
"You are beautiful when you are afraid, Seira ..." (You're beautiful when you're scared, Seira."
He smiled with his obscene eyes. I clutched the sheets firmly, continuously trying to get away until Rey held my thigh. I spread my eyes perfectly. Will he succeed in harassing me? Is he going to break his words that won't touch me without my permission.
"Dont afraid, I will not kill you, Seira ..." (Do not be afraid, I will not kill you, Seira ..)
He stroked my thighs giving small stimuli in my thighs. I couldn't help it anymore, I kicked her stomach as hard as I could, she screamed in pain and I took the opportunity to jump out of bed.
I immediately picked up a sleeping lamp made of glass then threw it on the floor. That piece of shard I took to be a weapon.
I extended my hand holding the shard to Rey. "How dare you approach, I don't hesitate to stab you!"
He who was now standing straight was just laughing at my words which might only sound a joke in his ear. Maybe this shard ain't nothing with the gun he's got, I bet he's got a gun.
"Don't take my words as a fucking joke*n!"
"No, Seira. Obviously this isn't a joke from you, it's your stupidity Seira. Try killing me if you can!"
I fell silent, I forgot how great the De Willson clan is in martial arts. Maybe before I stabbed him in the neck he caught my hand first.
Our body size was also too far away, I wasn't sure my hand could touch his neck. Maybe I should take a little tiptoe and it's definitely a waste of time.
"Why silence?" ask her with a smile on her face. The soft smile she gave me.
I stared at his eyeballs for a moment and kept thinking. Okay, if I can't kill him, I can hurt my own hand so he can let me go.
I sighed with a heart that hunted. Can I do this? What if I die and finally my dream of working for a publishing company dies, I just want to threaten him instead of committing suicide.
I raised my other hand and it seemed like Rey was aware of it.
"What the f*ck are u doing, Seira." (What are you doing Seira)
"Throw that shard, Seira!"
I looked into his eyes for a moment. When he ran towards me, I immediately slashed my hand.
Sreeet.
****
Two days later, after I slashed my own hand and ended up fainting, I finally survived.
Of course Rey saved me. I don't know if he turns out to be a doctor who is only active as a businessman.
Which patient will be treated? I thought before they checked they were already scared. Unless there's a crazy woman who's fascinated by her handsome face.
Rey said I fainted from panicking too much, of course I panicked from fear of death. He also knew that if I didn't want death, I just wanted to get away from him.
But in fact, he still locked me up. He didn't release me even though I hurt my hand.
And now, I'm not at Rey's house anymore. I was in a room on a cruise ship.
I was in the sea of Marmara, Turkey. After I fainted, Rey took me flying to Turkey.
We're not on our way to anywhere. Rey said she just wanted to take me for a walk on the beach. The yacht continued to go without a destination and already two days passed I did not even interest out the ship just to watch the waves pound, I just stayed in the room in frustration.
I heard the door open, although I did not look, I knew that Rey would come because no servants or men could enter my room.
"Come out, don't stay in the room." He stroked my arm.
I let out a breath. "Don't you think I'm like an undead now" I said, looking at my face in the mirror. Pale and looks lethargic. Not as usual.
"No, Seira. You're so pretty."
"My face turned ugly like this because I was stressed. Don't you think that?" I still talk without looking at his face.
"Your face is beautiful and it would be beautiful if you tried to accept me in your life, Seira."
"Alright, I accept you."
Rey chuckles. "I can tell the difference between honesty and lies, Seira."
"Then, why can't I tell you what honesty and lies are when you say you want me the most."
He stroked my head which gave me goosebumps because of his elusan.
"That's because you hate me so much, so even all my honesty, you can't believe it. I really want you, Seira. Wanted you so much."
"And you didn't tell me why you wanted me and why you locked me up."
I put his hand on my head.
"Wake up, I'll tell you something. That's if you want to hear it, Seira."
I didn't wake up because I didn't follow his orders. Why I became a conformist to him.
"Well, if you don't listen. I'll prepare lunch."
He stood up from his seat and I woke up out of curiosity. He chuckled and sat back down.
We're sitting facing each other right now. He looked at me but I threw my face the other way.
"What are you going to tell me. Hurry on!"
"I have two mothers, Seira. The first was Mommy Levia, who died from being killed by her best friend by the way her car was hit by a truck from behind. I think the most wrong thing is my dad, he didn't take good care of my mom because he let her drive the car alone. And second Mommy Dee. She loved me very much, but before meeting my father, she almost raped someone. Just like you."
"What does this have to do with me?" my many.
"That shows the outside world is very dangerous, Seira. I don't want you to stay away from me and I hope you don't trust anyone but me too much."
I laughed so madly at hearing that. "Am I listening to the trauma of a child because of the death of his mother? So that's why you locked me up here? You're afraid I'm hurt by someone else or even raped by someone else, and this is where I was hurt and almost raped. Don't you understand it's bajing*n!" I was angry with fiery anger.
Rey breathed. "I always didn't like it when you scolded me, Seira."
"I'd rather not when you don't understand me! Please digest my words well. You're the one who hurt me and almost raped me now!"
"Seira, if I rape you, I will be responsible for marrying you. But not necessarily with another man."
My head hurts so much to hear his words. I sighed, closing my eyes while holding my head. I'm really stressed about Rey. I'm afraid I'm crazy if it's been like this for too long.
Seriate