
Violet bit her lower lip with her down face shedding tears. Because, he feels like a stranger to his former lover, not like before. “I'm sorry, Danesh. I'm really sorry I decided to leave you. I have a reason why I did it,” softly with a little sobbing. He chose to apologize because Danesh did not make a sound from earlier. She was afraid her ex-boyfriend hated her.
Danesh exhaled, he could not bear to see the woman who had filled his happy days in the past grieving. “Don't cry, then let it pass. We live for the future not for the past,” she said with her hand raised Violet's head and wiped away her ex-boyfriend's tears.
“What is my son really?” ask Danesh. He now begins to focus on Violet and wants to dispel her curiosity about the reason for leaving her.
“Yes,” replied Violet nodding her head.
Danesh's face was doubtful. His eyes continued to stare at the distended stomach of his former lover without making a sound.
“Do you not believe that this is your son?” Violet felt afraid that the child she had been defending was doubtful or even unwanted.
“No. If you're pregnant with my son, it means your gestational age is nine months and will be born soon,” guess Danesh. He counted from the last day he touched Violet.
“Tomorrow my operating schedule. Will you accompany me to give birth to our child?” pinta Violet was gentle and there sounded a tone of embarrassment. Of course he was embarrassed, had left and now suddenly wanted his ex-girlfriend again.
Danesh closed his eyes for a moment. He felt guilty for the two women he had killed. It really makes him confused how to deal with this situation. His hands were massaging his throbbing temples.
The eyelids opened again followed by a nod of the head. “I'll accompany you. But, can you tell me, why did you leave me then? And why didn't you meet me when you found out you were pregnant with my son? I can take responsibility if you meet me then and don't make you fend for yourself in your pregnancy. Access to your information is also restricted, I've been trying to find you. Even I was almost crazy when you weren't found,” he said at length and without pause. So curious is Danesh on Violet's grounds.
“Sorry.” Violet wanted to cry. His nose was red and the flowers were deflated because they held back the crying.
Violet shook her head, she wanted her problem with Danesh to be done this time as well. “I'm sorry that the selfish moment left you without thinking about your feelings. I'm also hurt, just like you were because of my decision.” He paused for a moment to breathe oxygen.
Danesh was silent, waiting for Violet to speak. He is being a good listener, not cutting off the conversation of others.
“I'm sick with lupus. My disease will not be cured, no matter how great my treatment, it will never disappear from my body. At times God can pick me up, and I don't want to give you a wound you can't forget when I'm gone for good. Therefore, I chose to give you another wound so that you could forget me easily. I purposely covered the access and moved to Japan so you couldn't find me.” Violet stopped again and sighed. He looked at Danesh with a face soaked with tears.
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Violet's disease, lupus.
I want a little clarity. You guys still want Violet and Felly's part to meet? Well the real clue was in that part. Still want when Violet says “I'm fighting against my own immune system” no? That's cluenya.
War, meaning there is an attack dong. While the body's resistance is commonly called immune. So, Violet is sick because her immune system is attacking herself or autoimmune. And we usually find it sick lupus.
Congratulations to sister Nia Kurniawati for guessing right the first one with no hesitation. Dm I'm in ig ya brother. I wait 1 time 24 hours.
It's a screen shot I took all day long when I got the winner of Violet's special giveaway.