I Love You, J!
Chapter IV - Initial J Is Not a Fuck Boy

I don't think there's anything more epic than Ken Dedes and Ken Arok's romance. With his beauty, Ken Dedes made the Stump of Ametung fall in love. But then, Ken Arok who incidentally is the bodyguard of Stump Ametung, was caught up in the charm of Ken Dedes. He even recklessly killed Stump Ametung, his own boss, in order to get Ken Dedes.

In this day and age, Ken Dedes might be called a cheap woman. After being married and pregnant with the child of Tunggul Ametung, he actually fell into the arms of Ken Arok, the killer. But for me, Ken Dedes is still a great woman. His presence led to the men nearby being killed. Thats cool. Really am.

Different fate with me who is now called a caper girl. I will never be like Ken Dedes. Not that I want guys near me killed. Although not very beautiful, I just want my existence to be able to have a great influence as Ken Dedes did with his beauty.

“Crazy, what a reaction people have,” Yasmin murmured. “Gue think you have a famous talent, Na.”

Yasmin showed me some tweets from the college kids that seemed to be insinuating to me. Capers to Javier, now capers to Juan.

I took a deep breath. “I feel like I want to go back to the past, the time there was no sosmed,” I said. “New this way doang I am tired, what if I become an artist?”

“Finally you can not relax anymore digosipin children,” sneer Yasmin.

“Kalo just stray ball incident doang I relaxed. If plus the incident Juan nangkep my body, it's the same as fishing fray. How can I relax?”

“But you so meet Javier right?”

“Lo crazy huh? If I so meet Javier there even more problems. I don't want ah, so the topic of gibah is not important gini.”

Yasmin pouted. He stood in front of my desk, as if to prevent me from escaping. I could only take a deep breath while putting the book into the bag. I also hope Javier doesn't seriously want to see me.

“Five more minutes Javier will appear from there,” Yasmin said as she pointed at the classroom door. “Ah, Juan should be off seeing you, right? He should retreat alon-alon first, lest he even appear from it.”

I smiled wryly. I don't think I'm that important that Juan and Javier have to race who can meet me first. It would be great if they didn't have to bother coming here.

The Department of Historical Science is almost never the center of attention. The location of our building is narrowed between the Faculty of Letters building and the library, a bit aloof on the west side of the quiet campus area. Other students may not know where our building is exactly.

If Javier really shows up in the History Science building, it will be a wonder of the world. Even I doubt he knows the location of the Historical Science building.

Yasmin glanced at her watch. “Ck, do not-don't Javier do not know where the Faculty of Science and Culture building. I already give you instructions, our building is narrowed between the Literature building and the library, continue to live straight back until you meet the Department of Historical Sciences.”

“If he's been to the library, he should know,” I said indifferently.

“The Faculty of Economics will have its own big library building,” said Yasmin. “Aish, time should I clear again.” He scratched his head, then checked the phone. His finger starts typing, maybe sending a message to Javier.

“Do not try too hard, Yas,” I said again. “Javier may not be serious. Mending me back, doing chores at home.”

“Eh, wait a minute!” refute Yasmin. “Do not go anywhere,” threatened him with a fierce face.

“For a long time you are more beautiful yes,” lamented. I glanced at the door. No sign of Javier will emerge from it. But I saw another figure peeking out from behind the window. I smiled wryly. “Ngapain lo ngintip-ngintip?” I asked Juan, who didn't know when to peek.

Yasmin looked at the window. “Ish, why are you nongol anyway?” his gerrick.

I grabbed the bag and hurriedly stepped out of the classroom as Yasmin let her guard down. “Gue home yes!”

“No can!” yasmin said while trying to get in my way.

My steps stopped at the door because I knew there was another figure standing there. My eyes blinked. Yasmin who was standing next to me held my arm so that I would remain still in my place. His mouth gaping because of shock to see the guy who had been waiting for.

“Iya,” my answer is short.

“Can chat for a moment?” ask Javier. “Ah yes, I am Javier, who the other day accidentally threw a basketball..”.

“I know,” cut me. “Everyone knows elo.”

Javier's like blushing. I can't believe this. Is he acting like a shy guy? He is usually very confident.

“Gue apologized, I didn't accidentally. It's really okay, right?”

“Nothing. It was nothing.”

“But the people on speaking lo, he said lo...”

“Crazy?” cut me again. I'm shaking. “Gue is not crazy. I also did not suddenly become. I was bego from a long time ago. Type guys back-kali.”

Javier looked shocked at my words. “I’m sorry..”.

“Not to apologize. Consider me unlucky again.”

“He finished heartbroken bro.” Suddenly Juan got into our conversation. “Gue think your basketball makes him realize that the guy is not just his ex who initials J it. There are still other J initialed guys who are better.”

Javier looks confused. It seemed like he needed time to digest Juan's words.

“Gini, Javier,” as you. “Gue has broken his heart. When your basketball hit me in the head, the image of the former in my head immediately collapsed instantly. That's why I said thanks to Elo. Not because I was suddenly crazy. No.” I'm shaking. “Gue really-thank you very much, it feels like I saw the destruction of my ex after you threw the basketball to me.”

“Wow...” only that comes out of Javier's mouth. “Gue did not expect to get such a detailed explanation.”

“And he now hates the same guys initialed J,” interrupted Juan again.

“Not all,” my rebuttal.

“Gue Javier, by the way, my initials are J,” Javier said with a smile. “So I'm on the red flag guy list?”

“Me too, bro,” Juan chiming.

“Gue says not all,” I say again. Juan and Javier's expressions seemed to doubt my words. “Ok, whatever. I'm okay, I'm not crazy, just heartbroken. But now I’m super okay. So-called. I'll go home first.”

“Wait.” Javier. “Gue just wanted to say that I'm not a jerk.”

“Gue too,” Juan chimed again. Javier glanced at him with a look of surprise, but Juan was indifferent and even grinned.

“Ok, believe,” I said. “Excuse.”

I was walking between two guys with the initials J. Yasmin who just now just silently listened to follow me. He also seemed confused by the conversation earlier, probably beyond his expectations.

I'm laughing a little. Come to think of it, that conversation was indeed strange and random. I don't need a defense from those two guys with initials J if they're not jerks. What use? I am nobody to them.