It’S So Hurts
Not Ready to Lose

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When the wind blows in the silence of the night, I am riveted by your absence here.

I never thought that your shadow would disappear in the wind that carried you away disappeared from me.

Of love? What I understand is love is a feeling that grows without the permission of its owner.

We never know to whom the heart will fall, nor to him, we will never know to whom the heart will gray.

But I believe that after the sun, after the rain, a beautiful object in the sky will display a new hope.

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"Before I actually leave, may I ask for some time to become a memory of both of us?" zein asked Dara, who was standing staring at the night sky from the balcony of their house.

Dara turned her head slightly towards Zein, then she nodded her head slowly to agree to her husband's request.

"If I can grant your request, what do you want right now?" asked Zein again, though he was sure Dara would not answer.

"Follow with you," Dara replied suddenly, making Zein distrustful of what Dara had just said.

"Why surprised? Do you think that in this situation I have no desire but happiness?" ask Dara cynically.

Zein was silent, he wanted to hear first all the expressions of Dara's heart before he actually left.

"I never believed in love, I felt that love would never exist in this world, but everything changed when I met you."

"I'm so happy, because you were able to give me the happiness of a relationship that I didn't believe in, you gave me love, affection and trust."

"But I forgot, if you are not mine, there is still a God who has the right to your life" said Dara revealed all her heart.

"Can I return the orange to Tasya and I come with you? I'm not ready to lose you yet, you haven't even taught me how to live without you by my side."

"If you can, please come back, I really can't accept all this life and everyday without you" Dara pleaded with Zein.

When they were serious about life, all of a sudden, Dara's phone rang and displayed Stella's name in it.

"Hallo aunt" said Dara when raising the call.

"Well, are you okay?" ask Stella gently.

"Yes aunty, why not?" answer it briefly.

"The aunt knows if we are in a period of mourning, just before this incident the aunt has spread an invitation to Aiden and Freya's wedding anniversary party, can you come baby?" stella asked quietly, because she was afraid that Dara would be offended by this.

It is very inappropriate, when the situation is grieving, they even make a happy party, but the invitation has been spread, and again they are not possible every day to grieve continuously. And perhaps this was one way for Dara to be able to dispel a moment of sadness in her heart.

Moreover, this party was made to simultaneously celebrate the new leadership that has been replaced by Griffin.

Stella closed her eyes for a moment, then she turned to Zein who was now also looking at her.

Zein nodded her head in a sign that she agreed.

"Dad aunt, I'll go" replied Dara, before she finally turned off her call.

"Why?" asked Zein who saw Dara's face had now turned sad.

"No kk, I just can't think why they could throw a party when our little family is grieving, and the worst thing is that they want to celebrate a wedding anniversary that they obviously know that I just lost my husband" said Dara, who did not understand how they understood the situation.

Zein was very understanding of it, so he chose to embrace Dara's body, and invited her to rest.

"Guess up, it's past midnight, don't waste our day tomorrow" Zein exclaimed, choosing to sit on their couch, after making sure his wife lay comfortably on the bed.

Dara nodded her head, and tried to take a deep breath, then exhaled violently.

Trying to get her feelings back, and then trying to close her eyes, even if it's hard.

****

The next day, today, Dara contacts Lyla to leave her Orange for a while, as she has to go somewhere, to start the day with Zein.

"Lyla, forgive auntie, for having to trouble you again,” exclaimed Dara, feeling bad for asking Lyla for help.

Moreover, she knew that today both Lyla's parents were having a big party, but Dara instead called out to her.

"It's okay aunt, I had a shirt fitting before coming here" Lyla replied casually.

"Oh yes Lyla, the aunt had cooked, later if Jingga woke up you can eat all with her ok," he said again, before he packed his things and put them in a bag.

Indeed, Lyla was looking at Dara in a daze, where Dara would go wearing a long white dress, as well as a cross necklace that piled on top of her wedding ring.

Makes Lyla want to ask, but she undoes her intention, because she feels ashamed if later she is called kepo by her own aunt.

"Tante is so beautiful today" he praised kindly.

Because Dara looks so beautiful today with all the natural makeup on her face, "thank you Lyla, my aunt once was Lyla," she replied, and immediately said goodbye.

"Alright aunt, be careful, yes" cried Lyla, when she saw Dara who was almost lost swallowed by the door.

Lyla was still staring at Dara's departure even though her figure was gone, "it seems I know, aunt Dara wanted to go where," she murmured softly, then put her shoulders short, feeling no need to interfere in other people's affairs.

And not long after, he saw his phone ringing, "Griffin," he quietly shrank, then immediately picked up the call.

"Yes Fin," said Lyla lazily.

"Where are you? I'm in your house, but you're not here, which way are you?" asked Griffin who sounded like he was introgating.

Lyla was silent, feeling that the question was not important, she chose to go into the kitchen to get a drink and some snacks.

"Kalyla," Griffin snapped loudly, as the woman she was talking to chose silence instead.

"Fine, I'm at Aunt Dara's house, it's a big fuss, '" he lamented if Griffin's attitude had gone too far.

"Share the location, I'll be there now" Griffin said.

Lyla shook her head slowly, but she knew that Griffin could not see her.

"Lyla, send the share lock," Griffin's pinta in a tone made as gentle as possible.

"Big no," Lyla said cynically.

"Why?" griffin asked confusedly.

"I'm here to look after the orange, and what are you doing here?" lyla asked back, with a sense of regret.

The reason is very unhappy if Griffin will certainly mess up his teeth that like to berleha, and force him to exercise or move a lot.

"Aahhhhh no need, I've got the address, see you, wait for me there," Griffin said briefly, and immediately hung up his cell phone call, leaving Lyla glued to her with her mouth open.

Lyla scratched her head confused, "where does she know?" he muttered, thinking, how could Griffin trace someone's address so easily.

"Tauu ah dark, whatever he wants, now it's better I spend these chips first before he's busy scolding me for eating junk food," he told himself, and after that he began to enjoy his life before the moment of Griffin's arrival.

To Be Continue

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