I'm Not the Dream Son-in-law of Season 2
Chapter 19: Foundation of Self

While walking about to enter, once in a while Lucky's sister looked at me for a moment.

When Lucky saw me. I bow my face.

"It would be better if He didn't know where I was" my inner self.

After the director and his assistant came in. All the ranks of Karyawati disbanded and returned to their respective work.

On the sidelines of that activity, the Chairman called me.

"Mil, you're looking for a snack for a treat, Mr. Director. Hurry huh?" chairman's orders.

"Okay ma'am" I replied.

I immediately went out and looked for the nearest fried snack.

Then I set it up and then I put it on the table.

At that time, Lucky did not respond to my presence. The tail of his eyes only glanced at me. And chatter with others.

They were talking cool.

After the conversation was over, they went into the director's special room. Which is right next to the office.

I'm back at the desk.

Before long Lucky walked into the office room and asked all the women in a loud voice.

"Who here is creating an employee attendance form?" ask Lucky.

Hearing that question, I immediately felt that it was my duty. But I don't want to respond.

"Milanie Mas Lucky" Miss answered.

Hearing if I did it, Lucky's sister approached me.

"May I ask him now?" ask Lucky.

"Yes, yes, of course" I replied nervously and stiffly.

"I'll put it down soon. Waita minute!" I said.

Immediately I printed out the form I had created this morning.

Don't ask with my heart. At that time, my heart was completely confused. Wrong manner yes. Meeting Him managed to make my heart briefly forget my status.

"It!" I said by handing out the form paper.

"Thank you" said Lucky.

Lucky looked at me like a person who never knew me.

When Lucky's brother disappeared from my eyes. I realized, I am now a Mother and Wife. It is no longer a teenage girl who has not been bound by men.

I call it temptation. Great people are,,,, the,,,

Not those who cheated.

But,,,,, it's,,,,

Those who can hold loyalty are only for one person. Become a caliph for himself so as not to fall into the pit of the abyss.

That's a real great guy.

Especially after Marriage, we must be ready to love, love, and sacrifice for just one person.

At first I was shocked and glad to see Lucky again.

My old heart started to shake. Defense shakes. Remember the happy times we had together.

But, 15 minutes later. My brain's spinning.

Remembering how good Zaidan did to me. Makes me back to being a wife and mother of a child.

Meeting Lucky's sister won't change my family.

Because of this meeting, it's different from the one that used to be between me and Lucky's brother.

I prefer to be faithful and build a fence for all outside temptations.

Here I also understand, why do men cheat so much?

Because there is an opportunity. Which they take for temporary pleasure.

"Jeez Milanie, I just saw brother Lucky staring at someone" another woman said.

"That's because, uh, Lucky's sister was my friend first. No more than that" I said.

"Is it really your Lucky friend Milanie?" ask another curious woman.

"Yes, just extracurricular friends" I replied.

"Well, what a coincidence. The world is no more vast as the leaves of Moringa. It's always like that" Miss said.

"Yes" I replied.

"Everything is the past. There's no need to question now Milanie" my inner self.

With the stance that I have built strong not to expect anything.

"Again, the choice used to be to throw me away like trash. What is my reason for liking him? Nothing" muttered.

"My intention here is to work. To Graha and help Zaidan" my inner self.

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The wall clock keeps turning on its axis.

It did not feel like the day had become increasingly golden.

At half-five, the time to go home has come.

All the staff started packing the personal items they were carrying.

Me Included. As soon as possible I packed up and went home.

"Milanie!!!" call him.

On the road to the motor park. Stalled steps.

My eyes swept in all directions. Find the origin of the sound.

I can't believe she's Lucky's sister. He deliberately followed me out.

"Sister Luck?" I said.

"For a long time no see" said Lucky.

"Yes" I replied.

"You're still the same? Like before" said Lucky.

"How same?" my many.

"Small, ha ha ha" said Lucky's brother.

"Yes, Lucky's sister is also getting thinner" I said.

"That's because, I've lost someone precious" Lucky said.

"Oh, really?" I said pretend to be interested.

"When did you work here?" ask Lucky.

"It's still 2 months Brother" I replied.

"Oh, so the time of last visit you are still not seen" said Lucky.

"Yes" I said.

"Em, Brother I have to go home soon. Excuse me first, will you?" I said to end the conversation immediately.

"Alright careful. Do I need to take you?" ask Lucky.

"no need. Thanks" I said.

"Well, don't go through the middle? Through the left side" said Lucky.

"OK ready" I said.

I'll be home from there soon. Out of fear, my foundation would collapse if it lingered on talking to each other.

"Milanie, it turns out forgetting you is very difficult" said Lucky.

"Tring!!!"

"Tring!!"

My phone rings soon. Signaling there's an incoming call.

I lifted.

"Hello?" I said.

"Wheel Motor, always turning on its axis. My beautiful non-me, where is it now?" goda Zaidan's.

"What the hell is wearing pantun everything" I said.

"Ais, my question is not answered" said Zaidan.

"It's in the parking lot going home, baby" I said.

"Come to the office first, baby? We go home together" said Zaidan.

"alright. Wait for me to come" I said.

"Yes dear, muaaaaaccch" said the spoiled Zaidan.

"What the hell" I said.

"Not returning my kiss" said Zaidan.

"Gosh, muach. Yes already?" I said.

"Be careful on the road" Zaidan said.

"Deg"

I remember, the words uttered by Zaidan were exactly as Lucky had said.

"Yes dear" I replied.

"Tiiiit!!!"

The phone has been disconnected.

I got on my bike immediately and headed to Zaidan's office.

Because Zaidan can't ride a bike. That afternoon I was the one who was piggybacking on Zaidan.

We went home together, enjoying the beauty around the streets with the sunset.

Inwardly there was a feeling of guilt towards Zaidan.

"How's this? Do I have to tell Zaidan?" my inner.

"But what if Zaidan forbids me from working?" my inner.

"Is he jealous and angry?" my inner.

"Have just gone. I also have no intention of cheating at all" my inner self.

"The most important thing now is,, the good people who are around me" my inner self.

"Like Zaidan and Graha" my inner self.

In the inner war, I smiled faintly by riding a motorcycle in front of Zaidan.

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