
Anton was in front of Monica's room. He threw his body against the wall of the cabin next to the door of the room that was still tightly closed.
A long breath that sounds is a sign that he needs to calm down.
He has never had a serious relationship with a woman. And this time he wants to fuck?
Gee whiz…
Anton scooped his face rough.
It's the only way Monica can't go too deep into crime. For the woman to conceive her child and forget her grudge against Alexander.
Fear and nervousness mixed together in the man's heart.
This is the first time for Anton.
Will Monica accept it?
Until that night, what was supposed to happen.
The plan worked until Monica became pregnant. But at the same time he loved another woman.
Oh God.
How fucking he is.
He's bastard.
Anton covered his face with both hands. No longer able to continue.
A man in a black shirt walked over and put a cup of coffee on his desk.
“You're crying again?”
“You know I'm always sad to remember, Mike?”
The man in Mike's clothes took an apple-logo tab on Anton's desk.
“You wrote all your stories?”
“But all. It was only until the moment I spent my first night with Monica,” that Anton cut quickly.
“Why don't you write it until it's done?” ask the handsome man patiently.
Anton wiped away the tears that suddenly flowed in the corner of his eye. He then took a sip of the coffee on the table. With eyes still reddened, the man said the reason.
“I can't afford. The more I want to reveal. The more I hate myself. I fucked Monica. I expected the woman to get pregnant so she would forget about Alexander and live alone with me. But when she was pregnant with my son, did I love another woman? Am I not a very jerk, Mike?”
The man just kept quiet while listening.
“You met the girl the first time you helped her when Monica and her father kidnapped her?”
Anton shook his head, "No. I met her the first time I kidnapped her."
“And you loved her back then?”
“I've never been in love. But I was pounding when I saw him come back to see me when I was dying from being shot by Reynald. I just wanted to protect her, Mike. I don't care about myself. But slowly as we got closer and I became his personal bodyguard I just realized that I had fallen in love with him. But unfortunately, everything is late.”
“Alright,” Mike patted Anton's shoulder slowly. “Enough for today. Relax Ken.”
“Who’s Ken?”
Mike pauses and points to Anton with his chin, “You. Kenzo.”
Anton chuckles amusedly, “I'm not used to the name yet."
“Well, you'll get used to it later.”
Mike smiled. The handsome psychiatrist then gave a sedative as usual and then put the apple logo tab in the bag.
“If your story is made into a novel, I'm sure it will be a best seller, Ken,” Mike chuckled. “Now relax yourself. Forget all your problems. You're getting less healthy.”
“Insomniaku is getting worse,” complained Anton.
“Because you made your problem bigger. Forget the guilt.all this is the destiny we have to live. Humans try. God has determined. You can't change your destiny if God doesn't allow it. And forget about the girl. She may be happy with her husband now.”
“oya? I heard they got married in London. Steve told me. You know, he's very close to the Malik family.”
Anton let out a long sigh, this felt even more painful than when he loved Lyca secretly, back then.
At the very least, he used to still have such a beautiful delusion about that woman. But now all the beautiful delusions seemed to be eroded by the bitter reality. Lyca is married. The girl he loved already belonged to the person.
Oh God.
At least he'll be happy.
Anton's phone rang, indicating a message had come in. Anton rushed to open it. From Monica.
I'm at Keyla's. I'm not coming home tonight.
“Monica? Where's Monica now?”
This time Anton sighed loudly, “He didn't come home. He stayed at his friend's house.”
“She is pregnant big, Ken.”
“And can I ban it?”
“You're her husband!”
Anton's eyes nyalang, staring indeterminate direction, “I'm her husband only on the marriage certificate.”
Anton cupped his face for a moment, took a breath, “To temporarily leave it like this, Mike. For the future, we will see later, will be taken where this wedding.”
“But forever it can't be like this, right?”
“I can't possibly get divorced after just a few months of marriage, Mike. Moreover, my son is not born.”
Mike nodded his head once more.
He understood what the man was feeling.
He suddenly gets a legacy from his biological parents that he doesn't remember at all.
It changed its status to billionare in the blink of an eye.
Maintains large companies with many branches in various countries.
As well as the state of the household that is chaotic.
It is natural that the man is stressed and suffers from acute insomnia.
“I go home first. You rest. I know you're a great man, Ken. You will be able to overcome all this,” Mike raised both of his thumbs, making Anton laugh before the man went out from before him.
At the very least, the work that seemed endless, could make Anton forget whatever was in the house.
Monica and her baby. He had to avoid for the sake of this little heart in order not to get more hurt.
What makes her think Monica can love him over the course of their time together? Why did she agree to marry him? Is it just to just take responsibility and give the status of the child in the womb?
Anton never knew the answer. Because what he knows, ever since they married they were like two strangers trapped living under one roof.
Only his status is husband and wife, but sleep separately and agree not to interfere with each other's personal affairs.
Anton again took a deep breath.
After mike died, Anton sat on the edge of the bed in silence. His elbows rest on both thighs, while his fingers are buried in the hair on either side of his head.
Sometimes he thinks, what kind of marriage is this? But she had to survive for the baby to have a complete family.
The man tried to think positively. If Monica doesn't want to be treated like a wife, she can still think of her as a sister. Not more. But even now the attitude of being a brother and sister becomes awkward.
Did God punish him when he made a child a tool for his mother to marry him and bury all her grudges? He has Monica's body. But the woman did not love him at all.
If only he had done nothing wrong and could have controlled his feelings, first. Maybe this punishment won't come to him.
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