I Deserve to be Loved
CHAPTER 1
2011
Elita Setiadi, a 10th grade student who was touted - as the prima donna of the school. The achievement was not bad although it did not stand out as well. Beautiful and body goals. Has been the target of big brother class since his first day as a white student of ash. In addition to an attractive physical appearance, Elita is also a friendly and sociable girl.
During school, Elita is quite close to Adrian, her classmate. Adrian's? Actually, the man was quite handsome even though it was a bit kuper, less association. Only Elita is able to make good friends with Adrian. Because only Elita seems to interact with Adrian, as a result everyone thinks Elita is dating Adrian. Butno. No one knows that Elita is silent - quietly in a relationship with Bavarian the handsome upperclassman.
In the 11th grade, Elita began dating back street Bavarians who were 12th grade students. Bavarians themselves are famous crocodiles for their good looks. Bavarian is a brilliant student who often has problems due to fighting, smoking, or skipping class. However, there are still many students who judge Bavarian.
Returning to dating back street, both Elita and Bavarian agree to keep their relationship secret from friends at school, including Adrian who is none other than Bavarian siblings. More precisely this is a Bavarian request. Although cats - cats, does not mean no one knows their relationship. There was Jesi, a Bavarian cousin and Daniel, a cousin of Elita who knew their relationship and mediated their introduction.
Why back street? The hidden relationship - hiding Bavarian request was forced because Bavarian said he was forbidden to date and did not want Adrian to complain to his parents. Elita was just following Bavarian's request.
Different forces how can finally get to know each other until courtship? The introduction of the two happened because Jesi and Daniel were also dating, making the two eventually become closer and interested in each other.
Despite being backstreet, Bavarian is a protective boyfriend type. They continue to communicate through BBM. Bavarian really does not like his beautiful girlfriend was glanced at even approached by other men.
When they returned home from school, they used their own private vehicles, but with the same purpose, Elita's house. Elita's house is like a second home for Bavarians. Every night from school, Bavarian at Elita's house. Both of Elita's parents were also very fond of the Bavarians whom they considered very kind and polite. Moreover, hearing a myriad of Bavarian achievements in school, would be an additional point for prospective in-laws. They do not know that their daughters are often screwed by their favorite men.
Yes, Bavarians are not only protective. He was very possessive of Elita. Doesn't allow Elita to talk to humans of the opposite sex. In fact, finally Bavarian fucked Elita with the reason of love so that Elita was not touched by men other than himself. The elita? the innocent girl complied with all the Bavarian requests which were her first love.
No one knows what they're doing. Including Jesse and Daniel. Until one day Elita was pregnant. Bavarian enlists the help of Daniel and the more senior Jesi to abort the contents of Elita.
Elita's afraid. Actually he did not want to abort his content despite his future being a bet. He is still in 11th grade
threatened to be expelled from school if caught pregnant. Bavarian constantly threatened to end the relationship if Elita refused to abort the womb. Inevitably, accompanied by Jesi in the Jesi boarding room, Elita aborted her womb. Bavarian and Daniel give her a drug to abort her womb. There is pain in Elita's heart because of Bavarian treatment that does not accompany her at all during the abortion process. The pain from the bleeding was less painful than the Bavarian treatment of her. It seems Elita wants to end the relationship with Bavarian, but she is afraid to be considered one eye because she is not a holy girl anymore. For Elita, Bavarian is her destiny.
The days have gone on as usual since the abortion. Bavarian is back to being a possessive girlfriend, Elita is also back to being a very considerate boyfriend. The two also continued to have safer sex.
2015
If a squirrel jumps, it will still fall too. At that time Bavarian who had become a 4th semester student and Elita 2nd semester student. Both of them went to the same university. That was actually because of the Bavarian demand that did not want to be far from Elita.
After the funeral of his parents, again - again Bavarian asked him to abort the womb. The reason is still the same. They are not ready to have children. Both Bavarian and Elita are equally unearned, unable to support a baby. This time Elita tried to convince the Bavarians to account for the sins they had been doing. Unfortunately Bavarian again - again doing the same way, threatening to break off the relationship. Sick and tired. Elita had just suffered the loss of both parents, plus a completely irresponsible Bavarian attitude. Elita chose to break up from Bavarian. But it's not that easy. The Bavarian he loved so much turned into a frightening specter for Elita. Bavarian continues to terrorize the psychic and physical Elita so that Elita is willing to abort the womb.
Not only threatening, Bavarian did not play - play also began to commit physical violence on Elita. Slapping, grabbing, he keeps doing to threaten Elita. Though Elita did not hold Bavarian accountable, Elita was even willing to give birth to the child and take responsibility for it all alone, but the Bavarians still did not want the birth of the child. Jesi could not bear to see Elita, but did not dare to do anything because Daniel's cousin Elita actually sided with Bavarian. It was very desirable for Jesi to report all Bavarian acts to his aunt and uncle, but Bavarian also threatened that Jesi would report the same Jesi act - the same conduct **** he was married to Daniel to both of his parents. Clearly Jesi was more afraid of Bavarian threats.
Until finally Elita relented to the Bavarian request. Bavarian and Daniel again provide the drug. This time at the house of Elita herself accompanied by Jesi. As before, Bavarian is reluctant to accompany Elita and Jesi. The reason is still the same. Sleepy, want to sleep at home.
"Kumohon Jes. Help me. I wouldn't be able to get out of all this trouble if I didn't have an abortion" Elita teared up in tears.
"But your stomach will eventually grow bigger. Bava would know if you did not have an abortion Lit," replied Jesi who actually wanted to help Elita but was afraid of the threat of her cousin.
"Don't tell me who. Including Niel," pinta Elita.
"I've disbursed all mami papi insurance money. A lot of insurance money that I have deposited for my living expenses later. I'm going to Jes. I can't keep up with the obvious Bava - obviously just playing with me. I'm just as my son deserves to be happy Jes. Please help me,"
" Your college trus? how's this house Lit?" ask Jesi worried.
"It's time to pick up Jes. I can't have it all. I've been very sinful all along, Jes. I don't want to sin more with this child,"
Both of them hugged for quite a while. After that Jesi who agreed to help Lita contact Daniel and Bavarian. Jesi reported the bleeding that Elita had experienced. As before, the Bavarians did not come at all knowing Elita was bleeding from an abortion. Elita and Jesi packed. Bring all the important things into the car.
The third day after the abortion, more precisely after all finished packing, Jesi reported that Elita had started to fit, then the Bavarians came to see the state of Elita. Ellie looks healthy - healthy.
The arrival of the Bavarians used Elita to end the relationship. Bavarians obviously don't accept that. For the very reason of love, Bavarian did not want to break up. Both are big storms. Elita insisted on breaking up, while Bavarian refused. Tired of the debate, the Bavarians decided to go home.
"There is no breaking up! understand you? when I'm successful, we'll get married, we'll have kids. Wait for me to succeed first" Bavarian said before returning home.
"Junk! It's all rubbish! I know people like you. You waji*ngan," said Elita when the Bavarians left.
After locking the door, Elita drove her car away from the house, leaving the city. Leaving all happy memories with his parents and friends, also left painful memories due to the breng*sek man.