It's not my fault for taking your wife
Why Do I Feel Sad?

“It was Allan's failure in leading his household, but everything that happened was not entirely Allan's fault. She tried her best to keep her marriage. Maybe, Ayra is not the best match for Allan.”

“Why, Mom?”

“Allan and Ayra are like water and fire. From the beginning they had no match. Allan has a simple purpose in life, but Ayra is ambitious. She loves to work, travel abroad and have fun. But Allan actually prefers women who stay at home and take care of the household.”

Giany is still silencing.

“Since marriage, almost every day mom heard them noisily. But, Allan was still desperately defending his household. Although not like the work of Ayra, but Allan gave freedom to do whatever he wanted. Ayra only stayed a few days at home, after which it left again. Ayra becomes pregnant, and Allan asks her not to travel anymore. But after Maysha was born, Ayra left again. The highlight is the night of Ayra's departure. Allan has told you?”

“Already, Mom. Bu Ayra went and filed for divorce from Doctor Allan because she had an offer to become a famous designer model?”

Bu Dini rubbed a speck of tears that almost dripped at the end of his eyes. “Iya Giany's. I saw for myself how much Allan tried to survive. He begged, persuaded and waited until whenever Ayra wanted to come back. But in the end Ayra still chose divorce. Yes, there is no other way. Allan resigned only.”

Seeing the sadness on Bu Dini's face, Giany also felt bad himself had dug old wounds.

“Sorry Mom, if my question makes you sad. Must be heavy in such a position, let alone Maysha was still small.”

“Yes, you are right. But Allan is strong. He raised Maysha without a wife. He is firm in his stance, if you say no, it means no. Including the arrival of Ayra who wants to return to Allan yesterday. But alas, Allan had already closed the door of his heart to Ayra. You know, for almost three years, I kept asking Allan to remarry. But Allan never wanted.”

Giany then turned to Bu Dini with furrowed brows. “Loh, isn't Doctor Allan already a future wife huh, Mom? Who was ..." He thought for a moment, remembering a name pinned by Allan that he called Maysha's mother-to-be.

"Babylonian?"

“Oh, the ..” Bu Dini smiled thinly. “Iya. Mother also did not expect, Allan could fall in love again after the death of Ayra. Hopefully the woman can also reciprocate Allan's feelings. Allan is faithful, loving, caring, and protective. But sometimes possessive too,” said Bu Dini with a small laugh when remembering how possessive Allan towards Giany. Wherever must be escorted by Joko and Amir.

“Prominee wife Doctor Allan lucky huh, Bu?” I don't know why that sentence just escaped Giany's mouth.

Mom Dini nodded enthusiastically. “Iya, but Allan is also lucky to choose him as his future wife. Babylicious it is a very good woman.”

“Mother knows the person?” ask Giany curious.

“Already, mom also likes and strongly agrees. Moreover Maysha.”

“What's the guy like, Bu?” Given how firmly Allan rejected Ayra, Giany wondered inwardly.

If Ayra alone who has perfect beauty is rejected, it means that Doctor Allan's future wife this time is a much more perfect person than Ayra. Which makes it very curious what the future wife of Allan.

“She is kind, gentle, beautiful and loving. Still very young again,” replied Bu Dini while staring fixedly at Giany's face.

Giany Silence is silent. There was an unexplainable feeling that suddenly permeated his heart.

I should be happy for Maysha, right, because she's gonna have a mother soon. Why do I feel sad, right? What is this feeling?

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