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Stethoscope 4, Dark time

H-4 departure of state duty, Raz doctor today has been rather relaxed, because of the time off from all practice schedules in all Hospitals where he practices. This morning, she took the time to take her two children to school.

Actually there is still much to be prepared, including quality time with children. Indeed, there is advanced technology now so that distance is not a barrier in communicating, but it will certainly feel different greeting children via video call technology and others than greeting in person.

The children had been very understanding of the busyness of his father since they were children, so they received the assignment and the consequences of being away from doctor Raz for approximately six months.

doctor Raz's HP reads, sign there's an incoming message.

#Assalamualaikum doc Raz, is it on leave?# chat goes to his HP from the parents of one of the patients who is close enough because the family is the patient of doctor Raz.

#Waalaikumsalam, yes Mother, I have informed you since a month ago yes# reply doctor Raz.

#doctor Raz to travel around Indonesia? Well Faez how nih doc, if to another doctor does not fit # continued the patient's parents.

#Just like Mother, all doctors have the same ability. Later if you go to another doctor, you can ask to be prescribed with the same medicine as I give. The right of the patient to get the medication that has been obtained and feel better such a dose. May Faez continue to be healthy, so no need to see a doctor # continued Dr. Raz.

#Thank you do'anya doc.... pediatrician most top really deh, but if you want to consult via chat still want to answer right? as usual doc# write the patient's parents.

#InsyaAllah all chats I will try to answer, but if slowres, please understand yes, because my schedule is very busy# replied Dr. Raz.

#Success continues yes Raz doctor is the same mission, quickly returned to Jakarta, many patients are waiting for Raz doctor's comeback# said the patient's parents.

#Thank you Mother for her prayers, the same do'a for all patients and their families # Dr Raz continued.

After tidying up the files to be brought, Raz's doctor said goodbye to his parents and asked for do'a blessing because today he was determined to step foot into the house of a mysterious woman who had intrigued his heart and mind.

Raz's doctor deliberately brought a motorbike, because the woman's house was located on a road that only fit one car.

After parking the motorbike neatly right in front of the house, he hurried to stand on the fence and say hello.

"Assalamualaikum.." said Dr. Raz.

"Waalaikumussalam... find who Mas?" The old man with gray hair asked.

"Sorry before sir, my motorbike parked in front of the house is not a problem? I would like to visit my father's house" Raz's doctor politely said.

"Just put it on this page" replied the Father.

Immediately the motor was moved by Dr. Raz, from the entrance into the courtyard made of cement smelting. After that, the old man invited Dr. Raz to sit on the terrace of his house which only contained two bamboo chairs with a small table.

"Who are you looking for?" repeat the father asked full of question marks because he had never seen and knew doctor Raz.

"I introduced myself first sir, my name is Farraz, I'm looking for one of the residents in this house" replied Dr. Raz while shaking hands with the father.

"Who? is there a family of Fathers who are making trouble with this Mas?" ask the father carefully.

"Nobody has a problem with me sir. Honestly, I don't know his name yet, but I have a picture of him." said Raz doctor while removing HP and showing the photo to the father.

"What needs are there with my child?" the pull of the Father's face looked unfriendly and the intonation was a bit emotional.

"I'm sorry sir, sorry if I thought I was presumptuous and disrespectful, I had no malicious intentions towards your daughter." Dr. Raz later recounted the incident three days ago.

Runically and clearly, all the stories flow from the lips of doctor Raz, Mr. listened to the story carefully, only a nod of the head without interrupting the story of doctor Raz.

"So that means Mas Farraz wants to meet the Father's daughter for what?" shoot the Father.

"I want to know him Sir, I honestly fell in love when I saw him on the road. Sorry in advance.. is your daughter married?" ask Dr. Raz carefully.

"She's a single mother with one daughter. Farraz himself is married?" bapak Said.

"I'm also a single parent with two children, my wife died five years ago" Dr Raz said.

It feels like the burden on Doctor Raz's chest is slightly reduced to hear that the woman who has managed to pinch her heart does not belong to anyone.

"Hanin Raihana Syahira, called Hana, the name we set for her, really became a do'a because it means a woman who has kindness and love. But unfortunately his life is not as beautiful as his name.." nanar Father looked at Dr. Raz, seen once the face of the Father was holding back tears.

This time replace Raz doctor who listened to a little story about the woman of his dreams. Hearing the story from the Father, made Raz's doctor's confidence increased to return to anchor his heart to a woman and re-establish a new marriage.

