In 30ths.
33

" Do you hate me so much Tan?" Julian asked with his face down and his two hands faithfully holding Tania's hand in the key. The tear fell on Tania's hand.

" The crocodile tears!" Umpat Tania who is furious about the actions of Julian who wants to win alone.

"I really am Tan. Listen to me, I'm sorry I wasted my own wife all this time. I am sorry to have neglected all your filial piety and kindness. I want us to be with Tan. Can't I get a second chance?" Julian said pleading with his teary eyes.

" Don't act in front of me Julian. Even as long as we're together, you never assume I exist. I'm just like shit to you. At the beginning of our marriage you deliberately wanted to marry me just because of burning emotions because Angel asked you to break up. And now, he's gone again and you're approaching me again. I know Julian, you're doing this just so Angel can come back to you. Julian listen, I'm a human being not a tool for you." Tania said without even looking at Julian's face. For him it was so sickening that this had only been Julian's place of impingement and tool to get the angel back at him.

" Tan, honey." Call Julian who is now crying down in front of Tania. Julian's affectionate words gave Tania goosebumps. This was the first time the words sounded sincere without any covert intent or lurking CCTV.

" Damn!" Tania screeched in disbelief rolling her eyes lazy. It felt like he wanted to smother Julian to stop bragging.

" I'm serious, I'm honest, being away from you drives me crazy Tan. My life feels empty without you at home, near me." Julian said that he was now looking at Tania with a compassionate look and his eyes were wet with tears. For the first time in his life Julian whined at the compassion of a woman.

Tania pulled her hand slowly and took out a paper from inside her bag and squeezed it hard.

"See this." Tania showed the originally smooth paper turning tangled and imprinted.

" Can you give it back to the same as before?" Hope Tania Julian will give up and answer no. But that's not Julian's answer.

" Remove! I can." Julian squeezed the paper further and opened it slowly a few times Julian flicked the paper and returned to his normal state.

" look? I can Tania. Nothing is impossible in this world." Julian convinced Tania.

Tania was still gawking with her half-gape lips in disbelief that Julian had such an ability.

While Tania was still amazed and amazed to see the smooth paper that returned to its original state, Julian took advantage of the moment to kiss Tania's lips. Tania did not react to anything but silence and closed her eyes.

Tania was still feeling her own feelings this time. Where does his heart go, why does Julian's touch sometimes miss him so much?

Tania pushed Julian's body slowly back to her seat and stared at him intensely with both of Tania's eyes rolling back and forth.

" You shaman? Or a witch, or a magician?" Chirps Tania who changed the sad atmosphere into a little relaxed.

" It doesn't matter. The most important thing is to trust me Tan. I want us to be together again. I won't let you down a second time." Julian pleaded and promised with earnestness.

" I don't know, I'm tired. I want to sleep!" Tania rushed down and wanted to end the endless conversation.From there the car stopped in front of Tania's house with Yuli's mother watching the two from her bedroom floor.

Mas's?

He was no longer angry. Julian, Julian, Julian. When angry only my name is called without frills. If there is a Mas in front of him, he is no longer angry. Inner Julian was delighted and followed behind Tania.

" Go home, why come?" Tania glanced sharply and rolled her eyeballs lazily.

" Well...." Julian replied while squeezing his stomach like holding something back.

" Anu what? don't have much reason to be there home." Tania pushed Julian back a few steps.

" Help, honey, don't you feel sorry for me? My stomach is heartburn, let me go to the bathroom, okay? After this I go home." Said Julian who was still following Tania with his feet squeezing each other holding something that wanted to come out with a pungent smell.

" Mode!!" Ketus Tania who ignored Julian and opened the door of his house.

" Bret...!!" Fart Julian.

The stench poked into Tania's nose and made Tania reflex hit Julian's arm slowly and then ran back out breathing fresh air deeply to throw a bad smell that seemed stuck in his neck.

" Yuck!" Tania felt nauseous and occasionally fluttered her hands in front of her nose and regulated her breathing.

" Eat what the hell he is, eat carrion times ya." Tania grumbled before finally entering the house after feeling that the stench was gone.

"Look at them Well. Is your son in love with his wife?" Ask Yuli's mother to the husband who was also standing next to her to see the behavior of her son and daughter-in-law.

" Oh ma'am, don't tell me to separate the beds. At the end of this I was made dizzy by your son. He was always whining, and even you know he bribed me yesterday with the lure of giving you the antique car that I was looking for but you didn't approve of it. Never mind, let them stay one more roof." Julian's father spoke truthfully to his wife hoping that Yuli's mother's firmness would fade a little.

