
Tonight, in her 2x2-meter room, Barra lay on a mattress without a cot, looking at her savings account. Discroll up and down to see how his financial condition so far.
Elsa's attitude today is quite striking, realizing that the world is currently not doing well, especially regarding economic problems. Not not enough income, but meeting the needs of families and Bank installments is a priority today.
Back he remembered the past, from childhood always said that he aspired to become a doctor. Neighbors and even many relatives laughed at him, they were pessimistic about the economic ability of his family Barra. Although now in fact, now Barra has answered the pessimism and humiliation all by being a doctor even has been practiced in three places at once.
Many develop in the community if the reason for becoming a doctor is generally two, namely first for those whose families are not doctors, who only know the sweetness. Life can be auto-established and do not need to find a job because doctors will always be needed throughout the time as long as the world is still there, doctors will make social status rise in the eyes of neighbors and relatives and even money a lot. The second reason if it comes from a family of doctors, then want the child also get a position like them. Be aware also if just a general practitioner will be less promising a bright future, but specialists still have hope. Hope is not certainty. Usually the success of previous generations will decline to the next generation. But at the very least, the choice of becoming a doctor is already the safest. Rather than the family have to second-guess in other areas that they do not understand. Usually later the general practitioners will be spurred to take specialists, even predicted about ten more years maybe specialists will also be more in number than now. So less if the ideals are just specialists, must be subspecialists.
To become a general practitioner requires a long struggle, expensive costs, time and a drained mind. With such a reality, there was a shift in which most medical students went from "smart" to "rich". Because now not all are smart to become medical students, because the smart ones cannot enter because of the large entrance fees. No on-going costs until becoming a doctor. Even for the education of general practitioners who are required to intern before being allowed full practice as a doctor is also a lot of drama and emotion and willing to be placed anywhere.
*Sorry if anyone feels offended by the above reality, does not intend to offend medical students, just my opinion and this novel is also just a mere conjecture. Hopefully it doesn't happen yes in real life🙏*
"Until when does Gini keep working? Rarely on holiday, time for the family is limited, communication can be interrupted by the service" protests Elsa who often ejected from her lips.
Indeed, it was difficult for Barra to take the time to meet her friends even family. He works according to a predetermined schedule based on the agreement, usually consisting of morning watch and night watch.
After the night watch (at some Hospitals varies the time to finish guard the night, ranging from 07.00 to 08.00), will usually be spent to sleep for a moment, make up for the rest that was used to work the night before. Because usually during the day will return to practice at the Clinic until the next morning.
The quality of sleep after night care is not the same as night sleep. Mornings tend to be noisy and usually can only sleep until noon. The sleep cycle can be said to be messy. The doctors and health workers seem forced to always be healthy inner birth in order to serve patients well.
The patient and family do not know how the doctor is today. It never crossed the minds of the patients, is today the doctor healthy? is the doctor getting enough rest today? is the family of the doctor peaceful today?. As the front guard who serves patients, of course, doctors and health workers try their hardest to put aside the problems that hit, must have the energy so that patients are served well, at least until they leave the service.
"Why do you often have night service? indeed can not ask for morning service continues to be that, let the rich people normal at night ya sleep" protests Elsa also who is sometimes contacted by Barra while serving the night.
Well, night watch is part of the doctor's job at the Hospital. The specialists, although not physically, they must respond quickly when the phone rings to save the patient or listen to reports from the general practitioner about the symptoms that exist in the patient.
Barra couldn't decide until when to go through night watch. Because Barra also works at a Clinic that is not open 24 hours, so at the Clinic he usually takes the guard service from nine in the morning to five in the afternoon. Dinas that night the money of medical services is greater than the morning care, so there is indeed an economic reason behind this.
Cape heart and mind? doctors are just professions, in fact they are ordinary people who experience life stories like ordinary people. There must be times when they are happy and there are times when they feel sadness.
"The good thing is .. I love my job" Barra always emphasizes in her brain in the midst of the death of the reality of life she lived.
