
Danesh got off the patient's bed. He walked and changed into a chair. Faced with his wife's face. He stared for a moment at the face that had looked happy when he was with him, now it was turning into a very chaotic mess. Eye bags that look a little puffy, lips that continue to be forced to silence, and the sound of stuffing that is held so as not to come out.
Danesh stroked Felly's hand gently. He smeared that smooth skin. “Sorry,” omitted. A single tear fell right on the back of his wife's hand.
The bule man inhales oxygen, and gives off carbon dioxide. His hand continued to stroke Felly's smooth skin while telling her about herself. It was time for his wife to know that she would never be able to hide her dark past again.
“I am one of the subsidiaries of Triple D Corp company owner in Finland. You know, right, what company is that?”
“I was able to get to Indonesia and become a servant because I made a mistake until I was punished by my parents.”
“You must have known my story with Violet from my ex's story to you. You know I fucked her when she left me. And without me knowing, it turns out she's also pregnant.”
“At that time I tried to keep him, but he left anyway. I'm broken and crazy. I played a lot of women until I was caught by my parents and sentenced to be exiled to a country of people without a penny and without my family identity.”
“Until I finally meet you who can turn my darkness into light again.”
Danesh's hand turned to stroke Felly's cheek. “My wife, Violet is my past. You know it. I told you once. But now everything has changed after you came into my life. Your sincerity, your patience, and your humility really made me fall in love with you. Slowly I began to forget the wounds given by my former lover.”
“After you know my dark times, may your heart not waver. Hopefully you can still accept me who is not perfect and has many mistakes.”
“My wife, my dear, my love.” Danesh kissed his wife's lips at a glance. He felt the pain in his heart because he had been ignored, but he continued to try to explain his heart to his wife.
“I love you, may Violet not change your love for me. Because I will never change how I feel about you. Violet is my past, and you are my future.” Danesh kissed Felly on the lips. He tried to break into his wife's mouth, but it was very difficult. Finally, he gave up and sat back down.
Felly let out her tears after hearing all her husband's wishes. Even so fast that he was as hiccuped as before had echoed in the room.
Felly's heart aches, and if she leaves Danesh like Violet left her husband in a moment of pity, she is afraid to inflict new wounds on the heart of Danesh she just healed. But if she persists with her husband, she is afraid to hurt Violet— her new friend who at times can be called by God and has not had time to feel happiness with loved ones at the last moment.
But Felly is really confused at the moment, he is not able to think clearly. They are afraid of making wrong and unfair decisions. It is better to be quiet and make a decision when you feel calm.