Hold On Or Let Go
17. I Love You Mama Honey

The two friends of Seruni were immediately uprooted, while Mahmudi was still sitting limply in his place. Shyness and guilt on the wife, beat the pain on her cheeks and lips due to the hard toning of Doni, which until this moment still can not forget the wife of Mahmudi.

After being silent for a while, Mahmudi decided to go home and immediately pay for drinks and snacks that he had not even had time to touch at all. And regardless of Dance who seemed to disappear since Doni caught his second, Mahmudi continued to step his feet to leave the cafe.

Mahmudi immediately got into his car, and at moderate speed, Mahmudi drove his car towards home.

Along the way, Mahmudi thought hard.how will give the wife an excuse, about the wound on the lip and bruise on her cheek? Because Mahmudi did not have the courage, to admit his mistakes to the wife who had been very kind to herself all this time.

At home, it was dark and the Maghrib was finished. Mahmudi did not find anyone in the living room, "definitely the children have gone to the mosque, good it is. so they do not need to see his papa coming home in this condition," murmured Mahmudi in heart.

"Lantas, where is mom? Moga aja, mama is praying. So, you don't have to look at my face either" Mahmudi walked slowly peeking into the special room for prayer, and sure enough.. Mahmudi saw his wife who was pregnant was praying maghrib solemnly.

"Thank God," said Mahmudi, relieved, and the father of three children rushed into the room to immediately take a bath and treat the wound on the lips was also bruised on his cheek with ointment that had been bought at the pharmacy when the way home earlier.

Long enough Mahmudi was in the bathroom, even Seruni who had been waiting for him in the room. had completed his salary up to several pieces of the Qur'an mushaf, he said, mahmudi did not come out of the bathroom.

Until this, inviting suspicion Seruni who immediately called her husband while knocking on the bathroom door. "Pa, is papa okay? Why is it so long inside?" The mother-of-three exclaimed, hardening her voice slightly so that the husband in the bathroom heard her call.

"Yes ma, a minute. This papa is done," replied Mahmudi from the bathroom, which made Seruni breathe a sigh of relief.

Seruni sat back on the side of the bed, waiting for her husband to come out of the bathroom. And before long, Mahmudi came out walking down.

Mahmudi immediately put on the clothes that had been prepared by the wife without a word and without looking at Seruni, because Mahmudi wanted to hide the bruise on the cheek that was still visible.

"Pa, why papa?" Seruni asked in full search, because she found the husband acting strange.

"It's okay ma, papa is just tired.want to go to sleep immediately," replied Mahmudi, while instantly breaking his tired body and covering part of his face with his arms.

"Have you not prayed Maghrib yet?" Seruni reminded.

"So before the bath, papa prayed first ma in the room," replied Mahmudi lying.

"Oh, yeah. I massage ya pa," Seruni began massaging the husband's legs, attentively. And get the soft touch of his wife, Mahmudi's desire that had appeared due to the temptation of Dance, now re-emerged.

"Ma," called Mahmudi in a hoarse voice.

Seruni frowned, "yes pa, what's wrong?" Seruni asked, drawing closer to her face.

Mahmudi immediately grabbed his wife's body and brought the wife up on his body, Mahmudi forgot bruises on the cheeks until when the lips of the two were about to merge. reflex Seruni retreated while crying out with worry.

"Pa, what's the matter?!" Seruni asked as she rubbed her husband's cheek gently.

Mahmudi again grabbed the nape of his wife and was about to kiss her, "misunderstand what, you mean?" Cecar Seruni while distancing his face, because he was not satisfied with the husband's answer.

Mahmudi's desire that has reached the crown, making Mahmudi choose to continue to unite his lips on the thin lips of the wife. And for a moment, ignoring his wife's question.

With ravenous Mahmudi melu*mat lips Seruni, even the pain on his lips that was injured because of the raw bogem from Doni. The pain was inferior to bira*hi who currently controls Mahmudi, the passionate desire that has been held since from the cafe was due to the act of Dance.

Seruni could only give up, there was no way she would reject her husband's wishes. And feeling not getting rejected, Mahmudi increasingly peppered his legitimate wife.

In his heart, Mahmudi was grateful, for venting his desire on his own legitimate wife and not on his early dance he was just a fad as an encouragement for work in the field.

And Mahmudi promised, will immediately put an end to his stupidity all this time and will not repeat it again. Mahmudi also promised in his heart, would be honest with his wife, and would apologize to Seruni about his deviant behavior, Mahmudi did not yet know when he had the courage to tell the truth.

Mahmudi's breath was wheezed, as was Seruni. And when Mahmudi demands more, "pa, but bertar again isa'..we pray first yes?" Pinta Seruni stared at the husband who always treated her gently.

Yes, during the marriage with Seruni.. Mahmudi never once spoke rudely to his wife, and Mahmudi also always be gentle and warm to Seruni even though not spoken in a romantic word. And that is what makes Seruni finally able to forget Doni, and really fall in love with Mahmudi.

Until a month ago Seruni found the painful fact, that the husband who was considered so self-loving was cheating. But Seruni was still heartened, he still wanted to give Mahmudi a chance to realize his mistake.

"Sholat his later yes ma, please.." pinta Mahmudi with pleading, handsome face looks very clear holding something belonging to him who had thrashed since earlier.

Seruni who could not bear to see her husband's face could only nod resignedly, and Mahmudi immediately tilted his wife's body and hugged his wife from behind.

"Sorry papa ya ma," said Mahmudi while venting his passionate desire, either sorry for what? And Serunis who are already under Mahmudi's control can only mumble, which is accompanied by ******* and small sighs. "Ehmmmm,,,,"

The sound of the adhan isya' reverberating from the mosque which was located not too far from their homes, ended the warm union of the two.

Many times Mahmudi kissed the top of the head of the wife, while saying an apology, because Mahmudi does not have the courage to continue the words that have been arranged in his mind.

"Why the hell, papa keep apologizing?" Seruni asked fishing, turning her back to look at her husband. Seruni hoped to hear her husband was frank with her, and honestly admitted his guilt.

"How much wrong with my mother, sorry yes.. for all," replied Mahmudi who did not yet have the courage to tell the truth.

"Papa love mama, dear love you mama honey," said Mahmudi for the second time to express his feelings, after a dozen years they were married.

The first was on their first night and after that, Mahmudi never again said sweet or romantic. Mahmudi expresses his feelings only by the deed that always treats his wife, gently and lovingly.

Mahmudi realized, he is not the type of romantic husband.and Mahmudi also realized, his romantic attitude in other women is a very big mistake. And he wants to end it all as soon as possible, before it's too late.

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