IDAMAN'S BOYFRIEND BROTHER
twenty three

My name is Nia Julia, in my dictionary other than Yoga there is another human who recorded red in my brain, YOONBIN.

The guy who made my heart almost get dislodged because of the bike we were riding on at his pace at high speed.

I had sworn an oath since we got to school, it really feels like I want to yell at him but what guts too shrunk.

"Ngapain komat kamit like that? Learning to be a shaman?", he asked.

I just rolled my eyeballs lazily with him.

I walked first and ignored Yoonbin who yelled at me I kept walking fast until my body felt a pull from the left side.

My body bounced against the wall.

"Akhh", I said restrained.

"Oh new boy, don't be pretentious to you" he said. I remember clearly that the woman who pulled me just now was the same person as a woman who made me almost fall the first time I entered this school.

"Whatchu mean? I've never tried because of you" I said.

One slap landed on my cheek. It feels hot though not as strong as Yoga but still the name on the slap must be painful.

"You mentioned what should belong to me" he replied

"you mean what the hell I don't understand?", My answer is not in beautiful at all.

"Gw persematin ya to you, again you deketin Ben, you will abis same I understand?!", he replied.

"If I don't want to?",

"Damn it, what kind of answer is this?", my inner self.

"Lu's really, really, yes", her screams started to strangle my neck. It's just a wonder why so many people like to choke my neck lately.

"SARAAAAH!!!", shouted the invisible male who.

"Against me, I've begun to have difficulty breathing", my mind wants to scream at this moment.

"Lepasin Sar, are you crazy?", he said encouraging the woman who was called Sarah.

And after that I don't remember if only the dark attacked me.

****

"You're sober?", asked someone I still faintly saw.

"Dizziness", reply.

"Let's go to sleep, soon Junkyu and Haruto come to bring you food" he replied.

"me why? and the woman wasn't she our classmate?", I asked her to turn her face away.

"answer me!", I said when there was no answer he gave me.

"Yoonbin's? answer me!", once again I shouted in front of him. I don't know why I felt so sick when he ignored me. My eyes were hot, I didn't want to cry this time I was really tired. I prefer to bow my head when I feel dizzy.

"are you okay?", he asked and tried to hold my shoulder but somehow this ego was too strong to move my mind and my hand to shake his movement.

"don't touch" I said.

"sorry, wait for Junkyu and Haruto to come, rest me out for a while" he said and left me for granted. I prefer to lay my body on a UKS bed and feel my neck hot as much as possible a giggle from the woman will stick around my neck, and if Bang Noa knows for sure she will look for the woman.

"siaaal, don't you want to rest? why keep thinking complicated things?", I told myself.

"Nia, you don't have a papa?", asked Junkyu he looked very panicked once I just replied with a smile that showed that I was fine.

"do we tell Noa?", asked Junkyu who made me round my eyes.

"ah I don't papa really" I answered, but outside there was a noise from the child who shouted indistinctly.

"why outside the storm?", I asked and they just moved their shoulders showing they did not know what.

When their screams started getting boisterous I became curious about what happened.I quickly headed to the door to see the situation outside. But my eyes are closed child's looking down.

"liat deh, get battered so" said one of the girls who swarmed while pointing towards the source of their attention.

"sorry what is it?", I asked 

"isn't this woman the source of the problem?" he said as he looked at me.

"you mean?", I don't know what they're talking about.

"are you satisfied to make them quarrel?",

"who do you mean?", I asked and they gave way to me and when my eyes saw what happened.

I stepped in a hasty step towards the basketball court. I saw two men who were fighting, hit, not two but only one who continued to hit while one was just silent with a bruised face without the intention of retaliating.

"bang Noa stop!!!", I shouted.

the men were Bang Noa and Yoonbin. Yoonbin looked at me with her bruised face, while Bang Noa had no intention of stopping the blow.

"stop saying, STOP!!!", I cried hysterically and began to walk and hold Noa's hand.

"please stop" I said, crying. Junkyu and Haruto also help hold onto the noisy Noa bang.

"he has not taken care of you, and why is he alive?"his words made me let go of my hand that was holding him back. Without an aba aba I even slapped him making him round his eyes and looking at me as if asking why.

"just be aware during this time he takes care of me. When you are busy with your work, when there is no time for me only Yoonbin who is ready to install the body for Nia", I shouted in front of him.

"if that's to be blamed here, it's all my fault why I have to live" I shouted with an outpouring of emotions that began to rule me.

I helped Yoonbin stand up and leave the school area. the longer I just don't know why a stranger and not even a schoolgirl can come in and beat up his students while all just cheering without any intention to help. were their hearts unmoved by such an incident?. I carried Yoonbin in an alley where she found me at that time. I started to clean her wound and compress it with water.

"forgive me", I said, his originally empty gaze began to glance at me.

"it's not your fault, it's our fault that we can't take care of you" he replied.

"but you wouldn't be like this if I never entered your life" I replied.

"listen to me" he said, cupping my cheek, for some reason I feel I really have a real guardian angel whom I can call my BROTHER. 

"Never blame yourself, you are something precious and you should be protected right?", he added with a smile. For some reason my body immediately hugged him without being ordered by my brain.

"i love you Yoonbin", I replied as I continued to hug her. she rubbed my back.

"hands are warm", my mind.

"i love you too Nia" she replied.

"you are the older brother of my dreams, I really found it from you" I said.

"really?", he asked

"of course. from now on you are my brother understand?", I forced him.

he breathed out and smiled. "yes well because you forced it", at last.

"yeah!! I'm not forcing you", I cried he just laughed.