I LET MY HUSBAND CHEAT
Endeavors

Alda, I don't want to divorce you yet. Please, don't file a divorce complaint with a religious court." Mas Evan said softly, his face glaring at me.

I threw away my eyes, didn't want to see his face, didn't know his shame. Running out of the house quickly, before Mas Evan caught up with me. I run my bike fast with a fucked up feeling. It used to be a number, if you want a divorce. Please sue me, and now he's making it clear that I'm not suing him.

Oh Allah... Give me the steadfastness of heart. Wisdom in order to escape from Mas Evan. Seeing him in a state of slump, my heart was broken. It used to be so beautiful, full of love and affection coloring our household. Should be destroyed by July's presence.

I shed my tears in my eyes. Because my eyes are already clouded by it. Heart ache feels torn as shreds. Why is my household exam so heavy.

Tin

Tin

Tin

"NO..... Aaauuwww...!"

Prancing...

I feel the air of heaven that makes my heart calm and cool blowing through my body, I fly high up in the clear blue sky, cool, light seemed to want to continue flying and not want to go down. Is this what it feels like in heaven? I want to be in this paradise forever. Not going down into the world anymore. Living in the world is painful.

"Mom, wake up Mom. Wake up!"

A faint sound of voices calling out to me. For a moment I thought, who would want to ruin my flying show.

"Mom, wake..!"

Awwww........

"sick.... It hurts.....!" I shouted loudly unconsciously. I feel like my whole body is being skinned. The pain was incredible, the pain was more than the pain during Raisya's birth.

"Thank God, her mother is conscious." I heard a woman's voice. Right now, I can't open both my eyes. It was very heavy and my head was also very painful, like in a shop with a hammer. It hurts so bad.

"Come on, pick up this mom." Again the voice of a woman I heard. I slowly opened my eyes, enduring the intense pain all over my body.

I look around that reached my eyes, it turns out I was in a public transport. Lying on the transport floor, it was appropriate for me to feel my body from below like it was in an oven, feeling hot like it was being baked. Turns out, I was lying on the floor without a pedestal.

"Me, me Why? it hurts...!" I said grimacing in pain, tears streaming down.

"You're in an accident, and we're at the hospital." Said a woman I didn't know.

Hua

Hua

I feel like my life is ruined. My tears broke, as I felt my body being moved from inside the transport, to the gurney pushed by the medics. The right side of my body hurts a lot, the pain hurts, and my right side of my hand can't move at all.

Then I passed out, flying in the air, like I was in heaven.

"Mom quickly contact his family, this patient must be handled quickly." Said the male nurse pushing the gurney I was lying in, grimacing in pain, to the mother I didn't know at all.

"I don't know who this mother is. And the number I should call I don't have either." Answer the mother quickly. I saw the mother following the nurse who pushed the gurney where I lay weak. I'm sure it was this mother who helped me, helped me quickly by taking me to the hospital. In my heart I am grateful, there are still people whose hearts are moved bringing me quickly to friendly pain. Whereas usually, people will only see the victims of accidents, no one helps, before the police arrive. Even usually people will sibum video the incident.

I was taken to the IGD room.

"Go get handled, sir, I'm in charge." Said the mother, I'm just resigned to my life now. I don't know exactly what I'm going through. Whatever wounds are on my body, so the pain is like in the skin.

"Aawww.... Be ill.... Be ill... S...!" I screamed, as I felt my right thigh watered with liquid. My right side of my thighs hurt a lot.

"Geez pity this mother, it looks like her wrist is broken this." I was very surprised to hear my fellow nurses talking.

"This mother has an anesthetic allergy, her body is flushed. Replace the dope!"

I'm getting scared to hear the nurse talking to me right now. I don't know if there's a doctor in this room. I don't focus anymore, because the pain I feel is very attention-seeking.

"aww... It hurts God......!" I groaned, as I felt the needle prick my thigh.

"Yes mom, hold up? it's been drugged, the pain's been reduced koq bu."

"Sick, still sick!" I whine like a child.

"Yes mom, don't move much. Let's hurt mom, we'll sew?" The nurse was friendly. I was silent, and I looked around again with a blurry look, because my eyes were flooded with tears. I bite my lips as I feel the needle pricking my chin. This is the first time I feel stitched. It turns out that even though he was drugged it still hurts.

"Mom's married?" ask a female nurse. Like it distracts me.

"Yes deck." I answered weakly, with a contorted face with pain.

I kept seeing the nurse whispering to her friend. Then he looked at me again. The other nurse still looks serious about sewing my injured thigh. It looks like the wound is deep and wide. The proof, sew it for a long time.

"When did you last menstruate?" the nurse asked gently, full of caution.

Instantly my brain rotates remembering when I last had my period. I immediately felt weak after remembering it. I have not had a menstrual period for two months.

Astagfirullah, am I pregnant?

"This month I haven't been on the deck." My voice is weak, I do not need to explain the details how many months I am late to the moon.

"Yes mom, okay. From our examination, mother seems to be pregnant young. To be clear, we'll do the USG later. We need to check the certainty, whether the mother is pregnant. Because we're gonna do X-rays on mom's body. Though pregnant women are not advised to do X-rays." The nurse was serious. I was panicked to hear it. Means my condition is really bad, plus I'm pregnant.

What child in my womb, wants to be born into the world? Why didn't he just fall, because I didn't feel any pain in my womb, or in my stomach. Just the foot, the right hand. It hurts all over the body. Maybe my body hit.

I was taken out of the IGD room, after my badly injured body was stitched up. And I was immediately greeted by mother's cries in the corridor of the hospital.

"My son Alda, thank goodness you're safe." Said mom, hugging me. It's this bad, still to be grateful

"aww... Sick mom!" I complained, when my mother touched my shoulder when she hugged him. Maybe my shoulder was broken. Because it hurts so much in that part.

"Ouwf... Yes dear. Sorry!" mom stayed away, and wiped her tears.

"Okay, ma'am, we're taking the patient for a check-up." Sister was friendly to mom.

"Yes, son, help my son!" firmly mom.

I looked at my heart, the mother who was next to the gurney, accompanying me to the examination room. And instantly, my eyes were interested in seeing the figure of the man next to mother. A man I don't know. And when I was taken to Doctor Obgyn's room. The man and mother followed.

Arriving at the Obstetrician's room. My stomach was checked. And I was declared Doctor 7 weeks pregnant.

The Hua...

The Hua...

The Hua..

As soon as I cried hysterically, my chest felt tight. I waited a long time for the second child, until Raisya was almost five years old, Why should I get pregnant now? where I am in a state of unsanitary. And I've been wanting a divorce with Evan.

TB