In Memories
part 129's

After a long conversation, Mom Irene and Dad Gamma also came home. Actually they wanted Aditya also Ziana to come to the mansion together but Aditya rejected it with reason if later occasionally he would stay at the mansion but not to stay settled in the mansion, he still wants to live alone with his wife without anyone else around. And the biggest reason, of course, he was afraid if at any time the pain relapsed and it would definitely make both parents panic, it is very Aditya avoid then it is better he lives in the apartment with Ziana.

"Here drink my husband's medicine, and then rest." Ziana gave all the medicine she had taken to drink by Aditya.

"Thank you sweety." Aditya took his medicine after which he stood up to go into his room, followed by Ziana who walked beside him.

"Come here." Aditya patted her chest for Ziana to get close to him, Ziana quickly lay down next to her husband with her head on Aditya's chest.

"Why, hmm?" ask Ziana.

"Tonight I just want to sleep hugging you."

"All right." Ziana smiled at the spoiled request from her husband.

After chatting a while later they fell asleep in their sleep, to reach their beautiful dreams.

At midnight Aditya starts to fidget, his lips start to rumble and cold sweat starts to wet his forehead. Ziana who felt that there was an unusual movement was also the sound of Aditya who continued to rumble made her wake up from her sleep.

"My husband why?" Ziana tries to resuscitate Aditya by patting her husband on the cheek.

"No!! no !! Please don't!!" Aditya continued to rummage indistinctly.

"Don't!!" and he opened his eyes, but his gaze was empty, his hands immediately closed his ears and his feet he poked up to the chest. His breath went up and down, even more he shouted with the same words.

"I beg you not to be like this, baby, I'm here you're not alone. Calm down, my dear." Ziana, who has just learned about the recurrence of Aditya's trauma, is shocked but tries to calm down, he has been told by Angga or Bara what he should do if Aditya's trauma relapses again.

Seeing Aditya like a child in fear made Ziana unable to hold back her tears. Which wife will be strong to see her beloved husband must face the fate of life so heavy. Although medically Aditya's condition has been progress but psychically sometimes he is in a weak point, thinking about things that are not necessarily the case is human with the state of pain that he is now suffering.

"My dear please listen to me, don't go too far into your world. Look at me here, listen to my voice and feel me here. You're not alone, I'm here my husband." Ziana continued to hold her husband's body, she gently stroked Aditya's cheeks trying to resuscitate him without giving the usual medicine in his drink if the trauma was relapsing. Ziana wanted her husband to recover and not rely on medicine anymore.

There has been no positive response from Aditya, he is still in the same position even now his body is shaking, trembling, seeing that Ziana tried to continue giving a touch of her hand and did not stop calling her with her sobs Ziana hugged Aditya's body warmly. Slowly his body began to limp, hands that were in the ears and legs that were closed in front of the chest began to be lowered. Aditya begins to recognize the voice of the woman he loves so much calling out to him with an incessant sobbing. He began to come out of the world in his subconscious and re-recognize his surroundings, his neutrals met with Ziana who was now also staring at him. Aditya tried to reach Ziana's cheeks that had been wet by the endless stream of clear flowing down both of her cheeks.

"Sweet you're sober?" Ziana smiled by framing her husband's face.

"I'm sorry." With a single pull of Ziana's body was now in her arms. He closed his eyes and tried to remember what had happened.

"No don't be like this my husband, I'm afraid something's happened to you. I'm so scared." Now her tears broke in her husband's warm embrace.

"Sorry."

Something he was very afraid of finally happened as well, exposing his weak side for the second time after his illness was something he had greatly avoided. But all out of his control, he can't do anything.

He sighed trying to regulate his breath that rose and fell because his emotions were not stable.

"Here drink." Ziana gave Aditya drinking water on the bedside nightstand, and Aditya received it and he drank it to the toilet.

"This is the first time my trauma has relapsed in front of you, troublesome huh?"

"There's nothing troublesome about you, I'm just afraid something's going on with you." Ziana stacked the pillow higher so that her husband could lean on her body comfortably.

"What if this is just the beginning of everything that scares you?"

"Don't talk like that, look you can come to your senses without having to take my husband's medicine. That means there's been progress, if everything is meant from inside you I'm sure you'll be cured." Ziana holding her husband's hand gave her the strength to be sure of what she was saying.

"Thank you without you I don't know what my life would be like." Aditya smiled and kissed Ziana's hands gently.

The next day Ziana woke up early and wanted to prepare everything for her husband, because last night she kept saying she was going to work. But before he got out of his sleep he wanted to see the handsome face of his peaceful husband fall asleep soundly.

God is so good to you, baby, you are blessed with such a beautiful face. Maybe because God loves you so much that you're given a test like this, I'll never let go of my hand for you. Let's step together to reach back our dreams in the future. I love you my husband.

Her eyes accidentally saw some strands of her husband's hair on the pillow, she quickly took a strand of Aditya's hair before she woke up and saw him.

After that Ziana went into the bathroom with her husband's hair. As he closed the bathroom door, his body slumped to the floor he cried stifledly. Her hands shook when she saw her husband's hair falling out from chemotherapy.

"I'm sure this is just the beginning of your recovery, baby, you can." Then he rushed to clean himself so that he could not see the eyes that were slightly swollen due to last night's crying and the one he had just cried.

After she finished her walk in closet, she saw her husband leaning on the headboard and smiling sweetly at her.

"Come sweety, you're beautiful and I want you this morning." Aditya rolled his eyes. Somehow seeing her excited this morning made Ziana's heart warm, she was hypnotized by her husband's invitation to start the morning with his hot breakfast.