I Deserve to be Loved

I Deserve to be Loved
Bavarians


I asked her to be my lover. I asked him to keep our relationship a secret. If Adrian knew me and Elita were dating, his mouth would have been weird - weird to my parents. I told her I wasn't allowed to date.


From there I also knew that my sister was a bitch. When I told you to keep our relationship a secret, including from Adrian, Elita confused Adrian's relationship with us. Adrian never told me he was my brother. Brash little brother, right?


While introducing myself in front of Elita's parents, I was warmly welcomed by them. The family figure I really wish I could have with Elita.


Elita was very happy to prepare food for me when we were going to eat. I once questioned him, asked him to feed me, and that he did. I was addicted. I love it when he bribes me. Starting from nosy, becoming a habit.


I even bought a playstation for me to play on at Elita's house. If usually the courtship people take their girlfriends to the mall or the street, different from us. After school I was at Elita's house. After lunch, doing PR together, I used to take a nap there. Her family prepared a guest room for me. We slept in our own rooms. I love him so much, I don't want to ruin him. After taking a nap, I played the playstation, and he didn't know I cared much. I took an afternoon shower in the house. After the afternoon shower, I went back to play the PlayStation. Usually both of Elita's parents come home around 18:00 and we have dinner together.


I love both of Elijah's parents because they also seem to love me. Fix, the ideal in-laws.


Elita also painstakingly prepared all my needs. Fix, the ideal wife. It is fitting that my geeky sister is comfortable with Elita, even to the point of valuing Elita. My boyfriend is top markotop.


One day, while I was at home, I again heard the story of Elita from Adrian's mouth. Adrian said today Elita praised his good looks and cleverness. Today, I took her to a cafe. Huh huh?


Hunt me down to the house of Elita to ask where she had been that day. It just so happened that I had a basketball game so I hadn't seen him yet. It turns out that it is true, Elita to the cafe with Adrian to do group tasks. The base of the mouth of the comberan tuh Adrian. Elita also did praise Adrian without any special tendency. Since then I have been overprotective of her.


The other day, I also found some of my friends, as well as the upperclassman who was trying to get close to Elita. Well the back street risk. They know Elita is single. I am really saddened by all the rumors that have come into my ears.


Until I finally decided to fuck her. I think with me fighting him makes him tied to me. Damn, the result of the heat we used to do resulted in pregnancy. I was frustrated thinking about what I should do. Responsible for marrying her, I would be happy to do so. The problem is that I'm not even graduating from school yet. How am I going to support Elita and the baby? Not to mention my family who do not necessarily agree, because Elita is predicted - the ideal wife candidate Adrian. It is with a heavy heart that I contact Daniel. I told him all my problems. Before I knew Elita was Daniel's cousin, I did tell her my problems sometimes. Daniel was angry, but he seemed to understand my position. He prepared the medicine I needed, and I prepared Jessi to accompany Elita.


I was too cowardly to accompany Elita through her difficult times. I let him endure the pain alone. I just kept quiet, locked myself in my room. I cried all night because of mixed feelings. I was disappointed to be a man. I also feel sad about having to kill my own son. I also felt afraid, if Elita hated me, and left me. My mother heard my cries. Mom was worried, she hugged me. A long hug I never felt.


"Why are you, oh?" so asked Mama repeatedly because I did not answer her question. Even until the next day, when my emotions were more stable, I still did not answer that question. My mind is still in a frenzy. I heard from Jessi that Elita was in pain. I'm very worried about her situation.


Learning from experience, I started learning how to use ***** to make it safer. I'm starting to like what we do. My boyfriend is not only beautiful and kind, he's also very sexy when I strip him of his clothes. As a normal man who already felt the pleasure, it was obviously difficult to stop him.


When I graduated High School, I continued my education at the law school at the university. Elita also began preparing for college. At that time, I was afraid that I would have to separate from him. So I asked him to continue his education at the same university as me. And he complies.


Fortunately, there is no medical school at this university. Adrian Bye!


Yes, my sister continued her medical education. He was very sad to be separated from Elijah. He also boasted that Elita was very sad to be away from him. You kuper guy, ge er muluk! Do you think Elita has a crush on you?


At university, Elita was quite famous. Many seniors tried to approach him. Obviously this makes me fire a beard.


Actually my possessiveness is unclear. I know Elita won't be like that. I know he always ignores men who try to get close to him. But I don't know why I feel so scared. I'm afraid I can't be with him anymore. I feel like my life depends on it.


One day, I was really stupid. That day, both of his parents left. Being too eager to see him out of the bathroom just wrapped in a towel, and hurry before his parents came, not to mention his babble when I dared him, always makes me excited, always, I forgot my condom.


Shortly after that day, I got word of the accident that Elita and her family had. I was contacted by the hospital because Juan, Elita's father, died. Aunt Noni is in critical condition. Elita was also not psychically good enough after hearing her father die. Plus she's pregnant.


Actually, I was expecting what I did that day to make her pregnant. I am thankful God gave me that trust. Only, the time is not right yet. I can't take care of them yet. His intention to marry her was silent. Both of his parents are dead. If I marry her, we could stay at her house. My pocket money is enough for us. It's just that, if I get caught marrying her, it'll obviously cause a commotion.


Once again I made the choice to abort the baby.


Daniel reminded me not to do this. Daniel is worried that if Elita continues to have abortions, it will affect her uterus. But I had no other choice.