
Zaidan today asked for permission in Mr. Mahardika's office.
Already since 1 month Zaidan always overtime. Work every day without looking at rest. To make more money than usual. Because of the bankruptcy of his parents. Makes Him depressed lately and has a lot of thoughts.
Until his tiredness makes him unable to control his emotions. It makes him unable to think clearly when he is relaxed.
After yelling at me, Zaidan felt regret afterwards.
Regret always happens in the back, right?
Driving his own car, Zaidan rushed to my house.
Dimas was also comforted that day by Zaidan.
"Whatever I am is a Father. I have to take responsibility for this matter. If Milanie were to behave like that, there must be a reason behind all this" inner Zaidan.
With a firm heart, Zaidan came to my house.
It's been 7 days since I've been living in my parents' house.
And I've been working at a burgeoning Intancy right now.
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"Tok, tok, tok!"
Knock door.
My mother opened the door. By carrying Graha.
At that time, I was going to work.
They sat in the living room facing each other.
It was as if Zaidan was bowing his head. And told me all his complaints about myself.
"I'm here to talk to Mom" Zaidan said.
"Speak son" said Mother.
"I admit, all this time it was the way I was wrong to Milanie. But, I did so because I love Milanie so much" Zaidan said.
"I admit, I've been yelling at Milanie very rudely. But, it was because I had a reason" Zaidan explained.
"Because I'm also confused about Milanie. All this time, I always tried to be responsible for him. But for Milanie there is always something lacking in me. He always looks moody. And sometimes also suddenly angry for no reason. So I was confused about how to deal with Milanie" Zaidan said.
"Son, a woman's heart. That's very fragile, son. Once you snap, He will be destroyed. Like the glass. Once in a stone throw, he'll break. After it breaks, when it gets whole he'll be very difficult" Mother said.
"Never do you yell at your wife let alone violence her. Because it would break his heart" Mother said.
"Yes mother, Zaidan understands that Zaidan was wrong about it" Zaidan said.
"If indeed Milanie is very difficult to understand. Can't you ask her nicely. What was? Like that?" said Mother.
Hearing Mother's words, Zaidan's eyes were rounded. The first thing he thought. Zaidan never asked or wanted to understand my feelings.
"Mom" said Zaidan.
"Good, you're a good son of Zaidan. That's why I entrusted my son to you" said Mother.
"Now where's Milanie?" ask Zaidan.
"He started working in an agency near home" Mother said.
"Alright, Zaidan will go home first. I will be back here" Zaidan said.
Before leaving, Zaidan looked at Graha and kissed her cheek.
He did not deny, if Graha very much He missed. Even if it's only 7 days.
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After I got home, I hurried to grab Graha.
Seeing my mother carry him all day must be tired.
Night is siff when I take care of Graha.
Before leaving. I have prepared my milk barons which I squeezed and put into the dott.
For Graha who felt thirsty later. When I'm working.
When a mother works. Tiredness is getting more and more. He had to make a living during the day. And still overtime looking after her son at night. Until the next day, back to work.
My mom told me that Zaidan was here.
"What's he here for?" my many.
"He explained that he regretted yelling at you" Mother said.
"Sorry what? He always regretted after saying harsh words to me. And one day I will repeat it again. That's not a true sense of wrongness Mother" I said.
Which mother is willing to see her child suffer because it is caused by someone else.
His son was treated from childhood. Loved with love with all my heart.
Seeing that hurt him. Of course it makes my mother a little dislike Zaidan.
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Time has shown at 8 p.m.
At that time, there was a man without an invitation who was knocking on my mother's door.
Since Graha has fallen asleep, I opened the door.
When I opened the door. Right in front of me. The current had stood a figure that had given me thorns.
Don't ask me with my face.
At that moment, my face was flat with sharp eyes. As a person who has numb.
An empty figure. Without caring about others anymore.
Zaidan. And just stand still.
"What are you here for?" my many.
"Graha. I came here to see Graha" Zaidan said.
"Anyway, Graha is her biological child. Of course, I won't forbid him from entering" my inner.
Without saying a word. I turned my body and went into the house.
Immediately I headed to the room to see Graha.
Looks like he's still asleep. If I carry her, I'm afraid I'll wake her up.
Finally, I approached Zaidan and reported this to him.
Because Zaidan said he missed Graha.
I forced Him to come into the room and watch him sleep.
Zaidan sat on the bed to the right of Graha.
Looking at her son who was asleep.
In silence, Zaidan spoke and broke the atmosphere I felt tense and uncomfortable.
"Didn't his face look like mine?" Zaidan.
"That's your opinion. After all, the face of a baby will still change" I replied.
"Milanie, come here!" Zaidan.
"If you speak, speak. No need to tell me to sit next to you" I said indifferently.
Finally Zaidan stood up and approached me.
Then he pulled my hand. Then he directed me to sit down.
I just follow the guide. There is no point in igniting the flames of contention either.
"Milanie, look at our son" Zaidan said.
I don't flinch at what Zaidan ordered.
"Listen to Me, I was wrong with my attitude towards you. I'm sorry" Zaidan said.
"Why apologize if it's going to be repeated?" I said.
"What do you think I am? A toy?" I said with bated emotions.
"Which you want to hurt. Then you pull and you hurt again?" I said.
"I have a feeling!" I said.
"You knew? My heart is dead now. I don't think I want to live anymore. But, just for Graha's sake. For Graha's sake I have to live for her. It feels like my life has turned bad since you were around" I said.
"So go. I am comfortable with my own life. And enough Graha is beside me" I said.
"Milanie, don't talk like that. I realized all this time my way was wrong as a husband. I promise I'll change. I won't count anything on you" Zaidan said.
"Let's start from the beginning. Everyone must have made a mistake. So, can you give me one chance?" Zaidan.
I just kept quiet and clenched my hands together. Resisting pain tightness. And shed tears.
Which is only felt by a wife. Not with anyone else.
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