I WAS BORN FOR WHOM
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The day has passed felt so fast, the sorrow-loving crying and happy stars passed through in the land of others just to achieve his dreams.many of which must be sacrificed to get it all, to get it all, including the departure of his beloved mother. When he heard the mother's departure, for a moment the star world seemed to stop spinning.His determination to become a doctor was because he wanted to treat and treat the mother's pain, the,but what will be said if the creator has willed he can not fight it.only by way of menikhlaskan lah so that the path of his mother to heaven in God's ease.
Flashbacks
In the hospital the husband and wife are strengthening each other, although Pak Desta has strengthened his heart for this bad day but still his pain is very painful. the woman who accompanied her from young to old finally had to part because of fate as well.
"Mas when I'm gone later don't cry yes" said Ms. Nilam in her weak voice
"Don't talk like that baby, don't you remember a few days ago your beautiful daughter said what" said the husband to divert their conversation
"Dad of course still remember mas, how could our daughter had been invited to perform the operation.even still spelled out he just entered." said the wife considering how her daughter told about her first operation
"Of course it can be a beautiful wife, you forget that your daughter is so smart" said Mr. Desta again
"As I want to talk to our daughter, maybe this will be our last chat" please Miss Nilam
Again and again, Pak Desta had to hold tight in his chest to hear the words of his wife, maybe this will be the last meeting of the mother and child before doing surgery tomorrow. Deep down he hopes his surgery will run smoothly even though the doctor said that his success is only 10% just.
Not waiting for long his call was connected and showed the beautiful face of his daughter.
"Assalamualaikum dad"what a star with a cheerful
"Walaikumsalam nak" replied Mr. Desta while returning the princess' smile
"This mother wants to talk her word kangen" continued Pak Desta facing his cellphone camera on the wife
"Hello dear" said Miss Nilam with dewy eyes
"Mother wants a story" replied the Star with enthusiasm even though her heart wanted to cry
"What do you want to tell me?"ask Bu Nilam Curious
"Mother, Bintang became Assistant lecturer here" he said proudly
"Alhamdulillah mother's daughter is always proud," replied the mother occasionally stroked her stomach when sick and of course the star saw the change in the look of the face of the mother
"Mom must be healthy yes in order to nemenin dad here, star promise will complete star education quickly" said Bintang
"Dear dear, promise me first whatever happens later do not come back here before my daughter becomes a great doctor" said Ms. Nilam
"Yes ma'am, the star of the appointment will be a great surgeon in order to treat her mother's pain.so before that happens you have to wait for the stars." she replied with a smile
"It seems like you're forgotten" said the father ostensibly sulking
"Dad should take care of mom until the stars come home ya."sahut star
"Surely, son, I will take good care of your mother and study diligently." replied the father
After taking off the miss with the princess now Bu Nilam's face looks calmer than before, just a few hours away from the schedule of his surgery will be done of course it makes the father and son worried, he said, although in front of the wife they can still smile and laugh but actually it is just a mask.
"Mas remember Jagan cried my departure later, live happily with our daughter.if someday our daughter has found her escort tell her that our daughter has a mother who loves her very much."said Ms. Nilam with a smile
"It's a shame that you'll recover and we'll see our daughter marry the man of her choice" the husband replied, clasping his wife's hand so tightly
The star who heard the chatter of his parents could only hold back his cries, so he asked the father to make a phone call to Him, because he wanted to accompany the father even though he could not get close.
"It's a shame to know that your mas and your daughter love you so much, so hold on for us" said Mr. Desta in a trembling voice
"Sorry sir, we'll bring Nilam's mistress in" said one of the nurses who pushed the wife's gurney
"Wait a minute" said Pak Desta while tightly hugging the weak body of the wife, kissed the pale face with tears.maybe this will be their last meeting, he said,if God allows it again then the operation of the wife will be easier.
"Mas Jagan cried again and told our daughter that her mother loved her so much, you have to live happily." said Ms. Nilam while peeping her husband's forehead
Mr. Desta could only see his wife leaving with a smiling face, now he could only beg God for his wife's operation to go smoothly.
Minutes passed until it did not feel almost 5 hours Pak Desta waiting alone, only accompanied by the voice of the princess because if he saw his face he could not.
The operation was supposed to be 12 hours but the red light turned green right in 7 hours.of course it made Mr. Desta afraid but before the doctor came out he could only think positively.
"Dad what's up"?ask the star when the father suddenly stops the sholawat that the father constantly says
"Dad doesn't know yet, son, but your mother's operating room lights have turned green" replied the father
The star shuts its mouth firmly so that its cries are not heard, the memories with the mother flashed in its shadow.
The star is well aware that the mother's illness has been very severe but she still hopes that there is a miracle of the world approaching the mother.
"Doctor what happened, has the operation been completed"?asked Mr. Desta when he saw the figure of the doctor approaching him
"Sorry sir, we have done our best, but God wills another.Patient father, I and other colleagues apologize and mourn."the doctor answered by lowering his head to follow several nurses who participated in the operation
Mr. Desta could only smile at the doctor's words, he had promised the wife not to cry anymore.and his promise was really he kept, the proof he received with airy chest. Right now what was on his mind was to calm his daughter so as not to get too late in the grief.
After finishing taking care of the return of the corpse of the wife, Pak Desta immediately did his burial because it was not good to make the corpse of his wife too long left.
The star can only watch the mother's funeral via Vidio's phone call, this is the second time he watched the funeral after his grandfather first.
After the funeral procession was completed, Mr. Desta went home, fortunately the neighbors helped him a lot . when he realized that the phone connection with the princess had not been interrupted, Mr. Dinata immediately changed his sad face with a smile
"Honey do not be too sad for too long pity the mother if she sees her favorite child crying." said Mr. Dinata
"The star father of a strong child becomes a star is okay" the star replied to the father's smile
"Dad knows so quickly finish school and make mom proud" said Mr. Desta
The star just nodded because he did not want to cry in front of his father.
After the phone call ended the star cried alone, even the star ignored the people who called her name. The star never shared her sadness with others,what the stars show is a star that is always happy and cheerful.
flashback off
Until now I still do not believe that mother is no longer there and at this moment I miss mother very much.
Mother once said"When I die later, you will realize how high the sky is."
**SO MAKE FRIENDS WHO STILL HAVE PARENTS, LOVE THEM SINCERELY BEFORE GOD SEPARATES YOU.
I LOVE YOU ALL**