Help Me Change My Destiny
chapter 11

It's hard to believe, the atmosphere feels awkward. Rudan started the conversation in hopes that this awkward atmosphere melted away

"So you said your name was Juvelian Star Light, right?"

"yes"

"You're long..."

"I know"

"Have I decided because your name is too long so I call you 'Juju'?" rudan asked with a hopeful look

'Juvelian don't be fooled by that look'

Because Juju's word made her a little shudder

"Juju? Why become Juju? My name is Juvelian" Juvelian asked with an expression of disbelief at what he heard

Rudan maintained his smile and gaze "Your name is Juvelian surely the people closest to you call you Lian or Juvel therefore I want to call you by a different nickname"

"Can ya?"

"it's up to you" to lose so many times

Rudan replied cheerfully "that means you allow it, right? from now on let's make good friends"

Seeing Rudan's reaction, Juvelian simply smiled and thought 'What in the past was he this cheerful as well?'

（Greenhouse）

Juvelian who wanted to clear his mind sat on a wooden chair behind which was a large tree

'Actually what happened. Why did Rudan appear earlier than he should?'

'Wait first! If so, will he not like me now like in the past?' Juvelian would be relieved if it really happened

Rudan was the friend I met in 11th grade and the one who first expressed his affection for me, not the feeling of liking friends but as the opposite sex

My heart was pounding for a moment, but I refused it because at that time I already liked Jiho even though it was ridiculous everything was lost like a kayak in the wind

When I asked Rudan why he liked me, Rudan kept quiet for a while and replied with a blush "Because you're different.you're treating me like a normal person"

It reminds me of the dialogue in the drama that Mira's mother often sees 'You're the first person to treat me like-'

Enough if I remember that sentence again I'll be nauseous

'What if he finds out I actually want to stay away from him?' juvelian thought at the time

Juvelian thought Rudan liked him because he was the first person who was not interested in him

In the past Juvelian had always rejected Rudan's friendliness, perhaps because Rudan thought Juvelian was not interested in him

"But if he accepts his invitation he'll think I'm interested in him"

'Yes, it would be better if we were just friends'

"Who is that man?"

"Why is he putting on such a sad expression?" (Misread the expression, the look on Juvelian's face was upset)

"Did he have a lot of thoughts?" the noise came from the top of the tree behind Juvelian

'Is that the sound of the little birds in this greenhouse? if you think about it again in many animals' thought Juvelian

Since childhood Juvelian has some unusual abilities and one of them is to understand the words of animals

"Little birds, have you never been told not to talk about anyone else directly in front of him"

"By the way I don't know animals also like to gossip" Juvelian said as he looked up

There was a momentary silence at first because someone was managing words but as soon as they realized Juvelian was talking to them, they shouted "You understand our words?!!"

Juvelian nodded with a smile, stood up, turned around then walked towards the perched bird

"I'm sorry I'm late in introducing myself, my name is Juvelian"

"Hello Juvelian"

"Although I know this is rude but I want to ask what would you do if the person you trust betrayed you?"

Until now Juvelian was still confused whether he should take revenge or avoid everything and live a quiet life

"Are you betrayed by your boyfriend?" ask one of the birds

An irritated Juvelian replied, "Why are you asking back?"

"I'll do the same" a small voice from a distance.

Juvelian flinched immediately looking towards that voice, 'butterfly?' juvelian

"if it was me, I would have done the same to her so she would know the pain I was feeling" said the butterfly

Juvelian remembered his older sister's words and immediately said goodbye to the animals in the greenhouse

Juvelian asked one of his family drivers to drive him to a cafe that had a rose symbol but before that he wore a jacket, hat and mask

Arriving at a cafe that has a blue rose symbol, Juvelian asked the driver not to pick him up

The driver did not ask even a little reluctantly to obey the words of Juvelian but still left. stood in front of the automatic door, once the door was opened he went inside

Sitting on one of the chairs and putting his hat and mask on the table, Juvelian, who was waiting for the cafe waiter, recalled his brother's words as a child

At that moment he was sitting on the lap of his older brother who was hugging him tightly while whispering

"Lian dear, if one day you want to meet your sister come to a place that has a blue rose symbol on it"

"Color bilu?"

"Yes, even though it's more like a cafe?"

"Get in and order a fruit pie"

Juvelian followed his older sister's words and ate the pie he ordered and said one of the cafe's waiters

"Excuse me, I'd like to order a blue rose pie"

The waiter looked me in the eye and replied "Sorry, lady, there's nothing like it here"

"that's why I went to the chef" hearing Juvelian's reply, the waiter smiled faintly

"Alright lady, please follow me"

Juvelian followed the cafe waitress to a place, he took her to the kitchen

After the servant left, Juvelian opened his mouth and said to the chef

"Blue rose pie with green tea please"