
"Sister!" Sarah is indeed Mentari who is still sitting dreamy even though the grave of Ustadz Alzam has been filled with land and many people have left the cemetery area.
The mentor raised his face and looked towards Sarah. Sarah's face was no different from her own, her eyes were red and swollen from crying too much.
The sun nodded as Sarah showed the basket with roses in it. The mentor got up and walked over to Sarah.
The two of them immediately sprinkled roses on top of the grave of the ustad Alzam.
"Good rest Brother, may you be placed in the best place by His side" Sarah said.
"Goodbye to Abi. May you always be happy wherever you are. Although our nature is different but ummi love will never be different. Ummi will love you."
They both turned around.
"Yeah!" take Sarah while holding Mentari's hand and invite Mentari to go home.
Mentari looked back, looking back at the husband's grave. His steps felt heavy leaving the grave of Ustadz Alzam.
"Come brother, don't look back if it will only make us weak."
The mentari sighed. What Sarah said was true. Maybe he will never be able to forget the memories with his husband, but he also should not fall just because of his sadness. There's Abrizam he needs to take care of. A little baby that is not only the care of God, but also the care of the husband.
"Mbak Nanik, who's baby Izzam?" he asked Nanik who joined hands with Mega and Reni behind himself with Sarah.
"Digendong Aunty Arumi earlier," replied Nanik.
"All right." Mentari rushed home.
At home, his son cries in Arumi's arms. Mentari Immediately ran towards Arumi to hold her son and give ASI.
"Don't cry, baby, now there is no Abi" said Mentari, stroking his son's cheek. Seeing the face of baby Izzam, even Mentari this time who cried even though the baby himself was a henchman and focused on breastfeeding.
"Have a child, don't cry constantly especially in front of your baby. Do it with Izzam! Don't you want that kid to be sad?"
"Yes Ma." Mentari wiped her tears.
"Have said it, I'm sure you're strong." Arumi rubbed Mentari's back.
"How can I be strong? Just looking at Izzam's face I immediately thought of Abi?" inner Mentari.
Mumgkin is God's destiny. God created Abrizam very similar to his ashes and not at all similar to Mentari. It is possible that the little baby will be the medicine of his ummama against the abi.
"Have slept him" muttered Mentari while releasing his son's mouth which was still attached to the source of his ASI.
"Let's help me." Arumi offers help seeing Mentari hard to stand.
"No need Ma I can be alone," refused Mentari while both from the chair.
"I live first Ma, put Izzam to bed" he said.
"Yes Nak Mentari, you should rest first with the baby. You must be tired, right?"
"Yes Ma, but it's not good to leave the guests."
"It's okay there are other families. They all must understand that you need a break."
Finally Mentari nodded and went into the room. However, before entering he saw balloons hanging on top of him and on the walls.
Mentari sighed heavily and immediately put baby Izzam on the bed instead of the baby box again.
"Now we both sleep together. Happy birthday dear." The mentari peeps the cheeks of the baby.
"Today is a day of happiness as well as a day of mourning for the ummi."
Mentari lay down her body next to the son and then slept by hugging the baby. Maybe because too tired Mentari quickly fall asleep.
While Mentari was asleep, outside was still very crowded. People who had wanted to express their condolences to Mentari stopped when they reached the door because they saw Mentari sleeping soundly.
"Not to be built, pity him."
"Just say my condolences to her and don't disturb her sleep because she will definitely think again if she wakes up and can't sleep anymore."
Arumi, Sarah, Warni and her mother-in-law nodded.
"Then I say yes Miss Sarah and Auntie all," said Nanik representing Reni and Mega as well as himself.
"Yes, the store does not need to be opened. You're off today."
"Yes, Miss Sarah."
"Reni too, the building shop closes first. We are in mourning!" sarah's orders again.
"Yes, Miss Sarah."
"Tell the other employees."
"Ready."
In fact, even though the store was closed in front of him, many people were laying funeral boards.
The night after finishing the first tahlilan everyone said to go home each except Warni and Pandu.
"Tomorrow morning I come here again Ca," said Tama.
"Don't cry anymore, son!"
Mentari nodded despite not knowing whether she would be able to hold back her tears considering she was still just abandoned by her husband. Isn't it natural for her to cry for the loss of her beloved husband? Moreover, their togetherness is not up to three years, but God has called ustadz Alzam first.
"We and our family also say yes Me," said Bintang representing his mother and father.
"Yes, thank you for helping to take care of Abi's body."
"Yes. I'm gone already."
Mentari.
"Go home a hotshot," said Bintang while pinching the squeeze cheeks of baby Izzam.
Everyone left their homes to their cars.
Just now they were about to get into the car turned out baby Izzam was crying and made everyone stop to get into the car. They all returned to the Mentari side to see the state of baby Izzam who was in the arms of the ummi.
"A–bi!" Baby Izzam mentioned the word Abi on the sidelines of his cries even though his pronunciation was still stamped by pointing far ahead.
"Abi is no longer there dear," said Mentari panicked and began to shed tears.
"Don't see Mas Alzam Kak" said Pandu.
"Is that Pandu?"
Pandu.
"Abi, this is our son crying. Usually if Abi's at home at this hour Abi's carrying Izzam." Mentari spoke to himself as if in front of him stood ustadz Alzam.
However, baby Izzam is crying.
Everyone immediately tried to silence baby Izzam by wanting to hold the baby. Unfortunately, baby Izzam refused when Arumi and his two grandfathers wanted to reach his body. Abrisam grew louder crying as he moved his body forward and backward violently. The baby was also seen shaking his head.
"Then it's the same, Om." Gala immediately grabbed the body of baby Izzam from the hand of Mentari.
For as much as baby Izzam sitting in the lap of Gala makes everyone breathe a sigh of relief.
"Then you don't have to go home, help your sister take care of baby Izzam!" tama's orders.
"Yes Pa" said Gala. For him it does not matter if you have to stay at home parents ustadz Alzam who knows can be close to Sarah.
"Oaaa, oaaa, oaaa." Baby Izzam is crying hysterically.
"Try me." Star takes baby Izzam from Gala's hand.
Eh it turns out the baby was immediately silent, and after the Star tried to invite the baby.talk, baby Izzam immediately laughed.
"He wants the same stars. Yes, it's just the stars who stay here so Gala can go home," said Tama.
"If the Stars are here, it means I don't go home either" Gala said.
"Well, why?" tanya Tama wonder.
"There is no man here, when the Star is alone" Gala said.
"Is there a Pandu? I also will not say anything about Mentari really," protested Bintang. He thought Gala must have been prejudiced that she would bother her sister.
"Who said I'm afraid you're interfering with the Light."
"Because?"
"Pity you don't have any friends talking here. Talk time with Pandu who is a child?"
"We're home. Let the two of them stay here" Tama broke up.
Mr. Winata and Arumi nodded and headed straight back to the car.
After the parents had left, Bintang again invited baby Izzam to joke until the toddler looked exhausted.
A few moments later.
"Eh he's asleep, you know, Me" Bintang told Mentari.
"Maybe he's exhausted" Gala continued.
"May you help me get him to Mas's room!" pinta Mentari's.
"Fear that I take it again even wake up," continued Mentari.
"By Me, what's not for him." The star immediately brought baby Izzam into the room followed by Mentari and Gala behind him.
"Well, is there any point in me being here? If I go home you will be alone in the room with the Stars, there will be slander," Gala said.
"No Mas, if there is no Maa Gala I will definitely call mother or Sarah" said Mentari.
"Oh, yes, too" Gala said, nodding.
Seriate.