
Fortunately, it was all just my prejudice, in fact, not Fahri who changed my clothes, but the mothers of our apartment neighbors, Fahri was annoying with all his behavior, he could have said if he changed it, he changed it, ah, annoying.
I'm not working today, I'm asking permission, I'm sick, maybe because of last night's effects. All day long I just lay on my bed, wriggling to and fro, my head felt like it was going to break, there was no fever reliever in Fahri's medicine box, I was confused how to do, how to, do I have to ask her for help, does she want to? I don't know.
Until nightfall, my fever had not subsided, then I ventured to contact Fahri, but up to 4 times my call was rejected by the man. As insignificant as I was in Fahri's life, the tightness in my heart was because the man rejected my call when I really needed his help. I also do not want to be a weak woman, I am sick and need treatment, this afternoon I even had a nosebleed because my body temperature was so high, and tonight I decided to go alone to the clinic, the night was not too late, I could not drive my own car, so I ordered a taxi online.
After a few minutes of waiting, the taxi I ordered now came.
The night air was excruciating when I had a fever like this, again I felt fresh blood flowing out of my nasal cavity, it was common. If I have a fever and my body temperature increases, I get frequent nosebleeds like now, I duck while holding back so that his blood does not contaminate the taxi I was riding.
"neng, no papa" the taxi father asked, because he had seen my nose bleed, maybe he panicked too.
"no papa, sir, it's common for me to have a gini-rich fever" I could see the father nodding his head
Fahri POV
A lot of office work that I have to do, then I had time to go home after making sure no work left behind. I loosened the tie that choked my neck, my eyes peeked for Nesha's whereabouts, but I didn't find the woman, I just remembered, she called many times, she called, but I'm not hating because I do a lot of work, but where is that woman now. I don't know I don't care either, I'd rather snort and rest.
With the towel still on my head, I stood in front of Nesha's room door, I just wanted to make sure the woman was in her room not wandering around at night like this.
"Nesha" there is no sayhutan, the mattress is neat, the bathroom door is also open, but the result is the same, there is no Nesha.
"Nesha" this time my voice began to rise, but again there was only the silence of the night, the balcony was also empty, Where else is the woman, why? what is it with me, why do I care about it, just let it go, isn't this what I've always wanted, I'm tired of working all day, too, thinking Nesha was just wasting my time, I went back to the room to rest.
Nesha POVs
I snorted in annoyance, the nurse at this clinic forced for a few days hospitalization, she said I was into a lack of fluids so needed serious treatment. He even asked me to go to a big hospital, they wrote me letters of reference, they also took me to the hospital, and here I am, sleeping alone in the patient's ward. I'm one of the most lazy people to go to the hospital, I prefer to be at home and taken care of by mom and dad, but now that I've been living away from them, I'm alone, I'm alone, their spoiled little girl should be able to take care of herself, there is nothing to ask for help.
I miss them, for some reason I suddenly became a whiny like this, my cheeks are now wet with tears, the tightness is even more torturous, I need someone to hold her hand, I need someone to hold her, I need someone to lean on, but I'm actually alone in the hospital room.
tomorrow
Fahri POV
It's morning and Nesha hasn't come home yet, that woman...
"do you really like to wander like this, Nes. did your parents educate you to be a woman who likes to spend time outside rather than inside the house " I'm upset because until morning Nesha hasn't come home either, where she is, has she always been like this.
"basis cheesy girl, girl who does not feel at home yes..same with cheap girl" I'm annoyed with her arbitrary behavior, what else is the right word for a woman like that, besides cheap. It's been three days nesha hasn't come home, nor do I care, after she wants to go where and who to go with, what do I care about, it's also a weekend I don't want to waste time thinking about that cheap woman. I'd rather go to the hospital to see him who deserves my attention than Nesha who can only embarrass me.
Nesha POVs
Three days I've been lying weak in the hospital, the last two days I really couldn't do anything, but today it's been better, the doctor said I got typhoid, it's worth it.
I was also just able to hold a cell phone, there was no incoming call from the person I was waiting for the most. Who am I in his life to want him to contact and question my whereabouts, it seems I am not that important in his life, I am stupid, indeed, I can just keep thinking about someone who never cared about me, annoying indeed.
I was not at home in the hospital, I kept whining for the nurses to be allowed to go home, finally they gave up and later in the afternoon after getting the medicine I could go home.
I was too bored in the room, so this morning I decided to get some fresh air in the hospital garden.
There was an infusion needle attached to my hand, I had to walk carefully. Today the hospital looks crowded, many families come to visit their families who are being treated.
I ran every hospital hallway, occasionally I also greeted people who passed me, from a distance I saw the figure of the man I missed these three days,
"Famey?" I asked, was that really Fahri, what was he going to the hospital, who was he looking at, and what was he waiting for me to come see me? I smiled like a fool, what thought it was, just know he wasn't, if I lay helpless in the hospital, how could he have come, just know he did not if I entered the hospital, how to visit me, but Fahri also came with flowers in his hands, saw Fahri who was getting closer, I quickly hid.