I Deserve to be Loved
Bavarians

I want us to break up

The words I least want to hear I finally have to hear. Obviously I rejected it. I love her so much. Even if I had to choose between all my family members or Elita, I would choose Elita. He's the only source of my happiness, only he understands me, only he loves me, only he. I survived this way for him too. If it wasn't for Elita, stupid time with college. I struggled immediately to finish my education to work quickly, quickly earning myself so that I could fight for it. Why did he just let me go?

I chose to leave her because of my chaotic mood. I chose to go home. I'm angry, I'm disappointed, and I'm sad. I know, Elita was disappointed in me too, in every decision I made. But I'm not doing all that for no reason. And I don't know how to tell him all that. Alcohol and cigarettes accompanied me to sleep.

The next day, after being calmer, I went back to see him. But the house looked empty, where was he? Many times - I also call the phone is turned off. The night I came back again, it was still empty. When he met the next door neighbor, the mother told him that Elita had moved. Damnit. Jessi must know something.

I'll be right to Jessi's. He said he didn't know where Elita was going. Nor does he know of Elita's plan. But I don't know why I'm sure Jessi knows something.

I was broken to the brink - it was destroyed. I spent time getting drunk and crying for a few days. My family is worried about seeing me like that.

Two months later I lost. Until I finally got up. I have to find her. My original strategy was Jessi. I went back to my usual activities, but Daniel and I agreed to keep an eye on Jessi. We believe they are silent - silent in touch. Every day Daniel and I took turns stalking Jessi, but zonk. Jessi really had nothing to do with Elita's departure.

I'm looking for information from her college friends, same thing. They didn't even know where Elita was going. I was suspicious of one of his friends and tried to stalk them, but they seemed to have nothing to do with Elita. I almost went crazy in desperation with all my search efforts. In the end all I can do is continue with our plan.

I have to graduate from college so I can get to work. Making my own money means I don't depend on my family, and I can fight for Elita in front of my family. I don't know why I'm so sure our relationship will be challenged, especially mama. The reason is especially if not his favorite child.

I was busy studying and studying just for the sake of immediately finishing my college. I spurred myself on with the search for Elita after college, and it worked. The cumlaude degree I earned. I even got a scholarship. Both of my parents are very proud of the achievement of this brat.

My mom I've known a few times to promote me as the handsome firstborn, cool, pinter, would-be lawyer to her friends. But I let it go, I don't care.

While continuing my profession, I also worked at a law firm. The work so jongos little by little I collect. Initially, they could only rent a small apartment. Yes, I decided to leave the house. I'm really sick of my sister. Seeing her reminds me of all my stupid decisions, and the departure of Elita.

I graduated back with a cumlaude degree. Originally from my lecturer, I was recruited to work as one of the lawyers at his law firm. Obviously I accepted the opportunity. Who wouldn't want to climb the caste from the jongos, then become a real lawyer? Well even though it still stinks. But because of the many cases I won, gradually my income increased dramatically. I started buying the apartment of my dreams. Not really. I where there is a dream dwelling. All the concepts that I applied in buying property, like there was an intervention by Elita. Yes, even though I mouth I always say tired of looking for it, give up, but silence - silent unconsciously I still remember it. So I bought the residence according to his wishes first.

I surrender? Yep. A few months after graduation, when I was a jongos, I started dating one of my professional education friends again. Called Mega. Not beautiful - very beautiful. Child aggressive. I think because I need entertainment, I've served his aggressiveness. We were bedmates for almost a year. Mega kids oversea. At first he was boarding, but I thought - thought it was better to stay in my apartment. After all, I was not too lonely and sad to think about Elita.

After Mega there are Silvi, Renata, and Selly.

Are we dating? I don't know. I never asked them out. Tau - know the direct relationship of the body and stay home. When we parted, we also split well. Usually because they are tired of facing me. I have the heart of a woman who has done enough to warm my bed.

One day, Selly took me on vacation to Singapore. Not entirely a holiday. He has work to do too. While diving, drink water. Yashudah, I'm coming too. The woman was willing to reach into the wallet for this trip. As the durian collapsed, not only was it paid for a holiday, I found a person who had been missing for several years. Elite.

At first I wasn't sure when I saw the girl. I decided to follow him to the toilet. Truly a priceless gift when I truly believe that woman is my Elite. Yes, Elite.

"Lita?" between sure not sure, even though I'm sure I can't believe seeing it again right now, in front of me.

The woman just passed by. It was like he was avoiding me. Oh, sorry, I'm not gonna let you just walk away. Immediately I held his arm out of my reach.

"Where are you going? I'm looking for you" I asked.

"It's none of your business. We've broken up so consider us strangers" the answer to that made me inflamed. It's good that he said he broke up. When's? I never agreed.

"No! Yes, I said no at the time" I replied.

"Sorry yes I was hunting, already wanted to fly," his clingy made me realize, yes, now we have a flight that can not be arbitrarily canceled like an angkot ride.

"Where do you live now?" my many.

"My plane is waiting. Not released?!" sahut the woman. His behavior just looks adorable to me.

"Jawab where you used to live" I urged.

"War," answered. You think I'm stupid, baby?

"Full address" I continued.

Elita mentioned an address I recorded on my phone. I immediately asked Ferry to investigate the address.

"Awas you dare to lie to me," I threatened to finally let go.