I'm Not Your Bridge
Chapter 13

What is wrong with me, what is my sin that you have, as if you forgot that I am your lover....

Too damn unselfishly you passed. All that remains are tears. Sweet you swallow when you throw it away....

Where shall I take the pain of love stained. Who will receive a blood-soaked love painting

You made me a bridge to satisfaction. Once you get me you leave......

Returning from Albert's office the other day, Nayyara continued to confine herself in the room. He does not want to eat or drink. Every day he just cried while staring blankly out the window.

Albert repeatedly tried to persuade him, but the result was nil, Nayyara still did not want to leave the room at all.

That morning before leaving for the office, Albert took the time to ask Nayyara's situation to his housekeeper. "Bik Inah, how is Nayyara now? Does he still not want to eat either?" tanyanya while enjoying breakfast.

Bik Inah shook her head. "No, Mister. Even the food that I delivered to his room last night has not been touched at all."

Albert breathed a heavy sigh. "This can't be allowed anymore. I have to be firm or she'll be sick later."

Albert put down his cutlery, finished breakfast, and walked to Nayyara's room.

Czech....

"Lho, why is the door locked? Usually Nayyara never locks the door," he muttered a little confused. He knocks on the door and calls Nayyara.

Tok.dok....

"Nay, open the door!."

No voice heard from inside. Albert tried it again. This time, the results were the same. "Why didn't Nayyara answer my call? What's he doing?" he murmured in the heart.

Albert also tried to knock on the door for the umpteenth time, but the result was still the same. Albert was suspicious. "What's this about? Why didn't Nayyara also answer my call?."

"I knew Nayyara was sad and devastated. But he's not usually like this. Or maybe....."

There was a bad prejudice in Albert's mind. "No, that's not possible. Nayyara could not have ended her own life." she tried to break down the door to prove her suspicions.

Once or twice, Albert had not yet managed to open the door. But on the third try, he managed to open the door.

How surprised Albert heart to see the state of Nayyara. It turned out that her suspicion earlier that Nayyara would end her own life had really happened.

In front of him, Albert saw Nayyara lying on the floor with her wrists covered in blood. His other hand is seen holding the knife he used to slash his arm. His consciousness itself is gone.

Albert ran to him. Put Nayyara's head on her lap, and check her pulse. "Oh my God, please don't take him. I won't be able to live if you take the people I love again" she said. Seemed very anxious on his face. "Hopefully I'm not late to help her."

How happy Albert was when he found out that Nayyara's pulse was still there. "Thank God you're alive, Nay."

He also moves fast. Opening his suit, tearing his own shirt and tying it to the injured wrist of Nayyara to stop the bleeding. Then he shouted to Bik Inah for help.

Bik Inah, who was busy in the kitchen with various cookware, heard Albert's screams, stopped his activities and ran as fast as lightning approached him.

"What's up, sir? Why did the master yell out to me?" ask him with hunting breath.

"Please me, bik. Nayyara's wrist is hurt."

Bik Inah who did not pay attention to the existence of Nayyara immediately turned her eyes to him. "Oh my God, Non Nayyara why sir?" she was hysterical as she saw Nayyara's wrist in the condition of her employer's clothes. There was blood around it.

Nah nodded, understanding what he should do. Immediately go downstairs and ask Mang Ujang, Albert's personal driver to prepare the car.

Meanwhile, Albert carries Nayyara himself and puts her in the car. "We're going to the hospital now, Mang!" his orders. Then I turned to look at Inah. "My aunt came to the hospital too!."

Without saying much, Bik Inah went straight into the car, while Mang Ujang directly gased to the nearest hospital as soon as Inah entered.

In the middle of the journey, I asked again, "Why can Non Nayyara be like this, sir?."

"I don't know either, bik. When I came in, I saw him in this condition. Looks like he tried to end his own life by slashing his wrist."

"God! Why is Non Nayyara acting so recklessly? Now how's it going, sir?."

"I don't know either, bik. But just now when I checked, his pulse was still there."

"Thank God, sir. I hope it's not too late to help him".

The atmosphere that had been tense earlier, grew more tense when suddenly Nayyara's breath changed to hunt. "Mang Ujang, increase the speed again! We have to get to the hospital immediately or we won't be able to save him" Albert said in a panic.

"Good, master!" replied Mang Ujang briefly, then increased the speed of his car.

Not long after, the car arrived at the hospital. Albert immediately lifted Nayyara's body and brought her inside.

Shouting calling the nurse. There was panic on his face. "Suster..suster, quickly help me!."

A sister who was not far from him immediately approached. "What's up, sir?."

"Please him, sus. His arm was hit by a knife."

The sister moved quickly by taking a brangkar not far from it and bringing it in front of Albert. "Put him up there, sir!."

Albert put Nayyara's weak body on the cage carefully. The nurse immediately took her to the ICU room to get help followed by Albert behind her. While Bik Inah himself continues to follow wherever his master steps.

Put them in a room with the ICU on the door. The nurse immediately brought Nayyara inside.

Albert wanted to go inside too because he was very worried about Nayyara's condition. The nurse forbade it. "Sorry, sir, you are forbidden to enter! Let us handle the patients inside" he said firmly.

"But, sus...."

The sisters ignored Albert's rebuttal. And the big door was closed. Albert stayed outside the room alone with Inah's bik.

Shouting in frustration. Albert punched hard on the hospital wall until his knuckles spewed blood. "Why are you acting so stupid, Nayyara? What if I didn't find you?."

Bik Inah who had just continued to follow the furthest was shocked to see all that. Suddenly he approached his master intending to calm down. "Calm down, sir, the doctor is working on it."

"What if Nayyara can't hold on, bik? What am I supposed to do?."

"Believe in God, all will be well. Bibik is sure non Nayyara will survive."

Albert let out a heavy sigh, rubbing a rough face. All this tension makes him unable to think clearly.

He also threw his body on the chair that was there to calm himself. And after regaining his composure, he took his cell phone out of his pocket and contacted someone. "Hello.." he said when the phone was connected.