" No! I'll teach the boy a lesson to let him know the taste. Let him know how to appreciate a woman more than his wife. If I don't remember if he's my son then I'm going to imprison him. You remember how many times he made waiting for you to get into the hospital? It was an act of violence. Less tolerance than I have all this time?" Mother Yuli was firm with her stance. He insisted on keeping Julian away from Tania solely so that Julian would know how valuable their sacred bond was.

" Hhh, it's up to you, honey. The important thing is that you don't get angry with me. Is tonight the ration launching?" Julian's father seduced his wife with his hand that was already cuddling the body of Yuli's mother standing in front of the window.

" STOP!! I'm gonna drag that kid out of my daughter-in-law's house first. Let's know how she feels." Mother Yuli said with her face showing anger.

" Whose son is Julian or Tania the hell is Mom?" Julian's father exclaimed from his room while Yuli's mother had already walked towards his daughter-in-law's house.

" Two!" Yuli's mother disappeared behind the door.

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" Have you? go home no more excuses." Ketus Tania who has now changed her nightgown with her shorts.

Tania turns on the TV and sits leaning against the sofa, ignoring Julian who is standing after coming out of the bathroom. Julian stood leaning against the wall and looked at Tania meaningfully.

What is wrong and less than my wife? Why did I hate him so much? Julian's inner war began where his brain and heart began to fall out of line.

" Why are you still standing there? already went home there. Do you know where the exit is?" Tania said with eyes that continued to focus on TV and did not heed the whereabouts of her husband.

" Tan, baby." Whine Julian while walking closer to Tania.

" stop! Don't call baby, baby, it's free soon we're divorced."

" But,... Tan's...." Julian stopped talking because he heard the knocking on the door.

Geck!

Geck!

Geck!

" Who is that? you invite guests over night? Did you make a deal with Brondong earlier?" Julian's chirps while squinting his eyes looked at Tania filled with question marks.

" As long as the monyong is the mouth when talking. I am you, like to spend the night with the haram!" Cetus Tania is accompanied by a sofa cushion that flies and fits the target on Julian's head.

Julian was silent for a moment thinking, Yes Memnag is his habit. And what this time? instead he placed and looked at Tania as much as he did himself.

" Mom?" Tania was stunned and speechless in front of the door after opening it.

Meanwhile Julian was already running to hide behind the curtains. Still like a kindergarten child who is afraid of punishment from his mother. Julian's cold sweat poked from his forehead.

Even Julian's one hand was twitching tight in the window handle.

" Mommy, Julian's stomach hurts Mom. Julian's oath doesn't do anything weird here. Please don't be angry. Don't separate Julian from Tania. Ma'am, I beg you." Julian Whine.

Whatisthis? He whines until it's like that? Where has he been and where has he been all this time? She loved her mother very much.

Actually you are a child who is devoted to parents. It's just that growing up in a very spoiled state makes you like the wrong way.Batin Tania muttered.

" Tan, help me dear. Let me spend the night here. I can't sleep as long as I'm separated from you Tan." Julian's whine now wishes Tania would defend him.

" Take it with you, Mom." Firmly Tania was indifferent even though her heart was very pitying. However, Julian was still fully entitled to Tania both legally and religiously.

" Yes mother will drag him and drive him out of here. You take it easy." Connect Yuli's mother who continues to drag Julian despite his hardships. And Tania just kept quiet unmoved at the door watching this colossal drama. Like Mak Lampir who was dragging a grandong.

Finally, Julian's hand slipped from the door handle and was forced to follow Yuli's mother's footsteps. However, while standing close to Tania, Julian turned and then held Tania tightly and hid behind her.

" Tan I beg you. My stomach still hurts, if I go home no one will take care of me at home. Tan, honey. You don't feel sorry for your husband?" Now Julian spoke in a clear tone to Tania.

Tania turned her head back and found that Julian's forehead felt like it had stuck to his back and felt a little hot.

Ah, she's really sick apparently. I would have sinned greatly if I ignored my own husband. Well I guess it's okay for tonight he's staying here for the night. Think Tania.

" Mom, can we just cancel the bed split?" Tania said suddenly which made Yuli's mother dumbfounded.

" What did you say?" Mother Yuli confirmed her voice and stared intently at Tania.

