In Love With My BFF {BL}
Chap 30 - Fujoshi's Diary (2)

When entering Junior High, Amanda was less excited because she knew that later there would be something called MOS, a speech with bac'tan contents of unprofitable upperclassmen, and others. It made Amanda dizzy and decided to pretend to faint so she could rest in the UKS.

When he was about to plunge himself, he saw Kenzi who hit someone. Amanda paused her intentions and continued to see Kenzi.

"So that's a guy named Kevin?" Inner Amanda.

Then, Amanda sees Kenzi leaving Kevin.

"Ckck, got a b€g* team..." Inner Amanda.

Then, Amanda catches up with Kenzi who seems to be going to the library.

"Ken." said Amanda, patting Kenzi on the shoulder.

"Huh? Oh Amanda.." said Kenzi a little surprised.

"That's... That was Kevin?" Ask Amanda.

"Yes, it's Kevin. Beautiful right?" Ask Kenzi to Amanda.

"Beautiful, so.. lu semenya right?" Ask Amanda.

"Huh?" Kenzi looked at Amanda with a confused face.

"Emmm, that's a loh. seme it's a stab hold uke it's a. Understand no?" Amanda said it.

"M...he?" Ask Kenzi.

"I mean.. who stabbed into the hole, you what is he?" Amanda said back to her.

"eehhh? Why do you have it so?" Ask Kenzi.

"Yes, I was just curious. Can't you be curious?" Ask Amanda.

"Ck, it's not just that. ahh it's a lot of nanya you!" Kenzi said he left Amanda.

...***...

Going home from school is not too sad, because it is still the first day of entry to school. Amanda saw Kenzi and Kevin who looked pretty close. He smiled to see Kevin and Kenzi together.

All the way home, he was just daydreaming. Honestly, Amanda likes Kenzi a little. But he didn't know it was love or admiration. But after hearing that he likes someone and that is a man, makes Amanda want to move on and forget her feelings for Kenzi.

"Thankfully Fujo's cave, yahhh maybe this is just amazed by him.." Amanda's inner.

Amanda felt the water that soaked her body, the rain fell heavily as well as Amanda's tears. He cried not because he was hurt, but because he was happy. Be happy? Yes, he is happy people in his tribe like men. Amanda will support him and protect both.

"Maybe Kevin, I'll always protect you... Kevin's." Inner Amanda.

...***...

Arriving home, Amanda did not see her mother anywhere. So he went straight into the house with his wet hair and clothes.

Amanda went to take a shower and changed her clothes. He looked at the sky outside, it was very dark.

"Maybe mamah overtime again." muttered Amanda.

This is how Amanda lived, always lonely. Mother was always overtime, her father did not care about her, and her stepfather was the only person who understood her best to work and be very far from her.

"Let my life be like the lives of others." Amanda's face looked very moody.

Amanda picked up her phone on the nightstand. Now he needs entertainment.

"If I'm on the outside, it's the same as me here." Amanda murmured.

Hours 22.17

Amanda looked at the clock on her phone, now showing it at 22:17. Amanda's not sleepy yet. Then he heard someone enter his house.

"Most certainly mama." Inner Amanda.

Amanda put her phone on her nightstand and went to bed.

"Good night.me."

-T.B.C