Help Me Change My Destiny
Chapter 39

'Wait, he just said 'Juvelian Star Light'?'

'Is this really my lost memory? There's only one lookout for sure'

"Did your family love you so much?"

"Of course, every day we ate together, papa's mama always kissed me on the cheek, while Allen's sister always played and smiled with me".

Opening his eyes wide in surprise, Juvelian bit his lips slightly.

'It turns out this is not a memory huh, because even though they all love me so much now but inside my last memory of them is those who ignore me' thought Juvelian whose heart ached.

'Because of wanting too much affection and attention from all of them until there was this kind of illusion in my dream'.

"because my mom always took her time so we always played together and me, Luxia's sister, Alan's sister and Allen's sister sometimes took naps together.

Bending his head down, Juvelian shed his tears "Stop it" he said firmly.

Little Juvelian was surprised and asked, "What's wrong, brother angel?".

"I said stop, 'cause those I know aren't someone like that"

Said Juvelian who raised his head looking sharply at the small Juvelian.

Subduing his head Juvelian. "Do you think you can fool me because your face is similar to mine?".

"What do you mean Juvelian?" the voice of someone familiar to Juvelian.

'This is mama's voice?' thought Juvelian who was bowing his head.

Juvelian looked towards the voice and was surprised by his mother sitting in the small Juvelian spot.

Mama Juvelian walked towards Juvelian who was still sitting on the iron fence of the balcony.

Touching Juvelian's cheek with his right hand wiped Juvelian's tears with a warm look.

"Mama..."

'But why is your hand so cold?'.

"What do you mean I'm not that kind of person?" mama Juvelian said with a cold tone and a wide evil smile.

Juvelian was surprised and immediately hit his mother's hand.

"You... You're not mama?" juvelian said trembling.

"Did you just hit my hand...?" asked Mama Juvelian whose eyes turned red.

"Basic brat" cried mama Juvelian who wanted to slap Juvelian.

Juvelian quickly rewinded his body with both hands holding the iron fence of the balcony.

Juvelian, who lost his balance, fell from the iron fence of the balcony.

'Will I die again in the end?' thought Juvelian who closed his eyes.

"You're not going to die anyway".

"Who?" juvelian murmur.

"If it's a secret but it's amazing you can break that illusion in no time"

Juvelian looked around who could see nothing but a dark place without light.

"Actually I wanted to talk to you longer but it seems like the bully came sooner than I thought".

A large, circular light appeared in front. Rudan who was in the form of a small child came out from the light.

"Eh? Rudan?" asked the surprised Juvelian.

Little rudan nodded. Juvelian who was happy to see little Rudan, ran towards little Rudan and hugged him.

"Do you know, I'm so happy to see you?" .

Juvelian who was aware of what he was doing instantly let go of his embrace.

"Ma, sorry" said Juvelian with a flushed face and a slight laugh.

"jujuju... You are really cheerful, yes" said little Rudan who looked at Juvelian.

Juvelian blinked a few times and chuckled "I'm weird, huh?".

"No, you're really sweet even more than sugar"

Juvelian walked towards little Rudan and pinched both of his cheeks slowly.

"Little child of this one... Don't tease people just yet. It was still a child" while Rudan was a little one who tried to let go of Juvelian's pinch.

Juvelian regained his senses and let go of the pinch.

'Wait, this kid called me ' 'Juju' right?'

"Or is your figure small but you're the Rudan I know?" asked Juvelian who was looking at the little Rudan who was touching both cheeks.

"But why are you like that?"

Little Rudan bit his lips and muttered "Because now I'm not strong enough..."

Juvelian sat down looking at the little Rudan biting his lips.

"Don't bite your lips, it'll bleed"

"Come here" said Juvelian who moved his hand calling little Rudan.

Little Rudan walked with small steps to Juvelian and laid himself on the lap of Juvelian.

Juvelian stroked the little Rudan's head that closed his eyes.

"Comfortable right? when I was a kid my mom used to do this, and I'd fall asleep".

"If Rudan had?"

Shaking his head Little Rudan opened his mouth

"No, never. Because, I never sleep on mom's lap, only Juju does"

'If in fact, I don't want to'.

"Sorry, I shouldn't have asked." said Juvelian who stopped stroking little Rudan's head.

opening his eyes, Rudan looked towards Juvelian with a dejected look.

"Actually I don't like it, you're the one who's always apologizing and caring about other people"

Little Rudan held onto the larger hand of Juvelian and continued his words.

"because you're gonna get hurt again because of them, I really don't like it".

