In 30ths.
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" Congratulations By, you finally get your love even though Mayang chose you only as a temporary husband. Regardless it's just a while that will turn into forever or how, whatever it is I'm happy. Because, my heart is now filled with the figure of a shitty young man." Murmured Dera who sat staring at the outside window of her car.

" I know you hurt Mae's heart. I still remember how Derry humiliated you in front of so many people by accusing you of being a woman who cheated on you and mistreating you as a barren woman. Hhhh, you're strong Mae." Dera said that back to remember how bitter the story of Mayang and Derry household in the past.

" Hhhhh.....!" Dera snorted and stared out the window again. Her hand played her phone hoping her husband would contact her.

" No, I think my decision was wrong. Forcing other people's feelings is not good." Mumbled Dera contemplating.

" Sir, Dera. You should know the risks of marrying a younger person. He is handsome and also dreams of many women turned out in his campus. Hahahaha, did I get into a lizard trap?" His sizzle Dera then laughed bitterly.

" What's up Non to Non laughing himself?" Ask Mr. Manto who saw Dera from the spy inside.

" No sir, it's just that something's funny" replied the dera lying.

" It seems like a lot of things are not thought of."

" Many sir, father's salary, children's salary, client, husband."

" It's hard, isn't it, so rich? Must think about the welfare of his men."

" Well sir, let everything go smoothly there must be one head that thinks hard." Dera replied that her mind was slowly being diverted from her regrets after marrying Al.

" Sir, how does the law regret marriage?"

" What's up Non? Any problems with Den Al?"

" oom... Sir. Yesterday's..." Said Dera telling everything to Mr. Manto.

Mr. Manto is Dera's personal driver. His calm and mature figure and good manners in speaking can always make Dera find a solution in every complaint that is spoken to Mr. Manto. Dera's parents are rarely home. Dera spent more time with her nanny and also the household assistants from childhood.

" No, don't get easily burned jealous. There are times when what we see does not fit the facts. Sometimes our point of view affects the end result." Pak Manto replied briefly but meaningfully.

" But sir, after I thought he would marry me just for material reasons. I'm starting to regret for forcing other people's feelings."

" Hahahaha, Non, Non yet what have you regretted. Have you ever heard the saying waiting tresno jalaran Soko kulino? Which means that love exists because of ordinary?"

" Yes sir. What does it mean?" Dera still does not understand the philosophy expressed by Mr. Manto.

" Yes, that love model so whose presence we are not aware of. Where we never say it but it has been carved in the heart. We can only feel and realize it as the love slowly goes away. Now, it's not the time for Non to regret." Said Mr. Manto who was smiling. Making Dera even more confused until frowning.

" What do I do, sir?" Ask Dera who is like a Kindergarten child who does not understand what love is about.

" Just get used to it." Said Mr. Manto with continued focus on driving.

" Sir, that's obviously dong. I don't understand this." Urge 6ang dera anxious because Pak Manto's answer seemed long-winded.

" So this. Whoever the lady that Non suspected was, her position was much lower than Non. Just ignore him. For Non marriage, just do how good as a wife to take care of the husband. Always be nice and nice. Over time Mr. Al will get used to it and start depending on Non. That's where your love begins to grow without knowing." Answer Mr. Manto.

" But sir, just seeing him I'm upset. Especially if you remember the time he left with another woman." Dera snorted annoyed with a frown but his ears were still ready to accommodate the aspirations and solutions of Mr. Manto.

" Yes that's up to Non, too. Want to survive or give up. If my advice is so. Make him get used to Non let his love grow." Said Mr. Manto calmly.

Dera was silent thinking about Mr. Manto's words. There is also a truth to the words of Mr. Manto. However, if you get used to it, you will feel lost if you do not.

^^^'I didn't go home Al. Just take care of your own needs. Take our stuff back to the apartment.'^^^

Al who was still lifting several boxes of groceries immediately put the box and replied to Dera's message.

Al was a little upset when Dera came back to call him only by the name as when Al was still working with him.

^^^'Is such courtesy towards your husband Dera?'^^^

Instead of being angry because of being reprimanded by her husband, Dera instead likes not to be upset because Al alluded to the call of love.

Dera doesn't reply to Al's message anymore. He is still very upset to remember about yesterday when Al's reconnaissance was running and one car with a woman. To the extent that Al refuses when Dera wants to pick him up.

Al wanted to contact Dera immediately after replying to the message from the dera. But all of that was taken care of when his eyes saw there were still many cardboard boxes and wooden boxes waiting for him to be moved immediately.

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" Any, very tired." Al curled stretched his shoulder muscles which felt tight and stiff.

" This is Aldi drink." Said Maria one of the lecturers Aldi.

" Thank you, Mom." Aldi replied shyly and then received a glass of cold water given by Miss Mary.

Aldi and Miss Maria chatted in a room that was still poorly lit. Sometimes they laughed together, and it also appeared that Aldi was holding a child in a horse-drawn carriage that looked comfortable and spoiled in his carriage.

Without Al realizing there is a pair of eyes as well as a camera lens that scouted. Al who felt there was nothing just did everything accordingly.

Al then returned home to the apartment and fell asleep because of the tiredness of Al sampqi forgot to contact Dera.

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" Oh, he deserves to be very indifferent to me. What's wrong with Papa's men?" Dera asked himself.

" Little boy? or maybe he is married and has a wife? That's why he won't publicize our marriage. Well, does this mean I'm an actor?" Cerocos Dera is non-stop after getting a photo from his man.

" I was wrong. I was wrong...." Sizzle Dera who then hit his chest and cried sobbing in the hotel room where he was staying.

" I shouldn't have forced. I should have looked deeper, What is this? The woman from yesterday, was she really his wife? Is this bad that I took a father from his son and wife?" Dera cried regretting her decision.

What Dera Tangisi is is not necessarily what really happened. Assumption dera that comes from a disappointed heart slowly can actually make Dera destroyed unceremoniously.

" No..., no. I'm not a bad woman." Dera's fizzled his tears and then reached into his jacket pocket and drank a few grains of tranquilizer.

What's with the sedative? Does Dera have a past that makes him fall and fall?