Hold On Or Let Go
46. Give Me One More Chance

After Rindi is no longer visible to her back, Doni starts to open her voice. "Un, I know, I didn't have the courage to fight for you. And I'm sure, you know what the reason is?"

Doni sighed softly, "for a child, there is nothing more precious than the life of his mother, right? And you also know, that my mom has a history of heart disease that can recur at any time if her emotions are not controlled."

"I was trying, then,,,,"

"Enough Don, you don't need to explain anymore. I already knew all of it and I could understand your circumstances back then. I'm proud of your choice Don, you dutiful son." Cut Seruni fast.

"I've never been angry with you Don, nor do I have a grudge against your mom and dad. Only one I regret," Seruni momentarily stopped her speech.

"What Un?" Ask Doni.

"Why are you still like this Don? Why are you still alone?" Sesal Seruni, while looking at Doni deeply, "i feel guilty about you Don, his impression.I am evil, for leaving you and marrying another man," continue Seruni with mute.

Doni shook his head, "you're not wrong Un, you deserve happiness from other men because I've failed to maintain our relationship." Say Doni with glazed netra.

Doni then grabbed Seruni's hand. But subtly, Seruni brushed him off. "Sorry Don, don't make my heart sadder" Pinta Seruni said.

Doni let out a heavy sigh, "i also want to be like you Un, I also want to be in a relationship with another woman?" Doni shook his head weakly, "but until this second, for real I haven't been able to Un. I haven't been able to," continued Doni, full of suppressors.

"There is only you in my heart Un, and your shadow always appears at all times without me being able to resist." Doni stared in the beautiful net of the woman who was still enthroned in his heart.

Seruni shook her head, "what you need, just the courage to open your heart and accept the presence of another woman in your life Don and there is no need for you to insist on forgetting our past if indeed you cannot. I'm sure, if you have managed to open your heart to be close to a woman, gradually the woman will succeed in shifting my position from your heart," replied Seruni trying to convince.

"Come on Un, I'm not sure about it" said Doni weakly.

Both of them were silent, until a moment later.

"Un, tell me the truth. Are you really happy with your marriage?" Ask Doni attentively.

"Of course Don, we even have three children and soon four," replied Seruni as she stroked her stomach. "If I wasn't happy, I wouldn't have made it this far Don" he continued confidently.

"Let me trust your words just now Un, but I don't know why I'm doubting." Reply Doni.

Seruni smiled, "initially, my marriage was not based on love," Seruni glanced far away, "at that moment, my heart was really hurt because of our separation Don... I was alone and away from everyone, for months." Seruni reminisced about her past with a clear, tumbling feather drenching her cheeks.

Doni takes a handkerchief, and gives it to Seruni.

Seruni wiped away her tears, "mas Mahmud, who was my senior in the office trying to approach me. At first I was still closing myself, but he was a strong man and not discouraged until slowly I began to open myself."

"We were good friends, and Mahmud continued to pay attention to me, and gradually, I became more comfortable with him. And at the time he was reckless to propose to me, without a second thought I immediately accepted him. Although I knew, that I didn't love her at the time." Seruni continued with a faint smile.

"And it proved to Don, I began to feel the vibrations in my heart when I was with him before our wedding. And I could also feel my heart beating faster, when the qabul hijab was spoken and we officially became husband and wife,,,,"

"Enough, don't you continue." Cut Doni fast, "i can't Un, I'm jealous," he continued in a disappointed tone.

"I don't mean your manas-manasin Don, I just want to share the experience and hope you want to learn from my experience," said Seruni.

Doni sighed heavily, and then nodded. "Yes Un, I know your intentions are good." Reply Doni.

"Don, is this all you want to talk about? I'm sure it's not this, is it?" Cecar Seruni, "We're like muters in the aisle of time that's not brimmed, you know Don? Trapped in the past, which we should not have to remember! " Continue by massaging the forehead.

Doni let out a long sigh, "papa asked me to immediately move to the capital Un," said Doni.

"Well, when to go?" Tanya Seruni enthusiastically.

"You kicked me out Un?" Ask Doni back.

"Yes," replied Seruni as she laughed, and Doni laughed. Long enough both of them laughed, and a few moments later the two of them met each other.

"You deserve so much trust from your father Don, and I've been sure for a long time. If even yesterday-yesterday papa you prefer your brother-in-law to replace him, it is only because he wants to see your performance elsewhere. He wants to see you succeed somewhere else without his intervention. And it is proven that Don, at your very young age, you have occupied the position of director at a well-known bank," said Seruni at length.

"I salute you Don, go out and fulfill your father's wishes. Doni Sanjaya, is very worthy to be the Chief Executive Officer at PT. Sanjaya Group's. Young CEO, handsome and smart, will definitely be a lot of women chasing you Don" continued Seruni with a sincere smile.

"And I still hope, you will be jealous Un," replied Doni by staring in the netra Seruni.

"Don,," protested Seruni, and the two of them returned laughing together.

"You haven't answered my question, Don? When are you leaving?" Seruni asked a moment later, after their laughter subsided.

"I just wanted to submit a letter of resignation," replied Doni with a long sigh, "I want to wait until you give birth first Un, then I move." Doni.

"That's still two months Don, and in that time there's been so much you could do in your new office? No need to wait until I'm the baby?" Seruni protest, "later I will tell you, if I have to give birth," he continued, reassuring.

Doni shook his head, "because I also want to make sure, that you are really happy Un," replied Doni, who was again very worried about Seruni.

"I'm happy Don, very happy. And just so you know, I'll be happier, if you don't keep going like this!" Reply Seruni with full of suppressors.

Doni took a deep breath to fully fill his lungs, and then exhaled him slowly. "Give me one more chance Un, over these two months to make sure that you're okay. And after this, I promise, I'll get on with my life." Pinta Doni really mean it.

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