The lucky one, Barra get an invitation to be able to study at the Faculty of Medicine, the scholarship application cannot be full considering his parents are a PNS, so it is not considered a student with a category below the poverty line. Therefore, his parents mortgaged the house to cover the costs that Barra needed beyond the scholarship he got. Irit and accept what it is, the concept of Barra and family when Barra took his education.
After being sworn to be a general practitioner, he immediately served in IGD, getting a challenging experience, especially when meeting emergency patients, especially when meeting emergency patients, measures should be measurable and remove pressure from both the patient's own case and from the patient's family. Not to mention if you have to consult a consultant (usually a specialist), you must be able to assemble data and a picture of the patient's condition so that the consultant does not take wrong action and advice.
Barra's counting if he takes a specialist. He has been working for a year, then will undergo a specialist school for five years at a cost that is not cheap. Not to mention if on the way to take a specialist he decided to have a family, certainly there will be many additional costs that must be borne.
"Are you sure you want to be a specialist? the school is old, the cost is expensive and it seems we all have no picture of the cost. This house has not been paid off, would you like to apply for additional loan credit at the Bank for school again?" terngiang back the words of the Father when Barra told him his wish to take a specialist.
The idealist answer that was then spoken from Barra's lips. Want to help others more than now, want to change fate and many more reasons that seem to make the profession of doctor as the best profession on this earth.
Barra looked at her laptop, she was indeed very neatly recording income and expenses. Income is reduced to pay installments at the Bank, for his family and personal needs are only available around five hundred thousand rupiah per month, but with a record of not much condition, but with a record of not much, motorbike ga severely damaged or replace parts that are expensive, not a lot of snacks (only eating rations from the Hospital or Clinic) and reduce other unexpected costs.
"Gope for Elsa's life is enough? had to live in this narrow room. wake up Barra... His Rome gave him the best, a good school, a comfortable residence, many possessions and other pleasures.?.Foolly in the name of love will promise him paradise for him? don't be naive Barra... Elsa's acceptance of the condition of this family should have been taken into account. Accept everything with sincerity.duhai heart.do not hate him, continue to fight to convince him to be able to live side by side with him later" Barra talked to himself.
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Hana's relationship with Raz's parents and children is normal. Though not every day, but at least a week, Raz's doctor called Hana.
Coincidentally today Ummi has a free time, Hana's agreement to join together near the Clinic where Hana works. If followed by heart, it feels like Ummi wants soon Hana and doctor Raz married. But he realized that this is the right of the children who will live it.
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The affair of the ex-wife of doctor Raz did hit Ummi's psyche as well, even Ummi was brought to psychologists and some teachers njai to recover his mental.
Which mother can accept if her child experiences things like what Dr. Raz experienced, plus Raz doctor and children go away to Malaysia, the more Ummi slumped in his grief.
Seeing Raz's doctor is getting better, the more Ummi is sure if his son has breastplate. His mental state also got better.
"Ummi. all happened also because there was a share of Raz .. do not blame one party only. Raz has also established communication with Raz's in-laws.. Raz wouldn't consider them ex-in-laws. Ummi also learned to open up if they want to visit his grandchildren" asked Raz doctor when he returned to Indonesia.
"Yes, two years is enough Raz. in the end Ummi must be able to accept this destiny. Perih Raz.but seeing you and the children are ready to return to live in Indonesia, Ummi is happy" replied Ummi.
Although increasingly, the relationship between Dr. Raz and his ex-wife's family is not good, even now looking at grandchildren never at all, if Raz's doctor who brought the children there was not accepted.
Through a short message, his ex-wife's family said Raz's doctors didn't have to assume they existed and they didn't want to assume they had grandchildren.
The last year lost contact because they sold the house and no one knew of its existence.
The children of doctor Raz had no problem with this, for them, the love and affection of the family doctor Raz was very big, so felt fulfilled.
"Hana.. Raz still routinely call Hana? it doesn't feel like Raz hasn't been home for a month" asked Dr. Raz.
