I WAS BORN FOR WHOM
episode 83

The star just sits and sits quietly looking at the people who are so missed at once who hate sitting right in front of him.The figure of the father who used to hate him now looks old and his burly body there is no more either.

The sobbing of the older brother made the star daydream break, he was not unhappy or happy to be reunited with his family only his pain was still greater than his longing.

"I'm sorry if there's nothing to talk about I want to go, I still have a lot of things to do" said the star in a trembling voice

Hearing that his daughter wanted to leave Hendra immediately spoke in a hoarse tone because from earlier he had also shed his tears.

"Star please forgive the mistakes of the father in the past, forgive the father who wasted you, and forgive the father who has done unfair to you first. Maybe with just an apology can't treat the pain you're giving you first, then tell me what you have to do to get sorry from you, son."bastian said with a plea to the silent star

"What was my fault in you that little body I had to feel the pain of his torment that you gave first?did I ask to be born in the midst of your family?even if my presence is only to be tormented by you why didn't you kill me before I was born"replied the star in his sobbing Isak even the star did not dare to call the middle-aged male figure by the title of father

"Do you ever know what it's like that little boy you used to torture so much, that little boy had to feel the cold of his bathroom floor because of a mistake he never made. the poor little boy survived even days without being given food and drink, I remember well for four days I only drank from the water in the bathroom hoping the creator would pick me up soon, but I'm still left alive to be able to avenge all the pain you used to do."The star could not control his emotions, his tightness and heartache now he expressed full of anger

"I don't need your pardon, sir, the pain you give me can't disappear from my heart, but I still remember how you guys ate a fancy meal full of laughs,and when I ask only a mouthful of rice but you with the heart beat my small body first to unconscious." said the star while holding his chest that feels tight

Fika was no longer able to hear the words of her sister,her pain was so painful.what after she died home when her sister needed it like that.then what if her father just lied to her every time she asked about the sister.

Hendra could not say anything more, all the words that were thrown from the child's mouth like a blunt dagger that was forcefully stuck in his chest, his feeling was so painful that he felt.

While the people who were there were just being good listeners, how the star struggles lived up to this point.

don't forget to leave a trail

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