" I think it's also free that the rules exist if my own husband is like this. He is still my husband, Mom. I don't want to bear a great sin if I act dzolim." Tania said while looking down, half her heart hesitated as she spoke.

" Tania? How easy is it that you forgive her?" Yuli's mother scrunched her forehead in disbelief at what she heard from Tania's lips.

" I've forgiven him for a long time. But until death I never forget. For tonight just let him here ma'am."

The deg! Julian's heart seemed to be pierced by hundreds of daggers when Tania said to death she would never forget. That's a sign that Julian's wounds are very deep in the recesses of his heart.

" Ah, whatever you want. My head is feeling dizzy now." Mother Yuli passed by while twitching her throbbing head.

Before leaving Yuli's mother first glared at Julian and purposely stomped on Julian's feet with her legs firmly.

" Oh...!" Julian's complaint was in pain.

" why? why are you, Mas?" Tania was worried hearing Julian babysit in pain.

" No, my legs are just starting to hurt."

" Why is it bleeding?" Tania asked who from earlier apparently from them no one was aware if Julian's leg was injured when a blistering pull occurred.

While hiding in haste Julian's feet hummed the legs of the table that was strong enough and also fit once the corner of the table leg had a rough surface so that Julian's skin was spattered.

" God, sit down I'll treat." Tania said with a slight panic looking at the blood from Julian's legs.

Already sick, stepped on again the same Mak attached. Julian complained to Tania through the voice of his heart.

Tania treated Julian painstakingly. There was a multiplying sense of happiness felt by Julian. Tania's worry is a form of affection and devotion as a wife.

" Tan, honey, my wife." Call Julian in full. His eyes did not blink as he looked at Tania with his shade.

" Hey?" The owner of the name is very lazy to say.

" Have you really forgiven me?"

" Yes." Reply Tania lazily.

" Can we sleep together tonight?"

" It's delicious!" Cetus Tania patting Julian's wound.

" Tan, look at me. I want to ask you something serious. Ever since that night, have you missed me?" Julian wanted to ask her a slightly sensitive question.

" You mean the night you forced me?" Sindir Tania who was upset and angry when she remembered the incident.

" No! i hate you. Hate your voice, smell it." Chirpe Tania.

" Not so Tan. What if you hate me because you're pregnant." Julian said that he just wanted to joke.

" pregnant? What date is it now?" Tania started to look panicked and scared. Instantly Tania stopped her work and ran to the room with a calendar.

Julian was still speechless not understanding Tania's actions and the look on his face changed drastically.

" Why is he?" Julian muttered who continued to put a bandage on his own leg.

" Julian!! You are insolent! Watch out!!" Tania became angry and ran to Julian and grabbed him until Julian's head moved around following Tania's anger.

" What's up, baby! let go of my head can be broken like this!" Julian complained with his resignation without resisting and without anger.

" I'm pregnant, I'm two weeks late. How'this? Hows it? Huh?" Tania raged as if she was pregnant without a husband.

" Are you pregnant?" Julian stopped Tania's hand that was still in her head and the two stared at each other deeply.

"My wife's pregnant? I'll be Dad .! I'm a Dad!!" Julian cheered in excitement and hugged tightly Tania rewarded Tania with a blind kiss on her face.

" Why are you here now, son? why?" Tania fell silent while crying after things calmed down enough.

" He was a devoted son to his father. Don't you get mad at him. Just be careful if you dare mess with my son." Julian said flatly.

" What did you say? Your kid? He's my son. See who's in her stomach now?" Tania insisted.

" Who is from whose seed? I right?Then he's my son." Julian didn't want to lose.

Tania was disappointed in herself. Not that he does not like the presence of the baby just for him this is not part of what he plans. Tania is not ready, especially the condition of their households that are in a mess.

"You're my son! But why are you present when Mommy wants to get divorced from this shitty guy?" Grunts Tania with annoyance while talking on a two-striped red test pack.

" He's a good boy, baby. He didn't want Dad and his mother to separate. God wants us to stay together. Believe me, I will be a good father and husband. Give me a second chance." Julian said softly even sounding beautiful and comfortable in Tania's ears.

" But I hate you! hyx! hyks!" Tania lowered her head in tears of worry, between being happy or sad.

" Have been silent, Jagan rebuked again. Not good pregnant women cry.We go to the room yes. You need to rest." Julian hugged Tania and tucked her hair.

It felt calm and peaceful even though there were still some lumps in Tania's heart due to Julian's sweet treatment.