IDAMAN'S BOYFRIEND BROTHER
fourteen

I stepped in to Andre's place in the care. I peeked out of the glass that was on the door of his room. He seemed to be joking with Hany. I also ventured to open the door to her room. He looked at me and I just smiled awkwardly.

"Hi", I was greeted with a smile by the two of them.

"Come in" said Andre and I approached them.

"Han, can Andre pinjem for a moment?", I asked with a smile.

"Ah, yes I went out first", he answered and moved from where he was sitting.

"Sit down" said Andre, who let me sit down.

"How are you doing?", I asked.

"I'm much better, thank you" he said. Makes me look at the silhouette of his eyes.

"I'm sorry", I said and lowered my head.

"Hey, you're not wrong" she replied.

"If you had not accompanied me at that time, Yoga would not have harmed you" I said. Honestly after the incident two years ago this time I dare to apologize to him.

"It's not your fault, I should be the one apologizing because I finally have to be with the fucking guy" he replied as he rubbed my eyes.

"You know, our friendship used to be so peaceful. Me, you, Anton and Bokir" I said, smiling.

"Until finally one by one of us into the black entanglement of the Yoga. Why did you have to come at that time too? You were the one who originally forbade us to come" I said again.

"Because my job is to protect you" he replied.

"If you hadn't stopped Yoga, would I still be alive today? He's so obsessed with you. Therefore he does not want any man other than him who approaches you", he replied.

"But I can't save Anton", I answered and lowered my head. I think back to everything that happened I started crying there.

"I'm sorry, because of me you, Anton has to override all of this from Yoga. I am useless", I said, crying. Maybe all this time it was what I wanted to vent anger at myself who was too helpless.

"I'd better be like this, but you can escape from Yoga" replied Andre who made me turn to him.

"You have sacrificed a lot for me and my children. You're willing to accept Yoga even though I know you can't. Obviously you never want to be in a prank or just hugged or kissed. Is it different with Noa?", he asked again.

"You mean?", I asked him why he knew about me and Noa.

"Three years ago when we both went to that school. When Noa was in conflict with Maria",

"Wait a minute, you know all that?", I asked again.

"Let me explain", replied Andre I according to him, it does not seem polite to cut people's words.

"Noah, first time you see you. The girl with the look of a jutek who always made her curious. When he found out you and Yoga were one he told me to join the Yoga gang. Wh-wh-what for? To make sure you are okay. The war between Noa and Yoga intensified after the race, which resulted in Yoga and I seeing at the police station. But because Noa told me to, that's why she guaranteed my freedom" he said at length.

"About your skill in shooting and the nature of your nature he already knows, I'm sorry to have been so impudent in telling you all about Noa" he added.

"So he wasn't surprised and just asked me to explain why I couldn't be afraid of a gun?", I said.

"Then his resolve is to release you from Yoga. He's liked you ever since. Maria who was in her boyfriend for three years is nothing compared to you" he said again.

"When Mary cheated, it was an opportunity for Noa to break away from Mary. And that's when Mary disappeared" she replied again.

"That's all I know, the rest I don't know anymore, because Yoga has crippled my access to know and accompany you. But fortunately there was Anton", he added.

"You know Anton likes me?", I asked him he smiled.

"You know not, he was even eager to replace me back then. He said, "why don't I have a defect. Why should you? Now the name that Nia will always remember is you, her savior", yes that's what she said", Andre said, mimicking Anton's style of speech.

"Even now he's the one I'm going to remember. Thanks to him I survived. I feel so guilty", I replied.

"He must be happy you're healthy now. Anyway now that you're with Noa, I'm sure she'll settle down there" she replied trying to calm me down.

"Thank you Andre", I replied with a smile.

"Same, two more days I'll run the operation. Pray that my operation goes well" he said.

"Sure", I answered with a smile at her and started walking towards the door.

"Is it relieved?", asked Hyunsuk.

"Do you want to go home?", asked Hyunsuk.

"I want to sleep in Om Ri's place" I replied.

"Good idea", he replied and we rushed to Om Ri's house. Arriving there I found Bang Noa sitting staring out the window.

"Cup, I'll take a break" I replied. Then go to the room that has been provided by Om Ri.

I lay myself in bed.

"Am I outrageous? But I don't know how I started talking to him" I said in the dim light of the room.

"I miss you, but I'm too naive to say it. I really don't know why I was so jealous when she was with Maria" I added and covered my face with a pillow.

"And I miss you so much too", a voice I know so well began to sit on my bed.

"Sorry, for all the things that make you dislike. I had no intention of hiding everything. About Maria's move I really don't know" he said again.

"But please don't ever intend to stay away from me or leave me behind" he said. I kept quiet and didn't want to answer. I am really confused by this situation. I've never felt this way. Even when Susan with Yoga just a cursory taste. Not as complicated as I feel right now.

"If you can't talk yet, I'll go out" he said, starting to get out of bed. My hands hold.

"Don't go, accompany me" said I, who was still looking away.

He came back but did not sit down, he put himself in bed.

"You know, it's been almost three years that you've been messing with my mind?", he said.

"I know, you called me the mysterious jutek girl" I replied.

"You know that?", asked me to take the pillow off my face and start looking at his bead.

"I've known everything, satisfied you", I reply.

"Waaaah, who would dare to dismantle it?", said Bang Noa.

"Surely you must be responsible for all Andre's medical expenses" I replied.

"Who am I?", asked Bang Noa.

"You told him to take care of me until he was like that. You're a time entrepreneur who spent money a little bit to complain?", Reply me and turn my face again.

"Alright, the Crop Company's finances are in the hands of the first lady", her reply made me smile despite not facing her.

"Don't ignore me" he added and turned my body upside down.

"Where is your lover?", I asked her.

"Jeez Nia how many times have I said I have no more feelings for her" replied Bang Noa began to get frustrated with my behavior.

"I'm just asking where he is?", I asked again.

"He's downstairs, satisfied?", he asked again.

"I would be more satisfied if you really wouldn't leave me" I answered and began to sit on the bed.

"I can't promise not to go" he replied.

"Are you going to leave me? Even after you made me love you?", I asked again.

"I will try to stay by your side. But please don't tell me to promise", he said it was now his turn to look away.

"All right, it's up to you" I replied.

"Do you want to sleep?", asked Bang Noa.

"Yes, but can you accompany me tonight?", I doubt.

"It's not a problem" he answered lying down first. I followed him and threw myself down with his arm that became a pillow.

"I'm sorry, for all my negative thoughts about you. I'm sorry I didn't give you a chance to explain everything. I was too afraid if your answer turned out to be my unwillingness", I said and began to close my eyes and meet my beautiful dreams.