I'm Your Wife Not a Statue
sorry for me

It's been three days since Fahri left that night, I don't know exactly when he's coming, but surely my brother and his family will stop by to see me. I prepare food for my brother, I cook his favorite food, which my mother and I often make while still living together.

Done all my cooking, everything has also been neatly arranged on the dining table, now, just waiting for Nathan and his exit. Before long, the house bell rang, I hurriedly opened the door impatiently to see my beautiful niece.

"Abang" I hugged Nathan, then his wife Hana, and my niece, Kanaya.

"Kanaya aunty misses" I carried Kanaya's small body into the house.

"You yourself? where's your husband?"

"Em. he has an office business" I replied nervously, I don't know what other lies I have to tell him about Fahri's absence at home.

"Official business? it's a weekend, as busy as your husband gets to the weekend also still have to take care of office problems?"

I'm confused as to what to say, it seems like my lies aren't working this time.

"Where Nesha tau bang, we should just eat Nesha already favorite food dishes Abang" tried to shift the subject.

Our eyes were diverted to look at the open door and showed a handsome man who looks just finished bathing, just wearing a big shirt, with his casual Jogger pants, did not reduce his good looks at all. He looks confused to see his house that is coming guests.just like Nesha, he does not know if the man has gone home.

"Nathan, when did you guys come?"

"Just now, I just stopped by for a second, Nesha said you had an office business"

Fahri looked at me confused, I tried to give a gesture in the form of a nod, fortunately he understood.

"Ah..yeah there's a little problem, so I have to get to the office"

"You're not tired of standing, let's eat"

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After the meal was over, I played for a while with the kanaya, and it was only for a while, my brother had to go home, I drove them down. Waving my hand at Kanaya who started to move away.

Fahri POV

Nathan's words.Nesha's sister kept spinning in my head.

The flashback

When Nesha was playing with her niece, I was sitting in the living room with Nathan, her brother asked me to look after his sister, he looked very fond of Nesha. I could see her sincere gaze as she looked at Nesha who was playing with her child.

"Is she troubling you Ri"

"not at all "it is precisely me who always troubles my inner self.

"He's a spoiled kid, he's stubborn, so I'm sorry he pissed you off" I can't answer Nathan's mouth. I should be the one apologizing for continuing to hurt Nesha's feelings.

"He's a hard kid to get along with, he prefers to be alone, he's never been close to another man before marriage either. It must be that my sister is very depressed with this sudden marriage"

Every now and then I see the sweet smile of Nesha, who is playing with her niece. I don't know when the last time I saw that smile.

"please take care of him, all this time, he's always been dependent on me, I don't like someone hurting him"

If they knew the truth of our household, my truth that always hurt Nesha's feelings, what else when they knew the great thing that I had been hiding from Nesha, what should I do now, or should I admit it, reveals its truth and ends my relationship with Nesha.

Flashback.

"Anything's home?"

"You see for yourself, he's gone, obviously he's gone"

Nesha POVs

Today is the weekend, I should be able to rest, this is even spent my day by working to clean the house, making food for my brother who is visiting suddenly. I'm like an old man. Now, I'm gonna take a nap, even if it's not noon anymore, but it's 4pm, maybe when I wake up I won't be able to sleep at night. I don't know I'm tired I don't care if I put my body on the bed.

I don't know exactly when I fell asleep, but I woke up when the atmosphere was dark, the curtains of the room that was originally open now were closed tightly, I also remember, if earlier... I was just lying down but now I'm asleep with a blanket covering my body, and wait! what is this, why does my waist feel heavy, gosh hands.

"Aaaaaaaaaa, Ibuu"

"What's Nesha doing, you're having a nightmare?"

"whatever you were in my room, you surprised me, Fahri "

"I'm also shocked, as long as you know, luckily my eardrum didn't break to hear your screams"

"Why are you here"

"Why is it wrong for me to sleep with you? you're my wife"

POV author

"it's up to you" Nesha wakes up from her sleep, but her hands pull Fahri and make her back lying on the bed against Fahri, with a swift Fahri hugging Nesha back.

"What are you doing, let go of me Fahri"

"I beg you to let it be like this for a while" Fahri further tightened his embrace, while Nesha, the girl looks not okay, her heart is racing from the normal word, said Nesha, Nesha held her breath hoping that her heartbeat could not be heard Fahri.

"Breathe is Vanesha Angela"

Deg, if Fahri did not feel guilty after making Nesha's heart almost explode, now he just made the girl feel embarrassed.

"Why are you holding your breath, you're afraid, hem. calm down I won't eat you"

"Diam Lah Fahri" said Nesha nervously with a little elbow on Fahri's stomach.

"Nes, do you think our household can be repaired" said Fahri, just behind Nesha's neck, his breathing crashing clearly into Nesha's neck, which made Nesha crumble .

Shut up, Nesha just kept quiet.not responding to Fahri's remarks.

"Nes, are you sleeping? why just shut up, Hem"

"What do you want me to say, what do you want me to think, about our fake marriage" Nesha said.

"Your attitude changes foxes all the time, I am confused as to what should I interpret our household, you who never accept it right, so judge for yourself how far our household will last in the future" continued Nesha.

"Are we enough to get here, or survive, but I'm afraid we'll be just as hurt"

Nesha is silent, if you have talked about separation, her heart hurts, her tongue is tongue-tied, her thoughts drift everywhere, the fate of being a widow, the pain that will be suffered by her two families, her feelings, her life, her life, everything will be destroyed. Actually Nesha is used to living by holding back love that claps one hand, she is used to living a lonely life, so, if asked to choose between living a lonely life while maintaining her household or divorced, she said, Nesha would still choose to keep her household.

"Vanesha, please, give me a choice"

"I can't choose Fahri, because from the beginning all your decisions are governing him, while I can only resign under your rules"

Hearing Nesha's words, Fahri's heart felt sliced, from every word that came out of Nesha's mouth was very clear if the poor woman was always hurt by her attitude and to her selfishness during this time. Fahri stretched the circumference of his hand on Nesha's waist, then flipped Nesha's body to face her.

"vanesha, look at me"heard what Fahri said, Nesha looked up at the eyes of Fahri who looked at her with a soft look.

"Nesha, I'm sorry" in Nesha's arms in her arms, without the man knowing that Nesha was crying in her arms.