ISTIKHARAH LOVE KUSUMA
CHAPTERS 103. MAIRA EXAM

Jakarta.

Shan waited for Maira who never finished. He was praying while lying in a coma.

"Ai. A long time ago, let's eat. Mother said, you missed another snacking hour," persuaded Shan from earlier.

Maira was silent after returning from Surabaya. Even when Fayyadh asked him, he did not answer. Shan has not succeeded in persuading his woman to tell a story.

Almost two hours the woman was faithful with mukena and mushaf in hand, occasionally her voice was raucous and heard withstanding sobs.

Shan's running out of patience. He then sat down next to his wife, aborting Maira's ablution by kissing her moist cheeks wet from traces of tears.

"Tuman, no husband. Already," said Shan Lirih, grabbing ayu's face to see it.

"Why? I came home from work instead of being welcomed, put on a change of clothes, and so on" Shan asked.

Maira took off a swipe of Shan's palm on her face. He then spread his head over Shan's two thighs that were sitting together.

"sickness, Zie. I said infertile days," the stuffing broke.

"Astaghfirullah's. Any more?"

Maira pulled the head from above the lap that she thought would be comfortable.

"You won't understand my heart, Zie. Licked and compared to A the B who became pregnant shortly after marriage. It hurts," he exclaimed furiously.

Shan gasped. Realize that I mispronounced.

"Sorry Honey. Sorry, I don't mean be-" elak Shan's trying to make things right.

"Oh, still. All the same, where there are those who do not want to get pregnant and have children .. yes times if the chili-cabean, or the results of forbidden relationships," added Maira still with a high tone.

His tears poured out from the corner of Maira's amber eyes. Shan could not see her woman crying, even if it was the Mother.

"here. I'm sorry, I'm beating you up, what do you want to say?" said Shan relented, pulling back the body of makeup away to enter the hug.

Maira spilled out all her annoyance, anger and hatred for the words of all those who had hurt her heart. The young woman even sobbed violently, as many sneers incensed wounds.

Shan was just listening. No objection came out of his mouth again, he faithfully wiped the tears, wiped the sweat on his forehead and kissed Maira's cheek as the crying became more pronounced.

"Take it all out, honey. Can hit me if it makes you more relieved," whispered Shan peeked at the head of the woman who was clutching tightly.

"I love Zie, I'm afraid Zie got hurt because of me" he said later.

"I told you, I just need you, honey. Just need you, God Ai, can't you feel how dependent I am on you?"

Maira was suddenly silent.

"Think, who would faithfully take my old wet towel out of bed without saying much? who is ready for breakfast? warm drinks in a pouch, a full change of clothes in the car, socks that I sometimes forget I put in the laundry basket?"

"Not to mention, lately my wife is very diligent in making a variety of delicious snacks. All my books are sometimes scattered, you always pay attention to the details of the location so that I unconsciously if you make sure, everything must be neatly arranged in place again. Makes it easy for me to search. That's a skill, honey."

"Ahya, what you're doing is already making me addicted. Without being asked, I don't talk much but understand my bad habits. O Allah, this is so grateful that I forgot the presence of the descendants" said Shan Long, calming.

"Ta-pi, Zie. God knows what I'm doing, my prayers, but why?" the issue came back.

"Maybe with a baby right now you will ignore me or work and other responsibilities. God save it for the right time, dear," persuaded Dilara's son, gently.

"Hmm what," Maira further tightened herself into the chest of her husband's field.

"Bismillah .. Once upon a time Abu Nawas fell in love with a girl. So he prayed to God. Abu Nawas said, if he is good for me, then bring him closer but if it is not good for me, please consider again Robb. Said Abu Nawas," kekeh Shan.

"His prayer seemed to force God yes, dear .. realized that he was less resigned and sincere after months of unfulfilled then Abu Nawas tried to pray again but with different strategies and ways," Shan could not help but laugh, a funny story but like a human plea, he thought.

"Zie, I'm laughing. That is prayer" protested Maira.

"Yes prayer. Denger first until finished later there is a teaching," said Shan again.

"Abu Nawas honed again, not like the first way but this time he prayed ..O Allah give me the best wife. But the result is the same, God will not grant it either. As a result, he did not despair, so he prayed again at a time."

"And his prayer is yes Robb, this time I am not asking for myself but give my old mother a daughter-in-law in the form of a woman I love" Shan said.

"And God knows that there is no need to be regulated or intimidated even in the politicization of prayer. Abu Nawas experimented with ways of praying. Perhaps it was his innocence and steadfastness that made God grant his prayer."

"So what, Zie?" ask Maira.

"How-how. Pray sincerely, without demanding what is the goal. Simply ask for all the best things and ease the way, sincerely on His terms. Oh, my God, that's how. Understand, honey?" concluded Shan.

"Including descendants?" great-grandson Maira.

Shan smirked the cheek that looked filled, "Yes, it is certain for all the wishes, fixed his intention. Thank goodness first in sya Allah will be added another favor," whispered Shan gaunty.

"Oh, eat yes. It's maghrib."

Maira reluctantly moved from Shan's embrace. So that makes both remain in the same position until the adzan maghrib echoed.

"Oh my God, my husband's patience."

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Jeddah.

Allen informs Fayyadh of the proposal for Arwa. Bad news that afternoon he received.

Afra's husband was looking for the whereabouts of his best friend on several floors of the campus, but he did not meet.

Simultaneously, Fayyadh who had just exited the library room received a call from Allen who invited him to speak at the ground floor cafe.

The two also meet. "Fayy, umma Ana said. Arwa objected to receiving another proposal. Only two CVs that have been entered will he examine. So far a strong candidate for him is a relative of Mangkunegaran, because Arwa is willing to nadzor. The rapid progress of the many requests, the girl was only this time willing to meet prospective men for the ta'aruf process," said Allen was not happy.

"So Ana's fate?"

"Afwan ya Akhi, even though Ana had sent to umma, but the result was I don't know," said Allen again.

Fayyadh silently digested the situation. Then his heart said. "Yes, maybe God wants Ana to concentrate first on the judiciary and the thesis first. Matrimony business, Ana has handed over to umma anyway, shukron ya Aki," said Fayyadh while rising and leaving Allen there.

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...Patience, this is not only Fayyadh 😭. ...