her door and asked "are you looking for me? ".

"i came to ask you about this book "

Answer juvelian.

Luxia looked towards the book that the juvelian was holding and told the juvelian to come in.

Luxia who was sitting on the bed asked the juvelian who was sitting in the seat close to her bed.

"so what do you want to ask about the book? " .

"sister, who wrote this book, is he still alive? " ask juvelian.

"The book was written by one of my friends but he was arguably alive but also not "the answer luxia.

"uh uh? "juvelian said with a confused face.

"i mean I don't know if he's alive or not" she replied.

'how could you possibly know something about this book? ' thought juvelian."sister, in this book is written of "my experience" if so does brother know who he means? " ask juvelian.

"of course I don't know because he's an incomprehensible person" Luxia replied with a serious expression.

"that's it.." replied juvelian.

"is there something that bothers you? " ask luxia with a worried tone.

Juvelian shook his head and went outside from the luxia room.

'it would be more if you didn't know it because then you wouldn't worry too much' thought you just came out of the luxia room and went towards the greenhouse.

"does anything bother you, man?" ask the little bird standing on the head of the juvelian.

"do you believe there are ghosts in this world?" ask juvelian.

"perhaps they do exist but what I do know of ghosts is the feeling of someone left behind in this world like regret for something" replied the treefather.

"regret?but what about hatred? Ask juvelian.

"it could have happened, it usually had to do with the person who made him die" replied the treefather.

One month later. 'for a month observing them there was nothing strange except the rejection of the revelation of love whether it was from a brother or a younger class and the example as it is now' said juvelian in his heart

A while ago.

A girl with light brown hair and eyes walked into a juvelian class heading towards ian who was reading her book.

"there's something I want to talk to you about" the girl said.

'this situation... Don't you ask the love question? ' thought juvelian.

Ian got up from his seat and saw "just talk outside" ian said coldly and headed towards the door.

"wait, I'll just talk here" said the girl. Hearing that all the students in the class looked towards them and ian turned to look at the girl.

"i refuse" ian replied with a nonchalant look.

Hearing Ian's reply, the girl clenched her hand and asked "why... Why are you rejecting me?whyyy?".

Ian just kept quiet, seeing that girl thing

saying in a high tone "don't be silent, do you hate me so much that you reject me in front of so many people!".

Turning his gaze ian replied"I'm sorry".

The haired and light brown-eyed girl who initially saw ian confidently cried and ran outside the classroom.

with his friend waiting for the girl in front of the classroom door.

A momentary silence in the classroom and the sound of voices began to sound "like for some time no one would dare to shoot ian deh".

"that kid from the next class, right? Very sorry, rejected in front of students from next to his class". "tremendous pity "the voice of reply.

Lilian, who saw everything, said "he was too confident that his declaration of love would be accepted...".

The boy who sat in front of Lilian, turned his body and replied, "what you say is true".

From next to the juvelian came a rudan voice that said "base of a cold boy" with the tip of the right lip slightly upward.

'end of rest time' the word juvelian in his heart while raising both his hands up and walking in the corner of the first-floor class and on the right was 1SMP class while on the left was a tree covering the light.

'within a month my relationship with Rudan became closer' said the juvelian in his heart.

From the back someone holds a juvelian shoulder.

Realizing that someone was holding her shoulder, the juvelian turned her back and looked at her upperclassman by holding a cup of orange juice.

"do you want this juice? " ask his upperclassman.

Juvelian shook his head and said "like you're wrong I don't even know you".

The upperclassman pulled one of the juvelian hands and put down the orange juice.

An irritated Juvelian said"I didn't say I didn't want this orange juice!" juvelian said with a firm tone.

"i just want to be close friends with you"

Said his upperclassman with a embarrassed face. From behind came the voice of someone familiar to the juvelian, who said "he didn't say he didn't want to" said jiho with a cold face.

"who are you? Her boyfriend? " said the class.

"boyfriend huh? More than that he is my best friend" jiho said confidently while looking towards the juvelian.

'friend? I haven't spoken to you since I went back in time.

Never mind he came to help me, too, after thinking for a moment that Juvelian looked up at his upperclassman and said "yes, he's my best friend".

The upperclassman who initially looked confident ran in embarrassment. "thank you for the help but now stop looking at it"

Said rudan from behind juvelian and jiho.

Jiho turned her body around and said "the next time you have to take good care of your boyfriend". After hearing jiho's words

Rudan's face instantly turned red and said with a stutter "pa,pa,pa, girlfriend...".

"was that just a false rumor?" mumble jiho.

"want she be your friend or best friend you should take care of her if you don't want anything bad to happen to her". Jiho walked past rudan and waved his right hand upwards.

Rudan who lowered his head, slowly lifted him up and said with a regretful expression "sorry, I came late if only I had come sooner then that upperclassman would not have bothered you".

Juvelian who saw Rudan's expression, patted Rudan on the shoulder and said "it's not your fault and it's also better that we go back to class because the break will be over soon".