Hold On Or Let Go
43. Nrimo Ing Wheat

"Don't want to accept Mahmud that Run, if you've cheated once would have repeated the same mistake." Nila said in a cynical tone, before Seruni gave an answer to Doni's question.

"The Doni is the same as the Nile, do not be afraid," protested Fina, who did not agree if Nila poisoned Seruni's mind.

"Yes, I'll give you input as Fin's best friend" replied Nila while pouting.

"Yes Nile, we know what you mean well. But let Runi determine for himself, want how the household will go forward later," said Tiwi who agreed with Fina.

"I also agree with Nila, as friends of course we want the best for Runi, right? And I think, the Mahmud is not worthy to be defended," said Rindi, who was still muddy with his opinion from the beginning.

While Seruni was still silent and listened to the talks of his friends, while occasionally massaging his temples that felt throbbing.

"Dizziness Un?" Doni's whispers were very smooth, and attentive. Seruni glanced at Doni at a glance, and responded to him simply by shaking his head.

"OK, okay, now let Runi talk," said the god who had just been silent and listened to the small debate of his female friends, trying to mediate.

"Please Run, you tell us your thoughts. Do not be on your own pendam Run, later it could be boils, loh," continued Dewa, who tried to melt the atmosphere. And sure enough, Seruni smiled at the words of the Gods.

"Originally his boils do not be on the buttocks aja Wa," replied Seruni origin, while chuckling. To make his friends, laugh together.

"Well, if the boils in the ass, can the trouble itself because Doni can't sit all day? Where's the file that needs to be signed already stacked a mountain?" The God's timpal was still with his laughter, staring at Doni.

"Kok me?" Doni protests while scratching his nape that does not itch.

"Well, haven't you been holding on to love for a long time? If it becomes all boils, it is full of your body as boils," replied the God, more and more chuckling. The others grew increasingly laughable, and momentarily forgot the difference of opinion between them all.

Doni looked at Seruni, "if it is true that the love I crave can be all boils, I willingly let Uun know, how much and how much love I have for Uun," said Doni, earnest. And the atmosphere suddenly became silent, each of them was swept away and carried away in the feeling of love from Doni who was so deep for Seruni.

Seruni looked down, avoiding Doni's gaze. "Once, when I was a girl.Your parents couldn't bless our love Don? Especially now? Where do I want four?" Muttering Seruni inwardly, Seruni let out a long sigh.

"Duh Don, melted ana's heart," replied Fina suddenly, who voiced the silence with her seductive style.

"No, no, no, I'm just like you Fin, every day you tell me to drink Arabic potions to have me big." Reject Doni with a shudder.

"Hahahaha, really, Fina is a big fan of Arabic babah-baahaha," said Tiwi, who again laughed. The others also laughed while shaking their heads.

"Eit, don't get me wrong. That guy, would feel perfect if his big brother knew?" Reply Fina, by glancing towards the Gods. "What do you have about God? Want me to give you a potion? Make the Gods, free deh. but I have to measure first huh?" Fina continues to become more and more, a stylish like a teenager who is offering a preoccupation with lonely om-om. Until all the more chuckled, except the God who shuddered heard the absurd Fina babble.

"Basic, absurd camelia," grumbled the God, but with a smile because he understood each other's jokes.

"Camelia?" Rindi frowned at his forehead.

"Hemmm,, female camel," the god replied with a small chuckle, the others laughed again.

"Assem you Wa, but I'm a female camel" protested Fina, but kept smiling.

Silence, say hello around the table.

"What was my question?" Doni asked while looking at Seruni, and demanded an answer.

"Eh, which one is Don?" Seruni asked who had completely forgotten, because of the preoccupation of joking with his friends.

Doni smiled, while the others frowned.

"You really forgot Un?" Doni stared at Seruni, Seruni was hypnotized by Doni's gaze and he could only nod.

"Regarding my proposal just Un, are you willing to accept it Un?" Doni asked deliberately to divert his questions, to lure Seruni.

Seruni frowned, while his other friends frowned deeply and did not understand the direction of Doni's conversation.