"Routine is said, no, said ga rutin also not. but he is still in the news" replied Hana.
"Ummi does not want you to feel depressed with the current condition. As Raz said before leaving, let the introduction of the two of you go as it should" Ummi said.
"Yes" replied Hana.
"You're a great mom .. Ummi is happy to have the opportunity to know you, later whatever the decision, Ummi hope we can still mengebakso together rich gini" hopes Umminya Raz doctor.
"InshaAllah Ummi" replied Hana.
Eating meatballs or eating meatballs seems to be a routine for women who are commonly seen and done. Although sometimes intrigued by questions, if considered carefully, customers of meatball stalls were average mothers and young women. Of course there were her male buyers as well but the numbers could be counted on fingers. And that is still a mystery, most sellers and waitresses in meatball stalls are men. Are there any readers who can answer? 🤭.
The reason for doing so is almost the same in many areas. Usually because of taste,
this culinary is most delicious for all ages, savory and chewy sauce the meat fits on the tongue. Another reason is because the taste of meatballs can be modified. For example by adding soy sauce, saos even now in meatballs can be filled with various kinds of fillings. The sensation of finding the most fitting concoction gives its own sensation for meatball fans. In addition, it is also suitable to be eaten at any time, want hot air like a simulation of hell or cold rain, this meatball is suitable to accompany. Reviewed in terms of price is still affordable, although there is a price then there is the quality of the meat. And the ultimate reason is because the stall is scattered and there are still many mamang-mamang who roam around our residence.
"Hana... Next week there's a rally at home, can you come? Hannah had never been to Ummi's house. His sister Raz is also eager to invite you. It's pure no request from Raz. Raz doesn't know there's a cedar at home" asked Dr. Raz.
"Ga promised Ummi .. later Hana gave news to Ummi" replied Hana.
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Group chat FARRAZ FAMILY is also not crowded, usually Raz doctor will send a picture of his current existence with the activity undertaken. Children also have a standard of telling about school. Hana is usually the listening part.
raz's doctor also routinely contacts Hana's family and parents. Digging information about the nature and outlook of Hana's life in the future.Doctor Raz is deliberately scraping this from the closest people so that the story is accurate.
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raz's doctor called his parents.
"Abiological Abi.. Ummi.. how are you?" greet doctor Raz.
"Waalaikumsalam Alhamdulillah well all, you healthy Raz?" ask Abinya doctor Raz.
"Alhamdulillah healthy Bi" replied Dr. Raz.
"So afternoon Ummi was talking to Hana" Umminya reported because of HP's diloud speaker.
"What's Mi doing?" ask doctor Raz.
"There's nothing" replied Ummi.
"There's nothing, it's not possible for two women to walk together without an agenda" Raz's doctor said.
"okay... Ummi can't lie to you. Ummi wants to know more about him. But, as usual, he was very talkative. So we both enjoy eating meat more than talking" said Ummi.
"Don't do it again Mi.. Raz thinks he's really sick with his ex, so he's rich right now" Raz's doctor said.
"Do you know about his ex?" continued Ummi.
"Ga a lot of Mi. Hana's parents also seem to not like to discuss about her" replied Raz's doctor.
"So this month there has been no significant development of your relationship?" shoot Abi.
"Not Bi. oh yes. a week in the future the busyness increases, join the Minister of Health for a review of TB, sorry to bother Ummi and Abi continue to take care of children" obviously doctor Raz.
"Just relax Raz.we are happy to take care of the kids" replied Abi.
"Ummi is very suitable Raz with Hana, what if directly Ummi lamar aja? you don't go home too gapapa" Ummi's idea.
"Mi.. have you asked Hana about applying for this?" shoot Abi.
"Not yet... Ummi wants to ask Abi and Raz first" replied Ummi.
"Don't make a hasty idea.let our children who process, if the soul mate will also find the way" recalls Abi.
"Ya Mi. just relax first. There are still five months left to know who Hana is" said Dr. Raz.