You are not the type of parent who easily tells about who Hana is, for some reason when Raz's doctor asked about Hana, the story flowed though not in detail. And since Hana returned to this house, you are very very close all information about Hana.

raz's doctor was getting to the point to get to know Hana further and if a match will soon get married.

"Mas Farraz. basically you do not mind if Mas Farraz wants to get acquainted, please, as long as you can keep his honor. Understandably, the status of a widow in Indonesia is always viewed negatively by the community even though she did nothing" said Mr.

"God willing, sir, I will meet him here tomorrow with my parents. So this introduction was known to both sides. I am also not a young man, so it is better to get acquainted with adults only" replied Dr. Raz.

"Take his parents? Isn't it too rushed? kan Mas Farraz and Hana do not know each other" said Mr. shocked at the intentions of Raz doctors.

"I'm sorry don't think negatively sir, I just want to get acquainted in a good way, so my parents can also get acquainted with Hana. Four more days I will travel around Indonesia because of the duty of the country Pak, so I hope, if Hana can receive this introduction, let my parents who will continue to get acquainted further. I believe my parents know what's best for me" Raz said.

"Son Farraz, you can't give me any answers, all you leave to Hana" said the Father.

"What time is Hana at home, sir?" ask doctor Raz.

"Usually at four o'clock in the afternoon he's home from the clinic, he works at the Clinic which is not far from here, Clinic is still small. Where does Mas Farraz work?" said Father.

"I'm a doctor sir, a civil servant at the Department of Health, but I'm still the executor, not the official" Raz said with a smile.

Now it's three in the afternoon, it doesn't feel like it's been an hour Mr. Raz and the doctor talked. When about to leave, Raz's doctor saw a girl in Junior High enter the yard. Saying greetings and kissing the hands of the Father, the veiled daughter held her hands in front of her chest, a sign she greeted Dr. Raz.

doctor Raz smiled at him and nodded his head. The girl went into the house.

"That's his daughter Hana, first grade Junior High, his son is indeed quiet" explained the father spontaneously after seeing Raz doctor like to ask about the girl who had just come.

"It's big, but at first glance I see Hana is not too old" replied Dr. Raz.

"She got married young after High School, there was no fee for Mas's college, so she decided to get married to ease the burden of parents" continued Mr.

raz's doctor could only nod his head as a sign of understanding the condition at the time.

"Alright sir, insyaAllah tomorrow ba'da isya I will come here again. Hopefully there are no obstacles" Raz's doctor's appointment.

doctor Raz kissed Dad's hand and went home.

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After work, Hana immediately washed clothes and some houses. After Maghrib after tilawah, all the nuclear families gather for dinner together.

Tonight, all the families are getting together. Son, son-in-law and grandchild complete. Last afternoon I called my five children to gather at home tonight because there was something to talk about together.

Fortunately, the children's house is only different sub-districts and still in the same city.

"What's up, sir?" Older sister Hana started asking.

"Eat first, we'll talk later. Let's have a good conversation, not disturbed by hunger" joked the father.

After dinner, the grandchildren play in the living room. The children of the Father and Father and Mother choose to talk on the front porch.

"Father purposely gathered you all tonight, because this afternoon you had an unexpected guest. The guest told me at length about the purpose of coming here. Tomorrow the guest will come back after the issue" said Mr.

"Who sir" started his sister Hana kepo.

"People who want to meet Hana" replied the Father.

"Hana ???....." Hana was shocked.

"Who Sir? so curious. Mba Hana has a boyfriend who doesn't say anything" joked her sister Hana.

"It is clear that he is a man who wants to get to know Hana, you also do not know her. But he dared to come here to convey his desire to get acquainted. We'll see tomorrow" explained the father.

"Cie.. Mba Hana secretly has a secret fan turned out, where directly talk to the Father" her sister Hana increasingly teased him.

"Well you know that guy?" ask Hana who is still astonished.

"Kalo from the story of Mas Farraz, it seems you do not know each other" continued Mr.

"Farraz?.. kanya has never known the same name Farraz" Hana tried to remember if she had any acquaintance of the name.

The more he remembered Farraz's name, the more confused Hana was because she never felt she had an acquaintance named Farraz.

"Mas Farraz will bring his parents here, he wants his parents to also know if he will meet you Hana" said the father.

Hana was more confused, Sister and Brother also experienced the same confusion.

"What is special Hana yes until there is a man who is as determined as it comes and faces the Father" said his sister Hana.

