
“I know, I've thought about what consequences I would have if I made that decision,” Felly replied. Her tears flowed without permission, signifying her aching heart. But that's his choice.
Danesh could not bear to see his wife crying. She was so weak that she saw the woman she loved grieving like that. The foot with the exposed coarse-haired calf swung one step. He immediately hugged Felly into his warm embrace.
“Why are you so selfish? You think about other people's feelings but don't think about your own. I hate you like this, always giving in for the happiness of others,” Danesh said with the intention of nagging. He put a soft touch on his wife's back.
Felly returned her husband's embrace. He was increasingly rushing to shed tears, not even hesitating liquid snot out of his nose. “Don't hate me, because I love you so much. But I am not a selfish person thinking about my own feelings to live a life full of happiness on top of the suffering of others who also need you to be by his side. Please, understand my position.”
Danesh breathed his breath rough. “Hm,” the answer is short.
“Do you want to comply with my request?” ask Felly again to be sure.
“Iya,” Danesh replied short and uninspired.
“Thank you, My husband,” replied Felly with a feeling I don't know, very difficult to interpret anymore. Happy and sad mixed into one. I don't know which is more dominant at the moment.
Danesh let go of his embrace. “Rest, I want to go out for a while,” the door.
Felly shook his head. “I want to go to Mommy.”
Nullify the head Danesh gave as the permitting answer. “Come, I'll drop off,” take her.
“You know why I asked you to be on Violet's side?” ask Felly. He opened the conversation as he walked into Mommy Diora's nursery.
Danesh did not answer. He was silent and his eyes were straight ahead.
Felly looked to the right, saw her husband's expression, then looked back to the front. “Violet once told me, she is very sorry to have decided to leave you.”
Danesh kept his mouth shut, reluctant to make a sound. Felly continued his words.
“He always hoped that if one day he met you again, he wanted to fix everything. He wants to live happily before death. That was also one of my advice to him back then, when I didn't know that my new friend was your ex-lover.”
“When a glimmer of Violet's happiness comes because one of her pleas to God who wants to do her labor process accompanied by you is granted. A sadness is again present in his life with the absence of your two children.”
“I know what Violet struggles to keep her fetus. I'm also a woman, I think of Violet's feelings of feeling that she doesn't deserve happiness because of her past that chose to leave you.”
“From my story, at least you know why I want us to be apart for a while and want you to give Violet happiness as you used to love each other.”
“Stop. Don't say another word. What he got was the impact of his own decision. If he chooses to be honest and stick with me, there will definitely be no such thing.” Danesh cut off his wife's words. His ears were buzzing at Felly's rant. It's not that he doesn't like his wife to talk too much. But the conversation was not interesting to him.
“Danesh .. don't be like that. You were wrong for ruining Violet. Think of this as one of your redeemers for your ex-lover,” Felly rebuked.