Husband's Regrets: Breaking a Thousand

Husband's Regrets: Breaking a Thousand
Chapter 4. The numbers will not be the same


Nafa squirms to change his sleeping position. However, just then felt a heavy burden binding his body. To make his body difficult to move.


Slowly he opened his eyes and immediately found a burly arm coiled over his stomach. Aware of the owner of the arm, Nafa slammed down from the top of the stomach. Then kicked Ravi's leg resting on his thigh. Making Ravi who was still asleep, immediately woke up and looked at him confused.


"What's up, honey?" Ask with a heavy sound typical wake up.


"Don't be rude, you!" Nafa raised a sharp look. Really he was really fed up with Ravi's attitude. Coupled with the brash attitude of Ravi who had dared to hug him while sleeping.


"Speak what, anyway? I don't understand?" Ravi asked again with both pupils narrowed because he was not ready to receive the bright light from the room lights.


"You're deliberately going to take a chance!" Nafa grew furious, his eyes sharp full of anger.


"What chance does that mean?" Ravi frowned confusedly.


"Well, you're hitting me!"


"Oh, that's all. I think why." Ravi lay back down. Then close your eyes while smiling. However, as soon as he pulled Nafa's body lying back beside him. Then he hugged her and drowned his head on Nafa's neck. Nafa muttered, flailing Ravi's arm to release his embrace.


"Let it be like this for a while, just a moment" Ravi whispered in a soft voice. Inhaled the scent of Nafa's body deeply until a faint smile emerged from his lips. "I'm sorry" he muttered in a whispering voice.


However, Ravi's apology just reminded him of the pain in his heart. Scratches of wounds that have been almost closed again torn and feel very sore.


"It shouldn't be like this. We're nobody, there's no connection to us anymore." Breath resigned, no longer rebellious. Fighting is useless. Aware his power is not comparable to Ravi.


"Don't say that. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I promise to fix our relationship." Ravi pleads.


"Which relationship? Ever since I left, I've assumed there's never been a relationship between us." Nafa was upset. How many tens of times should he remind about the status of his relationship?


"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, honey. I really do bo doh because I believe in others more than my own wife."


Nafa smiled sinisterly, turning his face to the side. Why is it that Ravi realized it. Whereas in the past, he had already desperately explained to Ravi. But not listening to his explanation Ravi actually insulted him. And remind him of his origin.


"Give me a chance once more. I'll fix our relationship."


"Sorry, I can't. Besides hurting you, break your promise." Sahut Nafa is still turning his face away.


"Promise?" Ravi's forehead is confused. "Which promise do I break?"


"About divorce. Five years I've been waiting for your divorce papers. But until now you didn't send it either. And now, all of a sudden you want to mend our relationship." Now Nafa turned to Ravi. In his eyes the man who was now also looking at him gently. "Listen, Ravi! Even this wound still feels very sore." Nafa held her chest. It seemed to indicate there was a wide wound inside.


"I'm sorry again, honey. Let me treat that wound until it heals." Pinta Ravi pleads.


Ravi immediately released the clutch of his hand from Nafa's body. Then facing the vanity mirror. Brush her hair with one hand and then come out without saying anything.


He really hated the word divorce. Especially if the word comes out of Nafa's mouth. It's wrong because he said divorce himself. But at that moment, he was angry. It is very easily influenced by anyone.


"Dad, wanna go for a walk?" When he saw the father-in-law stretch the muscles in the yard. At least he can avoid divorce from Nafa.


"You want to go for a walk too?" Nasrul, Nafa's father turned his head while smiling. During his time as his son-in-law, never once did Ravi exercise in the morning. Ravi will spend time sleeping in the room. Nasrul understood him, he knew Ravi's work was very draining energy and brain.


"It's cool, I don't think there's any harm in enjoying the rustic morning air." Ravi smiled back, he started to move following the movement of the father-in-law stretching the muscles. Then walk around the village while talking lightly.


"How's the family doing in town?" Since the departure of Nafa, Ravi rarely visited the village. There is a feeling of hesitation if asking Ravi to visit the village, because Ravi people are very busy.


"Good, all good."


"Surely you are so busy that there is no time to visit us." Nasrul's face looked sad. Nafa went far, at least Ravi came to visit him occasionally in the village. That was the hope of Nasrul and his family all this time.


Ravi smiled while looking down. Not that he did not want to visit, but Ravi was too embarrassed to face the Nafa family.


"What's important is that you and your family are healthy." Nasrul patted Ravi on the shoulder. Ravi just nodded while smiling thinly.


When the sun was high, Ravi and Nasrul returned home. There were so many, which they were talking about during the streets. Including Nasrul's message to guard Nafa. Making Ravi's heart niche slapped because in fact he just hurt Nafa's heart.


Ravi turned the door knob of the room and immediately found Nafa daydreaming by leaning against one side of the window frame. Ravi smiled then walked up to Nafa and directly hugged her from behind.


"I'm sorry" he whispered right behind Nafa's earlobe. In the kiss slow the earlobe and immediately make the fur of Nafa's nudge bristles.


"Let go" Ravi's breath felt so soothing. Both of his eyes were closed. However, his hand was trying to remove the hook of Ravi's hand from his body.


"I love you, then and now. Even now my love is growing." Whisper Ravi again, ignoring Nafa's request to let go of his hand hook.


"I used to love you so much. But my love was lost when you betrayed her. Even if I force you to love you, it's different." Said Nafa in a stammering voice. Really he was very disgusted by the neck and neck touched by Ravi. However, there was a smiling figure looking at him. He had to hold on for that happy smile. Whatever he will do for the happiness of his parents, including theatrical.


"I don't care, same or not as long as I can still love you."


"You're still the same as you used to be, stubborn. Only selfishness doesn't care about other people's feelings." Nafa hissed along with long breaths.


"You know that," Ravi smiled behind Nafa's neck. The abandonment of a sign of love at the nape of Nafa.


"Don't be insolent! You know I can't do anything in front of my parents." Say Nafa while cursing her helplessness in the heart. "Remember, after this I'll make sure you can never touch me by the end of a fingernail." Seriously threatened. But Ravi just smiled and just smirked the soft nape of Nafa.