
It does not feel today is Friday where today there is a study schedule in Branch and Abi iwanpun has promised that he will tell me the continuation of the practice.
After school I immediately played games on the laptop and chat with Hani through YM, because we have improved and Hani has agreed to wait for the continuation of our relationship after graduating from school. I'm glad she can understand my feelings, and of course I'll also learn to appreciate her feelings.
Then the voice of the adhan mahgrib was heard, I rushed to take a bath and took ablution to perform the mahgrib prayer. After I finished praying, I got ready to go to the branch. While on the way to my studies my chest was pounding - the thump really I can't wait to find out the answer from abi.
Arriving there, I and other students immediately took ablution to perform the isha prayer which of course led by Abi Iwan.
After we finished praying we immediately tidied up the prayer rugs we used for prayer.
The recitation began with a few opening prayers and continued with the question and answer session, one of my seniors asked :
Dendy: "sorry, I want to ask why the red kid's tail has a very remarkable kanuragan." he asked while pointing fingers
Abi: "I don't know exactly why or where the creature came from, but the red kuntilanak is indeed one of the strongest genies, if you see a rooster in the middle of the night in a haunted place or cemetery, my advice is to immediately turn back or find a detour do not ever disturb you, he said, and if you see a woman with a beautiful face in the same place, never reprove. It could be a trap made by him, but calm king kuntilanak red already caught"
Dendy: "caught bi? By who?"
Abi: "of course by our great teacher he had a fight with the Red Kuntilanak King, if I do not remember wrong place was in Cirebon "
Dendy: "but what's bi for, you against him? And catch her?" ask Dendy with a face that is more curious, and of course other students are curious including me.
Abi: "Here he was already the cause of many of his problems there was an accident and even brought some humans to enter his realm, which happened there, oia do you know. That cirebon is one of the largest occult gate centers on Earth" he answered while smoking
Before my Senior Dendy wanted to ask Abi immediately stood up to fetch water, which was a sign that the recitation would be completed, a very clear look of the curious face of Dendy daei, but like understanding abi dendy's intentions again look calm. Abi's point is not to be someone who is just a heretic begging for knowledge, but we must be someone who tries to find out the answer itself.
After the craftsman finished, I did not go home to hear Abi's answer, but this time not only I was waiting but all the students were not allowed to go home first. "What abi wants to say to us" I murmured inwardly.
Before long abi also turned on his Cigarette Filter, as indicating that he will start talking.
Artist: "Kevin.. I will tell you how to practice it, for this time I will not force you", he said slowly while continuing to smoke his cigarettes
I'm a :" he bi, what is his bi condition?" ask me curious
I am :"Tau bi, tirakat is like holding back lust, from or abstaining which aims to hone or deepen science".
Abi:" great if you know, all right, you should tirakat for 3 months nonstop without eating and drinking and sleeping, located in our study center in bogor, are you able?"
"3months bi?" I was so shocked to hear that condition, what about my school? There's no way I don't go to school, and the semester break isn't for 1 month either, what's more this 3 months. And not eat drink? And not sleeping? How do I get through it, my head is down thinking that.
Wondo: "Ga is wrong? that's not his requirement to rise up the ranks to the Teacher Council huh?" it turns out that not only am I shocked, even my friends were shocked to hear it, only this time a student in the sika terms for tirakat.
Abi: "No, that is true, and this also applies to every disciple who would practice the practice of the zulfiqar sword, I deliberately did not send anything other than kevin out, he said, because I do not want to irrigate that kevin is more special than all of you, we are all the same, but we are given a path that is only different from the path that kevin has". Speak to all the students in a loud voice.
Abis: "then kevin, I know you are not ready for this now, come to me whenever you are ready, 2 years, 5 years even 10 years? Come to me."
I : "he bi" in a limp voice I answered Abi's question, I was confused and I was tired, how should I deal with this, the only chance I can finish it is after I graduate school, but what I can do and it's still so long, it took me 2 years at the earliest to graduate school.
After coming home from school I was still thinking about it, what I would do best if I had to keep waiting, waiting and waiting to keep making me very nervous, but I also can't possibly do it all now, as hard as I think about it still I have to wait for the finals until I graduate High School.
When I got home I kept thinking about it until I didn't even feel like I was asleep.
"Kevin" a woman's voice sounded like it was calling me.
When I opened my eyes it turned out to be my Khadam, now I call him by nyai, ( Actually I already know my khadam name at that time, but I do not skan say it)
Nyai: "so long journey, son" he said, stroking my hair, and it made me very comfortable
I am: "it turns out, I'm confused what I have to do now, my mind is dead-end" I replied with my head down
Nyai: "he I understand, maybe Gusti Allah does want you to wait, you have 2 years kevin, use it as well as possible, if you are serious about practicing it, you have to wait,and you begin to prepare your mental mind and your body, 2 years is not a long time son." said his still stroking my head gently
"True Nyai said, I should be more patient in living this all" I murmured inwardly.