Rudan let go of his grip and attempted to touch Juvelian's cheek.

"Because your goal is hampered by me, because of me,

The problem will be solved if I just accept it". Little Rudan got up and touched onto the two cheeks of Juvelian.

Both little Rudan's hands began to tremble.

"But I don't like you always sacrificing your happiness and life just for the happiness of many"

"If it was in the real world, I would definitely not dare to say it. Because the thing I fear the most is you who hate me"

Juvelian who had a puzzled face, asked "What do you mean Rudan? I don't get it".

"Because of that, once you wake up forget everything I said".

"It... It's all just a dream" said the little Rudan who kissed Juvelian's cheek.

"I love you, Juju." shedding tears with a sad smile.

Little Rudan walked backwards by waving his hand "We'll meet again in the real world".

'Why... Why do you look so sad?"

Juvelian opened his eyes. Looking in the next direction, Juvelian shouted silently in surprise to see Arin sleeping next to him.

'Right, we're staying at the villa now'. Juvelian sat on the bed with his head nodding. 'Because all this time, I've always slept alone so there was a time when I was still shocked to see Lux beside me'.

'Did I walk for a while, huh?'.

Juvelian walked down the hand slowly.

'What did I actually dream about? I have to wake up at this hour'.

"Juju?" said Rudan who sat on the living room sofa. Juvelian stopped on the stairs.

"Rudan, why are you in the living room at this hour?".

"Can't you sleep anymore?".

"Yes." replied Rudan who looked up at the stairs.

Juvelian walked down the stairs and headed towards Rudan.

"What do you see again?" asked Juvelian who was sitting next to Rudan.

"News"

"Rudan, what if you can't remember your dream but you think it's a valuable thing?"

On the other hand, Erin who was drinking in the kitchen was shocked by the sound of the TV and chose to hide in the kitchen.

'What exactly is my fault? Why is the ghost in this villa always bothering me" Erin cried in her heart.

"I don't know because all this time I didn't care about the dreams I saw".

Replied Rudan who was silent for a moment.

Open his mouth and continue his words

"But, maybe it's not a valuable thing for you that's why you can't remember it".

"That's it.." murmured Juvelian.

Juvelian leaned his head on Rudan's shoulder. 'It was not that I was sleepy but now I feel like I want to sleep".

Looking towards Juvelian, Rudan smiled warmly. 'He's asleep?'

Rudan carried Juvelian in the royal princess-style position and casually climbed the stairs.

Erin who did not hear any more sounds, walked slowly towards the coming direction but undoed her intention from hearing the sound of people climbing the stairs.

"Ghost, if I've been wrong in my previous life please forgive me for wanting to go back to sleep".

Hearing no more noise, Erin ran quickly up the stairs and into the blanket.

'God help your servant' thought Erin who was still trembling by holding something in both hands.

'When say this can drive away ghosts, but why it's gone works'

A few hours later.

'it's morning, huh?' juvelian.

'But this isn't in the room.' thought Juvelian who looked around.

'Don't not last night Rudan carried her up to the room?'

Holding both cheeks, Juvelian cried out in his heart 'kyakk, I'm so ashamed'.

Sensing something moving at the end of the bed, Juvelian looked to the side.

"Morning... Juvelian" said Erin with a face like no sleep and puffy eyes.

"Sister Erin, your eyes are... Why?"

"Evening for too long seeing a sad movie so I cried and stayed up" replied Erin who yawned.

'I can't say because last night I was plagued by ghosts, I stayed up late and cried because I was too scared'

"That's it..."

"The more you go to take a shower first, who is still sleeping" said Erin who nodded her head in drowsiness.

"No stuff left behind, right?" erin said, closing the trunk of the car.

"Nothing, really" Lilian replied.

"You sure?" asked Erin who did not believe.

"Sister Erin, I am not a child anymore" cried Lilian who was upset.

On the other side Jiho and Arin held a laugh near the villa door.

"You're a child so you have to watch like this" said Jiho, who shrugged his shoulders in a mocking tone.

Reversing his body, Lilian stared intently at Jiho. "Shut up, you're Jiho" said Lilian who smiled eerily.

From the front came the sound of cars and stopped in front of their villas.

As soon as the door opened, came out a man with blue eyes and the same silver hair as papa Juvelian and Allen.

the coldness around him, made some feel suffocated.

"Uncle" cried Juvelian and Alan as he waved as he ran out of the villa. 'Uncle?' thought they were simultaneously with shocked expressions.

~Connect~