I LET MY HUSBAND CHEAT
Threatening

Deg

I was surprised when I opened the chat that entered my phone, there was the name of Juli who sent a message. Both balls of my eyes widened, with my heart pounding strongly. Found the facts, not Mas Evan who sent the message, but July. The woman sent a message with a harsh word. He also wrote a sentence, stating that he loved Mas Evan very much, and whatever happened would not let go of Evan mas.

It turned out that Juli was not really with her promise, her good attitude when she met me earlier, just her play.

I was not calm after reading the message. It seems that woman is very dangerous. He behaved like a cat in front of me. Sweet, gentle and polite. It turned out that his mouth was very venomous, and said sweet but a lie.

Astagfirullah...

Hands clutching tightly to the phone, with the mind wandering buana thinking about my household. The bells I no longer hear. Until the picket teacher approached me, reminding me that I have class lessons.

"Darling, don't come to my class in? wait for Mama here, or just play in the park!?" I said to my daughter Raisya. I need to remind him. Because the headmaster, does not allow to bring children into the classroom.

"Yes Ma." My smart little daughter. He now draws himself.

I dragged my feet towards the classroom with disdain. My mind is in a glass right now. My house is in big trouble. I don't want to because of that actor, my daughter and I are suffering. In my heart, I decided to seriously discuss this with Mas Evan later tonight. If he doesn't confess either. Then, I will bring this matter to discuss with both of our parents.

Just getting into the classroom, Mas Evan called me. With a feeling of unease I raised the call.

"How dare you ask me to meet Juli.!" yell at Evan. I kept the phone away from my ear. His voice is very loud. Mas Evan scolded me, because I asked Juli to meet. I looked back at my phone screen with almost uncontrollable emotions. I should be angry, because he was caught cheating. Because I have a classroom. I also tried to suppress my anger

I see the call still connected. I brought the phone back to my ear. "Alda.. You shouldn't have met him and got mad at him." Said Mas Evan, still with high intonation. I'm sure Juli made up a story about our meeting.

I was in the classroom. In front of the children, they can no longer hold back. I also decided to leave the class. Run to a quiet corner of the room.

"Mas.... I should be angry. I really cheated!" I said firmly withstanding such intense pain in the chest.

"Shut up! don't ever, you tell this to my parents."

Tut's....

Call disconnected. My world felt shattered. My body feels withered. I staggered into class, which I might have left for 5 minutes, talking to Mas Evan.

The call was only five minutes. And Mas Evan's anger, made my teaching spirit overflow. I feel unprofessional. Mas Rian had never before scolded me as harshly as before.

"eeehh.. Nausea,..!" I quickly rubbed my two misty eyes, turning out to be the head of the Madrasah. Muallim Armand is in my class. He often monitored empty classes. He dislikes it the most, there are teachers who leave the classroom, during study time, for no apparent reason.

"Hour lesson, I've been invalid." He was flat, staring at me sharply.

"eehh.. Why in inval muallim? I was in this class, and I happened to have something important. I left it for a while, too." I said defend myself, cooking leaves the fifth-minute class just can't.

"Work with a travel professional." He still said with his stare.

"He's Muallim." Sahutku polite. Muallim Armand also left the room.

Hufft..

I let out a heavy sigh, after landing my butt in the chair. Pulling the corner of the lips, looking kindly at my protege. I can't show you this moody face. I have to be professional.

***

I prepared a meal for Mas Evan. He came home from work, but he didn't talk to me. He would usually eat me, who was cooking in the kitchen. Or I'm watering plants in the garden. He would kiss my forehead, before deciding to take a shower. But, today. Her face water has seen me. I dare not greet him either. Wait for tonight, I'll talk about what Mas Evan meant and what he meant, betraying me.

"Mas, we'll eat first. After that we need to talk." I said firmly, looking at him who was sitting on a chair with his hands busy fiddling at his cellphone.

"I don't want to eat!" he answered in a loud voice, looking at me sharply. I thought I was budeg.

"There's nothing to talk about and talk about. What you know today is fact and reality.

Buugghs..

Like being hit by a big hammer, this heart hurts to hear the words of Mas Evan.

" Dude..!"

"Shut up! this matter should not be known to our extended family, if you still want to see Raisya." He still spoke with his anger. He got up from his seat. Stepping out of the room daei. I also caught up with him.

"Mas, we need to talk. Can't you behave like this? what's my fault?" I held onto Mas Evan's hand.

He threw my hand rough. "You're not wrong, I'm just bored." He was flat, without feeling guilty.

"Bored..?" ask me with anger. If asked, who is not bored and saturated with this bland marriage. Moreover, Mas Evan's attitude changed in the last three months. "I'm bored too..!" I shouted after Mas Evan who is now on his bike.

Ngengs....

Mas Evan propelled his motor as fast as lightning. It is now bright to betray me.

I walked with a limp droop. Closing the door with a painful feeling like a prick of a thorn. The tears from earlier urged to come out, unstoppable again. I also collapsed on the bed. Put yourself down, and drown your face in the pillow.

"Ma.. Mama, why are you crying..?" I almost forgot about our daughter's whereabouts, because of the feelings. His hands gently rubbed my back.

I quickly wiped my puffy eyes, with my fingers before I flipped, staring at my daughter.

"Mama cry?" ask her again.

Shur...

It's true I can't hold back my tears. Remembering the words of Evan. If I told this to a big family. Then he will separate me from Raisya.

I also grabbed the tiny hand, which melted my tears. Kiss her with tears. I never thought, my household, would be destroyed by the actor.

"Where's Dad going Ma?" asked Raisya, who was curious about the sudden departure of Mas Evan.

"To my grandmother's house dear." I said, getting up from the bed. "We eat?!" We are now out of the room.

"Daddy don't eat here Ma?" her question again looked at me. I'm holding Raisya. "For a long time we didn't eat the same as Dad!" his complaint, showing his bete face.

I just smiled in response to my little girl's words. How to understand he's the problem that's going on in this house.

TB