
Mentari did not listen to the words of the Star because after entering the room, his tears returned.
"Why is it so painful." The sun pressed against his chest and squeezed his own clothes. "I want to stay but it doesn't feel strong. I wanted to let go but there were a lot of things that shackled me thinking." He buried his head in the pillow. Carve pillowcases with streams of tears that form a map.
"Papa, why would Papa keep me stuck in a marriage like this. If I can bargain, I'd rather be a maid in Papa's house than be Papa's ghost." This time around Mentari had a bit of fun remembering the times when Mr. Winata came and told him his wish.
"I think with this marriage all my problems are over, in fact it's all just beginning. I hate my life, I hate it!" Mentari lapping pillows. To put everything in anger and regret.
As he cried he saw a box on top of the drawer. Mentari. Grab the box and open it. A diamond necklace was glistening in front of him. The necklace was a gift of stars.
One month ago Bintang rewarded Mentari because she got a bonus from her boss Gala for the success of the project they were working on.
"Meme this darling for you."
"What is this Mas?"
"This is a gift for you for accompanying my life." The star opened the box and attached the necklace to Mentari's neck. Then kissed his wife's forehead.
"Every success of the husband because there is a prayer of the wife behind him. That's why I gave this to my beloved wife. Thank you for praying for your husband." When the Star said like that Mentari smiled but shed tears, tears. But now the moments of remembering those moments then what drips are tears of wounds.
After being satisfied crying Mentari came out of the room and locked the door of his apartment. After that, he went to the kitchen. Approaching the difficult dinner menu he cooked but was not touched at all.
Just before Bintang came Mentari extended her intention to dinner first. He thought tonight the Star would not overtime anymore, so there was no harm in him waiting. But the prediction was wrong, the Star still went home late at night. In fact, he immediately asked for scrapings on Mentari for reasons of colds.
Mentari took the rice and sweet spicy squid side dish of the Bintang favorite and put it in a dish. After that he devoured it until the squid was gone unceremoniously. Though the food that is usually good on the tongue this time it tastes as if bland but still Mentari spent it. It was as if the woman was venting her frustration at the food that was before her.
"While I'm sad I have to keep eating. I don't want Mom and Pandu to feel I'm unhappy." He continued to chew his food even though he occasionally had to wipe the tears that seemed not to stop.
Until he felt his stomach was no longer able to accept the intake, Mentari returned to the room. He rubbed his body roughly.
"I'm tired, really tired."
It turns out that inner fatigue is worse than physical fatigue. If physically tired brought to sleep will be refreshed but when tired inner then sleep also feels bad and not soundly.
Mentari rolled his body to the right and to the left. He really can't sleep tonight. He was agitated, more agitated than to see people coming to his house to collect the old debts.
Seriate....