
This third suicide attempt, I seemed to lose my spirit. Fuck*n by working at a publishing company, my dreams won't come true, I'm having a hard time getting away from Rey the bad guy. I better get out of this world.
I pointed the shard at the wrist. My hand held the shard shakily, I cried with a tight feeling in the chest. Dad, Mama, Shiren, I'm sorry. I had to choose the wrong path.
Sreeett's.
***
"I beg ... I beg you to let me die .." I cried while tugging at Rey's collar.
I'm at the Hospital now, Rey again managed to save me, even Rey donated her blood for me when I was almost out of blood.
"Why don't you just let me die. Why continue to torment me like this." my voice trembled with endless crying.
"Stop it, Seira." He held my hand. "I've said as long as you're near me, death won't come for you."
"I was confined for two days in that narrow room. You didn't see me for two days, I wasn't around you but why I'm still alive .. hix."
"Seira, I keep watching you even if you don't see me!"
I was crying and crying. This bedeb*h his heart is really hard.
"Don't you think I'd go crazy someday .. hiks."
"That's not going to happen" Rey said.
He holds both my shoulders. "Please promise not to run away again so I don't punish you. I was afraid of hurting you because of my anger Seira, so I locked you in that room."
"I'm sorry ..."
He hugged me, I didn't want to rebel but I really feel weak right now. My energy seemed to be drained to the point of pushing Rey's body away I couldn't.
Maybe he felt guilty about me until he offered me to meet my father. I really don't believe his offer.
But of course it's not far from a threat. Rey threatened me if I told my father everything that happened, then my family's life would be a threat.
Asking for help to my family could not because Rey threatened, now I think asking for help to Rey's mother aka Mrs Diandra.
But how?
I kept thinking about it until I remembered Edward. Will Edward help me so I can talk to Lady Diandra.
But where's Edward?
"You can meet your father after you get out of here" Rey said.
I just nodded faintly. Because my brain was spinning to think of a way how I could meet Edward back after our first meeting at the clothing store that day.
"Now, eat first." He stroked the hair boy that was blocking my face.
I nodded again making him smile. Rey took the food at the table and fed me.
I became a good girl so she wouldn't suspect that in my head there was still a plan to escape next.
He stared at the bandage on my wrist. "I'm sorry, Seira .." he said.
"Repent for what?" my many.
"Because it made you hurt yourself. If I hadn't locked you in that room, maybe you wouldn't have ended up here."
"It's okay," I said.
Don't think I'm turning out well, I'm just trying to keep my escape plan from being smelled by Rey again.
I'll pretend to be a submissive girl and be fine now. And hopefully my hope of meeting or talking on the phone with Mrs Diandra can be realized.
"Please promise to be a good girl, Seira. Don't like to fight me, okay?" He caressed my cheek.
***
Out of the hospital, Rey was about to take me back to her house. We were on our way and I just turned my face out the window.
"I'm bored, can you take a walk?"
"Where are you going?" Rey asked back.
"I want to buy clothes, too many open clothes in your house."
"Okay, we're going to the mall."
"No, I wanted to go to the clothing store that night. There's clothes I like there, hopefully not sold out."
Rey nodded her head and drove to the clothing store where I met Edward.
Edward looks a friendly figure compared to Edgar, he seems like a man who is easy to get along with anyone. After asking Elena for help for me to escape and fail, I will try to ask Edward for help this time.
We got to the store, Rey and I got out of the car. Before entering I circled my gaze around, who knows if there is Edward around here. But it turns out there's nothing at all.
"Let's go in, Seira."
I nodded and went into the store with Rey. While in the store I pretended to choose the clothes I wanted when in fact I was stalling for time hoping that Edward suddenly entered this store.
Every now and then I looked out the window but there was no one outside until I was shocked by Rey's voice speaking behind me.
"This clothing store is so small, how about we go to the mall, Seira."
I turned. "No, I'm just gonna stay here."
"Then what clothes do you want to buy. You just kept choosing."
"I-I haven't found any clothes I liked that night."
"Ask him." Rey pointed at the woman standing at the cashier. "Maybe the stock is up, Seira."
I nodded and walked over to the woman at the cashier and asked for clothes that were certainly not in this store. Anyway Rey didn't follow me, she sat back down.
"Sorry,missi. The clothes you want are not in this shop." (Sorry, Miss. The clothes you want aren't in this store."
I nodded, as I turned around, my eyes were still looking outwards hoping that Edward would be there.
My feet are coming towards Rey. "Can we go to Elena's house?" (Can we go to Elena's house)
Rey stood up smiling. "You want to ask him to help you escape again, hm?" He pinched my cheek.
"No. I told you we went to Elena's house, not just me. If I came to ask Elena for help, why would I take you?"
Rey was silent for a moment, her eyeballs moving, looking at me full of intimidation. He seems suspicious of me.
"No. I don't want to" Rey said.
"Come .. I want to ask Elena about fashion. The clothes I like are already sold out here, I want to buy new clothes but I don't know what kind of model suits me. Looks like Elena can help with that, because she's very good at fashion."
I wanted to go to Elena's house so much I held Rey's hand as a plea with a clear face.
Rey looked at me then turned to look at my hand that was holding her hand. He seemed to be astonished because I suddenly wanted to hold his hand.
"Alright," he said, nodding his head making me smile happily.
Out of the store, I still circulate the look of looking for that punk rock guy and the results remain nil.
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