Honey Formerly
Chapter 19 Hears the Talks of Arsen and Rara

Nindi POV.

I was shocked to hear the words of my two children, who saw a picture of my wedding with Mas Rendra who was in the trash. Because of that photo, I sent Bi Narsih. To throw it away, and if necessary the photo is burned. But Bi Narsih threw it in the trash can, which was in front of my house. So that makes my two children who want to get into the car, see the photo is in the trash.

"Why did you throw away that photo?" ask Rara again. Because I didn't answer the question directly.

"Yes, why did Mommy throw away her picture?" Arsen asked me again.

I took a long breath. Before answering my two children's questions, I had not been able to answer. Bi Narsih had already told my two children.

"I'm sorry Aunt Non Rara, and Den Arsen. Auntie who had thrown away the photo" Bi Narsih replied apologizing to my two children.

Rara and Arsen who heard Bi Narsih's reply, both of them were about to get into the car. Now the two of them immediately left, while running to the trash can in front of the house.

"Aunt how the hell, this is just the picture frame that broke. Why did he throw away the same photo?" gerutu Arsen blamed Bi Narsih.

"Yes, how is Aunt?" timpal Rara blamed Bi Narsih as well.

"Sorry Aunt Non, Den." Bi Narsih apologized to my two children.

"Don't blame Bi Narsih, honey. It was Mother who told Bi Narsih, to throw away the frame and the photo" I said trying to explain. Because I don't want my two children to continue to blame Bi Narsih, because I was the one who told Bi Narsih.

"The frame should be thrown away, Bun. Don't throw the picture away either" said Rara, who now looks angry at me.

"What Rara said was right, Bun. The one in the discard the frame only, Mother can save the photo. So that photo, don't go in the dump either." Arsen confirmed Rara's words, and she told me to. To save that photo.

I fell silent, and did not respond to the words of my two children. Because it was my fault, who told Bi Narsih to throw away the photo.

"Just leave the photo in the trash, it's a long time ago. Later we can take another photo, with a new photo," said Mama who tried to reduce the annoyance of my two children. Because they were both upset with me, because I was the one who told Bi Narsih. To throw my wedding photo with Mas Rendra into the trash, and even I had Bi Narsih burn the photo.

"Don't throw it away and change a new photo, Grandma. It will not be the same as this photo, it is better to replace the picture frame only. So the photo can be saved again," said Arsen.

"What he said Arsen was right. Even though the picture was long. But don't throw it away like that, Grandma. This photo has beautiful memories between Mother and Father, so this photo should be stored. Don't throw it away" said Rara, who confirmed Arsen's remarks, and she disagreed with Mama's words.

Rara who holds the photo, now she immediately save the photo into the bag she is wearing.

"If only my two children could understand my feelings, who could not keep or see the photo again. Because of my relationship with Mas Rendra, it will soon end at the green table. I've been steadfast in this decision, and I hope that my two children will accept my decision" my inner self, who hopes that my two children will accept the decision I have chosen.

"Sorry Mother, son. For not keeping the photo, and instead had Bi Narsih throw it away. Once again Mother apologizes well," said I who apologized to my two children.

"Yes Bun" said Rara and Arsen simultaneously.

"This photo let Rara keep it, Bun. Yuk kak, we get in the car" said Rara as she pulled Arsen's hand, and took him into the car.

Rara and Arsen still look upset at me. Because of the problem of the photo, and made them both silent all the way to my parents' house. I felt guilty, and regretted throwing away my wedding photo with Mas Rendra. So that makes my two children silence me like this.

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Arriving at Mama and Papa's house, my two children went straight into my room. Mama who saw that, rubbed my back and said, "Patience yes, Nin. The two of them do not understand your situation, we will talk to them both slowly. I hope your two sons understand,"

"Yes Mah, '' my reply.

"You should not be sad like that. You should also go into the room, to come to rest with your two children. Mama wants to tell Bi Siti to prepare dinner" said Mama who told me to go into my room. Before Mom left me.

I nodded my head, and stepped into the room. However, when I will open the door. I heard a conversation between Arsen and Rara in my room.

"You don't be sad, Ra. Mother has already apologized to us, you do not be angry continue with Mother. Just because of the wedding photos of Mother and Father, who dumped Mother into the trash," Arsen said while wiping away Rara's tears.

"Is right? Rara sad. Because of the photo problem?" my inner.

I also abandoned my intention to enter the room. Because I want to find out the cause of Rara's grief, and I also want to hear the conversation of my two children without them knowing.

"Rara is upset with Mother, Sister. Because Mother told Aunt to throw the photo into the trash. But ... It's not just that problem that makes Rara upset, sister." Rara hung up her words, and she lowered her head down.

"What other problems does it matter, Ra?" ask Arsen curiously.

"There's something Arsen didn't know, when we were at Omah's house ..."

"What is it, Ra? Tell me about it with brother." Arsen cut out Rara's answer, who had not finished speaking. Because he wanted Rara, to tell him all about it.

"How does Rara want to tell you everything? If Arsen's sister cuts me off, " said Rara, folding her hands over her stomach.

"Hehehe... Sorry, Ra. You've been quick to tell me, brother Arsen promised never to cut you off again, and will listen to everything." Arsen said that while scratching his non-itchy head.

"All right, I'll tell you everything. When I went to get some drinking water to Omah's kitchen, I overheard Omah saying. If Mother and Father will separate,"

Deghs.

"Ja____so Rara heard that remark," my mind was shocked to hear Rara's words.

I thought, Rara really didn't hear that. But he pretended not to hear it.