
Arya had tried to close her eyes but still could not sleep. The medicine he had taken after dinner had no effect on making him sleepy. His eyes wanted to open and wanted to see Savitri's figure. Aryapun then turned his body, now he lay on his side facing the bed his eyes open staring at the figure of Savitri who slept with a body covered with a blanket cloth limited to the neck. Arya's chest was still beating faster than usual.
“Deg deg an that I felt more than when I was dating Helena first. Have I fallen in love with Kak Vitri.” muttered Arya still continues to stare at the figure of Savitri.
“Or because at night there are women in my room so this is the influence of my male desire that appears.” Arya murmured again, then he turned his body to face the back of the sofa back to the bed so as not to look at Savitri's figure, fearing that something unwanted appeared.
“Have gone to sleep so as not to sin he. he...” muttered Arya then she covered her body with a blanket until it closed to the tip of her head.
Meanwhile in another place, Helena's condition was extremely miserable. He slept in a very small rented room with his son Keynan. Since she became pregnant out of wedlock, she has been denied education and living expenses by her parents. He was finally unable to complete his education. He then only worked in a restaurant abroad to finance his life and his son. The cost of living is increasingly expensive abroad because of the food crisis and energy crisis, making Helena decided to return to her country.
Once in his country he hoped his parents would accept him and his son turned out to still be on as his parents felt very disappointed with Helena. Whatever the reason, Helena's parents remain unwilling to accept, believing Helena is embarrassing to the family and disappointing. Helena's parents no longer wanted to recognize Helena as her child.
“Huh.. why is this child there, make damn it.” muttered Helena while pushing the body of her child who was asleep.
“Arya why now change not like before who love and love me so much. Is it because of Keynan's.” murmured Helena again.
“Padahat only Arya hope that can help me.” muttered Helena again because in the past Helena was a girl who was arrogant and indifferent to her friends, because she felt she wouldn't need help because she was a smart girl and a rich kid. Arya loves Helena for her intelligence. Arya's parents from the beginning did not like Helena especially Helena left Arya just like that .
“What Arya already has a lover what her personal secretary is Arya's lover. Hmmm I should know what Arya's secretary looks like.” muttered Helena while thinking about her next plan. But arrived..
“Mami I'm hungry..” said Keynan who woke up from his sleep because his stomach felt hungry. Helena also heard the sound of crutches in Keynan's stomach.
“You were asleep still feeling hungry.” said Helena while looking annoyed at Keynan's face.
“Mami just love me a little meal earlier, my money is a lot from Daddy Handsome why Mami is stingy.” said Keynan who felt he had a lot of money from Arya.
“That's my money why Mami.” said Keynan again with pouting lips.
“This is eaten, tomorrow morning we just buy another meal.” said Helena then gave a piece of fresh bread that was only left one piece in the plastic bread that she bought yesterday.
“Mam, tomorrow to where Daddy Handsome again yes to be given money again, earlier we did not meet Daddy Handsome.” said Keynan with a mouth that is still chewing fresh spirits without stuffing.
“Iya tomorrow Mami will be there again Mami should be able to work at Daddy Handsome, do you want to have Daddy like him.” Helena said with a smile.
“Mau Mam, the money is a lot, the office is good for sure the house is also good.” Keynan said with sparkling eyes.
“Ya is now asleep, tomorrow we go to Daddy Handsome, if you do not sleep I stay you tomorrow.” threatened Helena then she closed her eyes so that Keynan also soon fall asleep again. Eventually, Keynan closed his eyes and fell asleep. Helena looked at her son's face. Although sometimes he hated his son because it was considered as the cause of the destruction of his dream but he felt Keynan as his life friend.
Helena's mind goes back to the past where the night of disaster struck her. He did not expect the man to follow him abroad and hold him in his room and then the coercion happened. And Helena couldn't ask who it was because the man had committed suicide and then the tragic incident happened, when the man came home the car driven by the man hit the roadblock and a single accident hit him and took the life of the man who had raped him and left the seed in Helena's womb. Helena rubbed Keynan's head.
“Why do you have to attend?” helena said softly, no tears Helena melted she cried for her fate.
“Mama and Papa why can't understand my situation. I do not want the incident I also do not want the presence of Keynan.. hiks... hiks...” Helena has now started sobbing her sobs. Keynan, who was sleeping poorly because his stomach was not full, heard the sound of his mother's cries. Keynan's eyes opened and he hugged Helena.
“Mami don't be sad, it's okay money Keynan Mami bring, tomorrow we find money again.” said Keynan who thought Helena was crying because she had no money.
“Mam, we go to the house of Oma and Opa yuk.. the house is good for sure a lot of good food, why can't we enter Mam?” keynan's question actually made Helena cry even more sobbing.
“Mami should not enter because Mami has not been able to bring a lot of money.” replied Helena so Keynan did not ask again. As Keynan took off his arms at Helena, his eyes blinked and he thought hard. Helena looked at Keynan who seemed to be thinking.
“Have you slept again, later you are hungry again no food, the bread is finished. Tomorrow we go again to Daddy Handsome's company. Mami should be able to work there.” said Helena while staring at Keynan. Helena closed her eyes again. But he still could not sleep his mind turned around, how to get closer to Arya again, how to get to meet Arya's personal secretary, how to work in Arya's company.