ISTIKHARAH LOVE KUSUMA
CHAPTER 95. TRY

After a grand reception a full day, the Qavi couple prepared for a break. Maira was already lying on the bed when Fayyadh knocked on the room.

"Ai, wear a hijab first. If you want to sleep first," said Shan when he will open the door.

"Don't go in with Zie, outside. I'm sleepy," complained Maira not heeding Shan's words.

When Shan opened the door, he saw it now, Fayyadh's tangled appearance but still handsome even in a t-shirt and holster that he tied originally.

"Why Mas, so tangled? wanna share? entering or in Mas's room, Ai was asleep," Shan said to invite his cousin-in-law.

"No, just want to give this. Shan, please find Fio and the other woman yes, please. Here are the details of his characteristics," said this upset man sticking a photo.

"This is a prayer beads and bracelets?.. tasbih is okay because it looks custom, but ginian bracelets are many, Mas," explained Shan.

"Different, there's the most pendulum" Fayyadh explained later.

"Small very small" chuckled Shan. "So fix this, is he?"

"Either. I just want to know how he's doing. If you say kangen yes it was, just kepo," honestly Fayyadh.

"The other woman, why just the eyes? eh really cute?" jeli Shan when observing the sketch of someone's eyes. "Your own picture?"

"Yes, he always appears in my dreams. I don't know who or where I'm going to get him" said Fayyadh lethargic.

"Hmmm, just hide it until the devil can't know your love, Mas. So much for you guys looking after the izzah," Shan advised again.

"He em's. In shay Allah. But Shan, the love in silence is definitely a pain yes," he grumbled.

"Definitely. But we become awake from lust, a cake that really resigned but still try to mantesin themselves until the time is rediscovered, yes if fate. Because fate is God still giving a choice of path...."

"meaning?" Fayyadh was confused over Shan's sentence.

"Qadha is the plan, Qadar is the embodiment, the reality. Faith in Qadha and Qadhar means believing wholeheartedly, right, in God's decree but that does not mean without effort" Shan explained.

"Hmm, continue first, I'm this barren," pinta Fayyadh again.

"Short for my knowledge, destiny is divided into two, Mubram and Mu'allaq. Mubram, you know what, yeah?" said Shan.

"He em's. Absolute, dead soul mate sustenance age. Mu'allaq can still be changed with effort, hard work and prayer. That's not it?" Fayyadh concluded.

Shan smiled. "Excite, leres." (right)

"Eh Shan Shan .. if the soul mate has been written in the far mahfudz why there are many signs of verses and hadiths that we can determine our own destiny, an-nur, why, an nahl also advised Rosulullah about choosing a good soul mate," Fayyadh tried to share opinions.

"To Mas yuk's room, let it be nice to talk," asked Shan but rejected Fayyadh.

"No, just sit here. Pity Maira if her man is taken away," she said pulling Shan's shirt away from the door and sitting in the hallway of their room corridor.

"Allah," Kekeh Shan followed his cousin-in-law sitting there. "Next?"

"Continue," replied Fayyadh again.

"So the soul mate is included in the destiny of mubram, said Allah A yes will A only if this servant does a lot of good, changing himself for the better, the efforts of the poll of heaven and earth, and, pray sincerely then the level of his destiny slightly changed. Not an absolute total change," Shan explained again.

"While it cannot remove the reinforcements, but Allah brings His tenderness to those who pray, the piety is certain" Shan affirmed once again.

"In the Lord God. For example?"

"What tuh?"

"Sumayyah, she used to be the girl I chose. But when Uncle Rey proposed Fathia, this self changed because it saw the position of the Buya Abyan family who is religious high. I'm keen to memorize again even penetrated the hadith. Over time, for some reason when I saw Ahya, I was encouraged to get to know her .. Girls with all extreme hobbies are also loved by the Dzuriyah, making me want to be close, too, whatever it is I do though the subtle way secretly ... what is the conclusion, Mas?" ask Shan.

"You got everything. Really no? the same hobby, sholihah because Maira also hafidzah although only five juz I think and close to the descendants of Rosulullah, thanks to your persistent efforts. Tabarokallah Shan," replied Fayyadh.

"Alhamdulillah, allahumma sholli a la sayyidina Muhammad. Don't say yes, Fathia doesn't know that I nadzor her in secret" Shan chuckled.

"Robbi sholli alaih .. can runyam," Fayyadh said. "That means my steps are right, Shan? keep trying until God wants to direct my soul."

"Usaha tenacious zeal of the heavens earth. The soul mate already exists. Although some are synchronized, given at the right time and place, or still stored .. because God does not change something if not us who try to ourselves. Husnuzon, say something good Mas" Shan said.

"Maa my God, calm me. Yes, you are the most pleasant to chat with, adem. Pantes Maira still do not want to separate. Syukron ya Aki for his enlightenment, I wait for new info," said Fayyadh rose from sitting down.

"Afwan, Mas."

"Fayyadh aja." Amir's son objected to Shan calling him Mas.

"can't. Ai called brother antum, even all Kusuma so. Positionally, I should call aki, with the name Mas," Shan replied, trying to keep uploads that he understood.

"Hmm, lanange universe is yes," said Fayyadh patted Shan's arm, passed leaving him. (the dream man)

"Mas too, buana universe," Shan kekeh as he went into his room. (as the universe)

Shan wudhu then shortly joined Maira. But he heard a soft sobbing from under the blanket.

"Well, Ai. Wh why? how crying?"

"Zie, don't get married again."

"Innalallahi, dear. Here look at me," Shan pulled Maira's shoulder so that the body in lingerie turned to face her.

"Zie," Maira was still sobbing.

"Ahya, getting married is communication, only ten percent. You are a trust, a direct promise to God. Everything I do will be destroyed later, I understand the science, really understand but there is no ability. Wh why? for example, you're still crying for something I can't prove yet" Shan peeped at Maira's forehead.

"My wife sholihah, thank God. Whether or not there is a child, you remain one by my side Ai. I'm afraid Honey, when I die later what if my wife is in hishab because I haven't been able to guide you well, world affairs alone are very painful especially the affairs of the afterlife," Shan's voice rattled.

"Zie, sorry."

"Don't mind the words of the person who asks when to get pregnant, Ai. It's a long way to go, a lot of things to be grateful for besides that. Just want seven months not decades like Prophet Ibrahim and Siti Sarah. Patience, dear," Shan calmed Maira down.

"The most important thing later, when in hisab, I don't want us to be like enemies, Ai. Remind me that if you have a lot of going off track, dear, pray that your husband is able to be born to fulfill all obligations without any disappointment even as big as zarrah in the hearts of his wife and children later." The net condenses, a clear pinch appears in the eye.

"Zie sorry .. forgive me God for worrying my husband" said Maira, removing a small circle at the end of Shan's eye.

"We're enjoying life, baby, while we're still together, don't worry about anything else while I'm by your side, okay? mending an effort to make a baby," he whispered again erasing anxiety.

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