"Father between confused and happy ... Farraz is a good man. He's a doctor only that you know" said Father.

"doctor???? sir, a doctor wants to know Mba Hana. Is it possible that the Clinic will make Mba Hana a second wife or is there a doctor there who secretly likes Mba Hana?" continued Hana's sister.

"Ngaco aja. who practices there are all female doctors, who also have women who have not married" said Hana.

"Surely it's a good man sir? we have already been able to men who initially looked good.eh turned out.." said his sister Hana did not continue the talk.

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Tonight, Hana could not sleep, her heart restless restless after hearing her Father's story.

Getting to know a man or starting a friendship with the opposite sex is something he has not done for a long time.

Since the divorce lawsuit she submitted three years ago, Hana has resigned to a long match. He has chosen to continue living happily without a partner, although far away from his small heart must have felt tremendous sadness.

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Hana's mind traced the story of sixteen years ago. When he was nineteen years old.

Young Hannah finally decided to marry young. His decision because at that time he felt he had found the figure he had always wanted as a companion. A man who displays a fairly good religious nature, which is expected to guide him in a better direction. Plus the family's economic condition was not good at that time, so Hana thought it could reduce the burden on the family if she married.

Hana did not look at the age difference of up to ten years with the man. Dimata Hana, that special man is able to think mature and snack. During the introductory period, Hana was treated well and was very well mannered.

The grooming of the man was sumeh, making it easy to melt with the Hana family. The decision to get married was fully supported by the parents of both parties.

Sixteen years ago, Hannah opened a new chapter with her priest, who was believed to be able to take her to heaven both on earth and in the hereafter.

His life grew more complete when God left a beautiful daughter at the age of their marriage stepped on the third year. Before giving birth to her daughter, Hana had been pregnant three times but all could not be saved until childbirth.

The beautiful world of marriage full of love, began to be hit by a tempestuous storm. Their marriage was entering its fifth year. The condition of the monetary crisis in this country makes many companies close and mass GHKs occur everywhere. Her ex-husband is no exception, experiencing the same thing that is losing his job.

In the name of love, Hana tries to survive this ordeal. Severance money given by the company, used as capital ranging from basic business, steam motor to become an egg agent has been tried. But it all ends in loss. Not because Hana could not trade, but her ex-husband who always spent money on personal pleasure.

His small house and motorcycle have been sold out for various businesses again. Her in-laws, in the end, offered to stay at her house, rather than contract the house.

Amid increasingly difficult economic conditions and continued to twist, her ex-husband never get a job again for almost three years.

Her ex-husband changed temperament, began to drink and play women, the reason as a stress reliever. His lazy nature when he was young also recurred. Indeed, according to his in-laws, his son was a relaxed type and had no desire to advance, since he knew Hana there was a change for a better life, therefore, her in-laws are very supportive to immediately marry Hana.

The urgent situation, made Hana decide to odd jobs as long as she could still babysit. Starting from guarding the neighboring stalls, wash and rub in the house of his brother whose life is more established.

Booming kilo laundry business makes Hana finally work there, the place is not far from the home in-laws. Every kilogram of ironed clothes, Hana gets a share of five hundred rupiah. While momong her son who was still a toddler, Hana tried to finish a lot of irons to be enough to buy side dishes and formula for her child.

He tried not to go into debt not even to ask for his brother's mercy.

Hana's big family knows what her condition is, but Hana is still a figure who is good at closing her condition tightly. Always happy in front of his family.

The more the day of her ex-husband's temperament the more distant from the figure like a husband. Unemployment status makes her worship more abandoned, staying up late with fellow unemployed around her parents' house, smoking was getting stronger, could be two packs per day (Hana had to set aside money for her ex-husband's cigarette).

Five-year-old Hana struggles to meet the needs of her small family. I don't know the word complain.

Especially when the child has entered Primary School (not entered Kindergarten because of impeded costs, especially when the child has entered Primary School, but Hana herself who teaches reading writing and counting her children) Hana added work at a Clinic that is close to the State Elementary School where her children go to school.

There he cleaned the clinic and tidied up the drugs. He gets paid every week. In addition, he also picked up school children (using his father-in-law's motorbike) to make traditional cakes if there is an order.

Any work will be done as long as it is halal. Alhamdulillah can be said to be enough if just to eat, meet the "fuck money" of her ex-husband and her son's school.

The time he had spent making a living from Fajr to Maghrib, it was not enough for him to straighten his waist if coupled with a job at his in-laws' house.