"No, that's not your question, Don" replied Seruni, remembering.

Doni further widened her smile, "so, do you remember Un?"

"Ihh, did you deliberately set me up?" Reply Seruni while hitting Doni's arm slowly, the others then smiled as soon as they found out that Doni was just joking.

"Ehm,," God cleared his throat, "looking at the two of them, we're like we're stuck in the world of the past..Here is it?" The god looked at his other friends.

"Yes, right." Reply Fina.

"Udah deh Don, move to the on. come on, you can do it!" Timpal Rindi, who gave spirit to his best friend.

"Just relax Rin, I'll definitely move on. But later, after making sure this beautiful elf was happy," replied Doni still with his gaze fixed on Seruni.

Seruni looked up, daring to look at Doni. "I must be happy Don, because I created the happiness of my life." Seruni's speech assured.

"Again Runi, our happiness does not depend on how others behave and treat us. But our happiness is in our own hearts and minds. Be positive thinking, keep smile and be smart person," Nila said.

"Hes,, your English pretender, the husband's mentang-about bule Ausi," ledek Dewa while looking at Nila, Nila just responded with a slow chuckle.

"Leave said aja, urip iku, nrimo ing pandum.. InsyaAllah ati dakalan adem, ayem, tentrem," continued the God of philosophizing sok.

Fina who didn't quite understand Javanese frowned, "meaning what the hell is Wa?"

"It is a Javanese pitutur or sage advice, which can be used as a reference in living life in this world. Nrimo means to receive, pandum means to give. So nrimo ing pandum has a message, accepting all God's gifts as they are without demanding more or being grateful for what they have." Bright God.

"Often we find the fact that between reality and hope is different. In this life, there is also always something we do not like, we do not want, we do not expect and so forth," God looked at Fina, and his friends alternately.

"And it's all part of learning about life, because we must always remember, that everything that happens whether we expect it or not is part of the will of the Creator."

"In life there must be problems and difficulties, and it's sunnatullah, how we deal with it. And one that we must believe, that behind every problem and difficulty there must be a silver lining," continued the Lord.

The women nodded in agreement, as did Doni. "So, I have to be willing if Uun is not my match?" Doni murmured inwardly, "but why, I still heavy ya release Uun? And my heart, why is my heart still glued to it? Though, I've been away for years?"

Yes, After Doni was discharged from the hospital, he decided to continue his post-graduate studies abroad, one of his goals was to forget about Seruni.

After returning from abroad, Doni who was immediately accepted to work at one of the bona fide private banks then busied himself with work and pursued his career. To be practical, Doni did not have time to think about other women. But the name Seruni, still recorded clearly in his memory.

Doni also deliberately rarely join together with his friends, especially if there is a Seruni. And the name of Seruni is increasingly tied in memory and in the heart of Doni, although Doni is aware that currently Seruni is still a wife.

"Who am I, if I still hope that miracle is God?" Do'a Doni in the heart.

"Don," and Seruni's call that sounded like a guitar string in Doni's ear, disperse the daydream of a man who was still single at his age that was getting mature.

"Eh, yes Un.. What's wrong?" Ask Doni stammered.

"You want to hear my answer, to your proposal?" Ask Seruni who followed Doni's joke earlier.

Doni smiled, and looked at Netra Seruni as if looking for answers, is there still love in the heart of the woman who is pregnant, for her self?

"Don, how about daydreaming again?" Seruni Protest.

"Yes Un, say it," replied Doni with a warm smile.

"Don't you smile at Don, my tongue's gone muddy?" The Seruni Protest, because it was stared at and given such a smile by Doni. The gaze and smile that once shook his heart, and catapulted his wishful thinking.

"Ehmmm, just answer me, a lot of drama for couples?!" The protest of Nila, who was also impatient.

"Aamiin,," replied Doni quickly, who secured the do'a Nila who called her and Seruni a couple.

While Seruni just smiled.

"This is Don, everyone..."

"Ma," and the voice of someone who suddenly appeared, made Seruni pause his words.

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