Indigo & Gharib College
Recharging
Me: "this is you, right?" I asked him, as if I could not believe that he was in front of me now, the thing I had been waiting for after all these years, but why I was crying, was because I finally met him..
Yuni: "sorry yes" said her with teardrops still flowing from her eyes, and gave a smile to me, even though I knew, she said, he was all his might to make that smile on his face.
Me : "why? why just now? where have you been all this time?" there are so many questions in my head that I want to ask her
Yuni: sorry, I couldn't see you before.
Me: what's the matter, don't you want to ask me for help, why did you disappear instead?
Yuni: now like her I can't ask you for help, like it's too late.
Me : Why not? I am now ready to help you, I will do all I can.
Yuni: "Sorry kevin, I don't want to involve you anymore now, and from now on please don't think of me anymore" then he floated back fading until I couldn't see him anymore.
And then" I woke up. Tears were so heavy flowing from my eyes, my chest was so tight, I pressed my chest and then I hit it many times, why it felt so tight, yes.. I think I'm feeling very angry at myself, why not that time, if I can turn the clock around and go back to that time.. considering his face makes me so very sorry, it is not stopping that I hit my chest which is still very tight, my sadness is not accommodated, he said, and I didn't feel like I was back to sleep after all this time I cried.
.
.
after I calmed down, I tried to think what I should do, and suddenly it crossed my mind "A'a Ibrahim", yes, then I picked up my phone at the study desk, and I called her, and she told me to come to her house after college, even though there was no school schedule in her house,before long the sound of adhan mahgrib reverberating, I immediately rushed to the bathroom to take Wudhu and perform the prayer Mahgrib. finished praying, I finished praying, I got on the bike in the garage and slid into my Master's house, pedaling my bike so fast, that I almost fell down a few times because of the rocks I hit.
.
Arriving there, I was immediately told to enter his room, yes.the room that is usually made for the activities of Teaching, do not forget I say hello and kiss his hands. after arriving in the room, he told me to take Wudhu and fill a container with Water, and after I finished, I was told to wait again for almost 1 hour, waiting, finally he came out of his room and he took a prayer mat from his room and held it, and I was told to sit cross-legged on it, before long he sat in front of me.
A'a Ibrahim: Are you ready?
Me : "i AM READY a'"
then he held my hands together like asking for a hand, but the right hand I was on the left and the back, I did cross greetings.then he said a long enough verse, but very slowly sounding faintly in my ears, he told me to close my eyes and read the ayay chair continuously until he said stop. Suddenly my body became so hot, so hot, I was, my body shook violently, like there was energy forcing into my body, the energy was so fierce that it made my consciousness oscillate. about 10 minutes I felt it continuously, continuously, until he told me to open my eyes, but I saw his face was so pale, so tired, like someone who ran out of a marathon. before long he gathered his strength to stand up and turned off his room lights, and he kind of took out something long, and shaped like a Kriss, I couldn't see what it was for sure, he said, because the room was completely dark, there was not the slightest light.
A'a Ibrahim: "kevin, before I start this, I'll tell you something very important whatever sound you hear, and other distractions, I'll tell you, don't even think about opening your eyes."
then as usual I just say the word "READY", because we are taught to always be ready in any circumstances and conditions.
then shortly he told me to close my eyes, and he dipped it into a container filled with water in which contains 7 flowers. then he hit me a little bit - hit me in the forehead many times with that thing, and sure enough I heard a woman's voice laughing so loud like it was right next to me, but I had to hold back to blur and open my eyes, and again I heard the moaning of a woman in pain, and it happened almost 15 minutes long. then he told me to open my eyes.
A'a Ibrahim: Kevin...