I WAS BORN FOR WHOM
episode 84
Fika walked closer to the sister who was now crying bitterly, her heart ached even when stepping her legs Fika needed more energy to support her body.
When he was about to hug the sister he had been looking for all this time, Fika could only swallow the bitterness because the sister refused him. No, Fika is not angry at all she deserves rejection from her sister when she knows the suffering experienced by her sister since she left.
"Star forgive sister" said Fika with her tearful patter, she did not know what other words to express her current feelings
"Tell me why you would leave me alone in that sad house, didn't you promise to always protect me, but in fact you would abandon me in that house."the star asks for an explanation from the brother who died himself first
"No, sister never intended to abandon you" Fika replied quickly
"Ha ha ha" The star laughed loudly even though her tears were rushing along
"You didn't abandon me,?but in fact you did that.you let me live with torment."The star distanced fika's hand that was about to hug her
"Do you know that every night I cry for you wishing you had come to help me, every day I pray that you come back and take me away with you,but it never came true.my frail body always felt how sick it was beaten, how sick it held hunger and in the end I was kicked out of the house." The star took a deep breath before continuing his words
"When I came out of that house, for the first time I was so grateful and grateful to the creator, even though I had to die outside it was better for me than to die in your house,and did you ever look for me when you found out I wasn't home anymore?I don't think you did that." said the star in a voice so heavy
"Listen to the explanation of the star brother, when I returned to the house brother immediately searched for your whereabouts but brother did not find you where, they said that you run away from home ."fika replied by grabbing the sister's hand despite still getting rejected
"When you heard I ran away from home did you trust me and not look for me anymore, did you?ask the stars again
"that, then, you can clear the stars, I've been looking for you everywhere but didn't manage to find you and"
"And you think I'm dead, don't you?" connect the stars with a heart that is getting sicker
"How can you find out where I am if you just can't recognize me, if you forgot our first meeting at the airport.you even cursed me without knowing what I did wrong" said the star
Hearing the words of her sister Fika increasingly sobbing, if only she knew that the woman she was scolded was the one she was looking for where Fika might do that.
"Right, I couldn't recognize you the first time we met.I couldn't recognize the face I'd longed for, but trust me I've always been looking for you,I've always tried to find you but God didn't make the process easier, God still wants to teach me a lesson for leaving you first."Fika is now sitting on the floor near the feet of her sister
while Brian who saw it felt so guilty, because this happened because of him.if only he said as soon as possible to Fika then this will not happen, but how else has already happened.
"The star please believe in your brother, he was looking for you from a long time ago.even your brother had to be treated several times because he was too busy looking for your existence to ignore his own health."said Brian who could not bear to see the two women in his heart was hurting each other
"Yes this is all because you could hide my sister, you could bear to me Brian" shouted Fika by hitting Brian's chest weakly
"I'm sorry Brian replied, holding Fika's hand
"So all this time Brian has known about my family problems"?ask the star full of disappointment
"The big sister can answer and explain to you" Brian now walked closer to the star
The star immediately took a few steps back because she felt the people here just wanted to play with her feelings, then who should she trust again if all her heartache.
In the room there were only those with his star friends, his heart ached but he did not know who to run to as if they were all participating in this painful game.
"Dad" said the star, slowly stepping his feet